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747 · May 2014
Gushy
AprilDawn May 2014
early morning skies
pour cooling spring rains
thunder rumbles and grumbles
I am not yet asleep
   from last night's late endeavors
lightening streaks through
the window shades
keeps my eyes too well lit
steady torrents make wells of mud
all the places our pups  love to lie in
today  will be
   a wet  dog smell  kind of  day.
Storms use to lull me to sleep.Not so much anymore...
written May 2014
738 · Feb 2015
Distress
AprilDawn Feb 2015
squeals
on train tracks
through me tonight
a discordant cacophony
jangles   these
jumpy nerves
through cold  corners
dread steadily
rises to meet
the digital clock that  
flashes
another sleepless  hour
on this  
high old ceiling
that still needs  crown moldings
just want to stay
marooned in bed
trepidation
an arm’s length
away  
tucked inside
my fuzzy slippers
Had to go to the dentist  today, for a cleaning and a filling.Not a fan of the old drill  , even numbed up   and all   So , of course could not sleep a wink alllllllllllllll night practically ...
737 · Apr 2014
Rainy Day Verses
AprilDawn Apr 2014
1.Downpour

Rain submerges
every patch of back yard
greedy drains divert
suburban rivers towards
concrete paths
barely skirting
pool and pond
another layer of paint
washes off stunned gnomes.


2. A Mini Vacation

from the blazing sun
allows the chaste tree
to push out it’s long overdue
blooms with a view.


3. Cloud Cover

Gray drizzles through my day
letting only the flowers
lap up
hidden sunshine.
Texas  2006 .It always rained in torrents there  I swear !
729 · Apr 2014
Misplaced
AprilDawn Apr 2014
You don’t populate
my dreams
so much anymore
I castigate myself
for this  
abysimal lack
of your presence  
but every night  
my dreams  take me
somewhere
you aren’t  .
Then he was even gone from my dreams.Written 2007
727 · Apr 2014
Stranded
AprilDawn Apr 2014
Your voice
has gone
still in my head
leaving me
to wonder
where you went
and who
gave you
permission
to slip away
so silently .
Written in March 2007.I could no longer easily access from my memory ,the sound of his voice.
725 · Jun 2015
Crummy Luck
AprilDawn Jun 2015
this immaculate
vanilla  cake
whipped up   high  
with expectations
eggs and fresh milk
begged  for fruit
my pie eyes
spotted
only  a dented seam
sour cherry can
in a  crammed
pantry
or
freezer burned
blueberries
not even the dog
would deign
to nibble
still
it's safe to say
that even this
naked baked cake
will find it's way
into my
greedy grasp
cake dilemma in the kitchen today...but still there is  delicious cake to be had
723 · Dec 2014
Turning Back Time -1981
AprilDawn Dec 2014
Dreams

I am a dreamer I know
For if I had no dreams
I'd have nowhere to go

When a disaster has struck my life
Amid toil and strife
My dreams soothe my pains
And break all the torturous chains
That pin me down to the ground

As music is to a conductor
Living without my dreams
Would be like clothing with
Torn seams

Dreams make my sanity certain
Without my dreams my life is
An empty stage...
Might as well close the curtain
Back at  16/17 years old when  I thought  rhyme scheme  was  imperative  in a poem .This  one made it into my  high school  literary magazine.I don't even remember writing it ...
720 · Jul 2014
Forlorn
AprilDawn Jul 2014
I miss
so many
things

twinkling eyes
smiles for me
alone

hands held
anywhere

brash moves
pinned me
to the hall wall

passionate embraces
in the living room

morning light
splashed across
his face

good-bye
gangly night legs

hello again cold bed
with
blankets piled high
Written June  2007 almost 5 years after  his  surprise  demise  at the hands of an unknown killer.
719 · Mar 2015
Lucid
AprilDawn Mar 2015
dreams
suddenly contained
your  presence
the other night
you hadn't really been there
for years
our time is over
I had to say
to your sad face
it’s not that I don’t
miss us
my life is so different
it just went
another way
After years of not seeing my late husband in my dreams , he was suddenly back again.I told him life had moved on for me ...
717 · May 2014
Yard Work Pending
AprilDawn May 2014
My garden gnomes
continue to groan
as weeds
climb up
their hineys
Yup, I own gnomes. They brighten up any green patch, but tend to  be    whiners  it seems....
716 · Dec 2014
Palate Pleaser
AprilDawn Dec 2014
plate teaser
is plain food
what you desire
forget about the
ships launched
civilizations founded
tribes enslaved
so we can
just stay home
nourish our bodies
please our tongues
with
history’s  edible mysteries  
that  sail out of the  pantry
every night
  docked  on our  tv tables
for  instant gratification
upon critical
mastication
what it takes  to make our everyday food  ...highly spiced or even just "plain" as my stepson requested  once . After  a small  speech  about spices  to him ....this  poem evolved ....
704 · Aug 2015
Calender
AprilDawn Aug 2015
still opened to
June
your presence bookmarked
by well worn memories
that dwell in every corner
every space
on the wall
jam packed
with life treasures
my mind can't erase
your spot in this place
and struggles to accept
what actually is fact
remnants of you
are all
that exist
Saying goodbye  to Gary a little bit more everyday
697 · Apr 2014
Sky Aflame
AprilDawn Apr 2014
this day’s furor
is sinking fast
another day
waits in the wings
without
you in it.
The stark truth of  his absence  in our lives. Written  2006.
684 · Apr 2014
Blood Red Rose
AprilDawn Apr 2014
Shoots through  
the confinement
of its cedar fence
offers a peak
at a neighbor’s  
slice of life.
Contained suburbia , my  muse of sorts for several years.Joy in the simple observances of daily life. From another  bunch of pictures after we   got the digital camera. Glad I took the shot, because  a day or two later the rose was trimmed.
682 · Sep 2014
Just plain
AprilDawn Sep 2014
a  rainy sort of rain
buckets thrown  
from invisible  
sky hands
a newborn stream splashes
down main street
slicks train tracks  
and  thirsty lawns
with a spritzer
cocktail  of  cool air
no storms that night, just  plain and simple  rain.Living on the edge of tornado alley...this is always  welcome.
682 · Apr 2014
Another day
AprilDawn Apr 2014
in the valley
feel no need
to scale any peaks
just easy-peasy
lay  low  
let the long silken rays
drape  my weary soul
in glowing golden glory.
A  location  -place in my life poem .Massachusetts  2007
676 · May 2016
Just a few hours
AprilDawn May 2016
tucked away
in a comfy spot
then thoughts snuck in
and wouldn't lay
they swirled and hurled
ideas and frets
my tired mind tried
to forget
finally the night swallowed
me in
sleep found me
a tad more frayed
than expected
worries ,they  attack me  while I am trying to catch a few winks at night
672 · May 2014
Dressed to Thrill
AprilDawn May 2014
packets of pleasure
all wrapped and pretty
whisper sweet
everything
worried moments
swept away
with savory promises
a hollow stomach  
or aching heart
fills just a little
beguiling morsels
cocktail conversation
at the bottom of
this  tray or another
lies sweet salvation
if only for tonight
tomorrow
the party’s over
all  goes back
to pumpkins, mice
and gruel  .
A  party with nibbles   , written in 2007
667 · Aug 2014
Oh, No !
AprilDawn Aug 2014
I thought
with a jolt
not a single caper
to be found
the utter shame
of my sauce
lacking   zip
the lid comes off
with disdainful
faces
gathered round  
a  hot   ***  
of culinary
blame
pride in my  kitchen creations  displayed here !
656 · Nov 2014
Topsy Turvy
AprilDawn Nov 2014
swirly twirls
roll rough shod
over
dead yards
half naked trees
shake what mamma nature
gave them
orphaned leaves
cling desperately
to
  lifeline branches
frustrated
by   frenzied spasms
stripped down  to  the last
vibrant vestiges
of  Autumn's
woefully weakened
grasp
as winter's stealthy
approach
is  announced
Today's poetic  exercise   as  I watched out the window...those last  leaves  dancing   through my neighborhood  and  twirling up my nose  giving me my usual Fall allergy blast !
656 · Dec 2014
Agony and Ecstasy:
AprilDawn Dec 2014
A Hound’s Garden  
The Citrus Saga

Part One: Cursed

The blossoms were sweetly fragrant
belying their sour harvest
the tree named Meyer bore a dulcet legacy
doomed
to wither  in a corner
under the sly vigilance of a young hound.


Part Two: Salvation

It arrived in a plain brown box
glossy leaves without flowers
a solitary green satsuma
flailing in the breeze
transformed under the sleepy gaze
of a furry connoisseur
whose daily test sniff promised
a favorite delicacy’s imminent
arrival.

Part Three: Thankful Harvest

Peeled glory
boasted
  succulent slices
of tangerine heaven
just barely enough for one mouth
to savor.

Part Four:  Grim Reaper

Growing season came again
fragrant   blossoms erupted
sweet branches
  studded with   unripe fruit  
stood proudly in the Texas sunlight
when like a thief in the night
every unborn tangerine
was gone one early morn
sad faces saw the end
of a Satsuma riddled era.

Part 5: Fare Thee Well

Years have passed
Since the hound’s youthful
indiscretions
her sight long gone  
nose not as sharp
the tangerine tree
belongs
to someone else
those fruitful bounties
live only in the dreams
of a graying dog.
In honor of  our dear elder pup Sophie (RIP May 28, 2001-December  4,2014) , who hated lemons with a passion  and  loved  tangerines . Our citrus trees in our Texas garden were  her most  loved fruit  and her most hated fruit . The lemon tree mysteriously died,while   the tangerine tree still blossomed .I worked on this piece  for years on and off , figures  I would finish it  after she passed.Miss you sweet girl.
648 · Oct 2014
Relish the View
AprilDawn Oct 2014
as
another  spent leaf
pirouettes
to the ground,
the bare  elegance
of frozen limbs
is  not very
far away  .
As much as I love  northern Fall weather, winter's icy clutches are just around the corner  ...something  never far away in my thoughts.
644 · Feb 2017
Conversations in Retrograde
AprilDawn Feb 2017
so many tables  
stacked with catalogs
and coffee cups
our long discussions  
cluttered  with memories  
and
relatives
long renting spaces
underground
potential plans made
like  guest beds in our minds  
favorite tv shows
devouring  our  
afternoons and evenings
together  
dotted  with  
occasional power
struggles
minds at odds
a generational
dissonance
the  backdrop  
for  the need
to leave  the nest
again
freedom I sought
and liberty
was gained
now
flash forward
less than a decade
later
and you
are wrapped
  in a mere
flesh shell of existence
no longer engaged
in this world
with anything
but breath  
and  discomfort
thankful
for tender mercies
am I
  for you
still remember me
for
now
I have begun to lose my mother to  some form of dementia over the past 2 years .I have to relive old conversations from years and decades past , because she cannot  actually discuss anything really anymore  . She is   repetitive and circular in nature now and short term memory is  getting worse. She  was so sharp witted .We had a rough mother -daughter relationship. She does love me , and I am an only child.My father  takes care of her currently   and they  live  several states away from me .She hardly laughs anymore.It is sad for us all to see her disappearing.
634 · Apr 2014
Petal Pushers
AprilDawn Apr 2014
Spring 
 into
this half life  
I've dug
and drug
myself through
sweet sunshine
Finally
infuses hope
into
these  stone  
cold
bones
Spring in Massachusetts ...this one is about  the tulips  all around the  front of our rental home.
631 · Jun 2016
Screen Door
AprilDawn Jun 2016
a feeble shield
against
hot winds
slamming  
into my face
let the dog out
let the dog in
caught a glimpse
of the scorched lawn
beat a hasty retreat
back into our
air conditioned
bliss
silent prayer on the lips
for not too many more
days  like
this
631 · Aug 2014
Delight
AprilDawn Aug 2014
unfolds  on my face
every night
zig zagging
through
dusky skies
a summer's bounty of fireflies
flight pattern
known only to you
my camera cannot catch
your electric dance
turning  that  copse  
between the yards
by chance
from the neighbors
****** decor  
into  rustic country  charm  
all along
their  laundry lines
drying  pants
Today's poem took on a rhyme scheme somehow !
626 · Feb 2015
Growl
AprilDawn Feb 2015
crawl
into bed
like a bear  
hibernation
  not far from my brain
want this  day
over and done
sweet solace desired
in warm repose
pull the covers
up to my ears
behind me
the snow
is pressing
itself
obscenely
against my bedroom window
Dreary winter daze ,it's like life is on hold.
622 · Sep 2015
Not Enough
AprilDawn Sep 2015
to pour
anymore
a  sticky
residue
coats
unyielding
jug walls  
it's spent body
tossed  on top
of the  kitchen trash
a sweet token
memory
of your last trip
up north
mapley
  contents spilled
over so many 
waffle
nooks and crannies
like so many
tears
on your last days
here
Our last family waffle night  this past  Monday  used up the last of the syrup Gary ( my fiancé's  late father rip July 2015)had brought back from Vermont  this past April  with my step kids  and  his wife .We finished it, and as it lay there  on top of  the open kitchen trash  I realized sadly  that  how short  of a time  it  has actually been since  they brought that back for us .Wasn't he just here with us all?
621 · Oct 2014
Lights Off
AprilDawn Oct 2014
All Hallows Eve  
is history
the saloon girl and her cowboy
a crumpled heap  
on bedroom chairs
pictures all shared
ghouls , ghosts
zombies ,zoo life
tiny  princesses  
alien  invasion  
through  the fake  fog
and chainsaw screeches
candy from strangers
never tasted
so sweet
From passing out candy on   Halloween 2012
.Also ,fyi , my birthday is  Halloween !
617 · Apr 2014
Farewell
AprilDawn Apr 2014
Two years have passed since your last appearance,
way before  we got the camera,  
would’ve been great to catch your  exotic double life .

Your thick green arms reached  towards the blazing Texas sky,
pink  blossom fingertips  fearlessly  faced  the imperial red roses ,
while the yellow blossoms pointed towards a tangle of  overgrown pond grass.

We learned your name,
indulged in your subtle fragrance,
unparalleled by any man- made hand cream and
impatiently waited for the next round of double harvest.

Something  savaged your leaves, leaving you half barren,
forced to separate from  your *** mate, we hoped your widowed side would revive.

You’re back hosting those long lost yellow petals,
lopsidedly holding your own in front of the sprawling purple bougonvillia,
and the brazenly orange hibiscus bush.

A busy gnome now covers the scar,
so only we really know  that you didn’t always loll to the right.

I think you came back just to say goodbye.
A plant that didn't make it in our garden in Houston.
616 · May 2014
Perishable
AprilDawn May 2014
Nothing
visibly stamped  
on my body
“Use By”
but I know
somewhere in the ether
a time is prescribed
I’m not a carton
of sour cream
that’s true
I am in danger
of disappearing
as are you.
Mortality   musings  in 2006  .
612 · Mar 2018
Burst
AprilDawn Mar 2018
into my bleak early Spring
afternoon
this mist of sticky juice
my normally clogged nose
inundated with bold proof
of   lurid promises
from citrus groves
bathed by sunlight
on a foreign soil
while my entire body
sanguinely sings
your praises
and my fingers
continue to peel
away until every morsel
is revealed
and devoured
I bought a bag of  blood oranges the other week, and every other day I eat one with my fiancée. The smell and texture is divine.
610 · Dec 2014
December 21st
AprilDawn Dec 2014
my spatula
conducts  an
imaginary orchestra
carols
dance through
my hands
suddenly
Christmas past  
floods
my eyes  
like a sharp jab
with
a   roast fork
memories
rip apart  
these
hastily mended  seams
I stand there
in tears
after my
triumphant
orchestral
debut.
The  2nd Christmas  (2004)after  my husband  died , I was trying to  get into  the mood ...when Christmas  memories hijacked me  and killed  the mood.
609 · Apr 2014
A Sales Slip
AprilDawn Apr 2014
for crispy  ridged
sandwiches
that use to be
a special treat
after a brisk winter
walk on the beach
or a rainy spring day
visit from Dad
maybe nobody
wanted  to lift a ***
after a long week
a crumpled scrap of paper
just beginning to fade
bookmarks those
long eaten delicacies.
Cleaning out my purses, ran across  bookmarked memories  from a different  time and space.
602 · May 2014
Market Stalls
AprilDawn May 2014
every waking thought
fueled by
juicy   strawberries
not from distant lands
stalked by native asparagus
signs on empty spots
indicate to our dismay
the farmer’s market  
Gone away
for this week
dejected  we head home
desires  unmet
with crumpled  canvas totes
in  unhappy hands.
Love farmer's markets.Local produce rocks.
602 · May 2014
Refill
AprilDawn May 2014
Love’s
last taste  
drained from my every cell
time to recharge the batteries
It seems
2007, starting to need a cuppa  something  more  sustaining than  cable tv romance movies..
601 · Apr 2014
Esperanza
AprilDawn Apr 2014
I  planted hope
by the bathroom window
last year
yellow soundless  bells
were doomed to fail
with no
drainage holes
they drowned
in rustic pots
leaving the  jasmine
to claim their sun.
Plant death in my Houston burbs back yard  garden. 2006
599 · May 2014
Encore
AprilDawn May 2014
Sunshine dapples
  through
newly formed leaves
subtle breezes
stage
shadow puppet theater
all across
the neighbor's siding
to our  cozy
  room
with  a view
Everyday  happenings  are poetry. Look out your window, walk   down the street  ...life  all around you  begs for  written immortality  ,no incident  too casual .May2014
599 · Apr 2014
Suddenly
AprilDawn Apr 2014
I saw you
taking us that back way
to the mall
waited  for us to finish
on a bench outside
while we rifled through
those objects of our desire
on the way back home
the radio’s playing
the same song
I hear right now
suddenly
you are sitting
right here with me .
A song came on that brought back a memory of an ordinary day in my life  with my late husband.The early years  of mourning  circa 2005
593 · Apr 2014
Cream Lace Curtain
AprilDawn Apr 2014
ripples
elegantly shielded
every room
it ever graced
from the sun’s starkest rays
bedrooms
to living room
every place
Love ever lived
and shade was  desired.
A beautiful  wide panel of European  curtains   my husband and I  bought from a  neighbor  for  a ridiculously small amount   back in the mid 80's .We took it across oceans and made it work in so many of our homes.Over the past  five  years   it no longer fits anywhere   , all  the windows  I live  with  are  smaller   and shorter, so sadly , it remains in storage.
584 · Apr 2014
Out of Order
AprilDawn Apr 2014
wrappers glisten
in the fluorescent light
electricity hums
a savage tune
of seduction
coins buy nothing
anymore
origami bills
****** down
spat back
no help proffered
from passers by
snack interlude
denied.
College  lounge area   vending machine  poem.
583 · May 2014
Bedtime Story
AprilDawn May 2014
darkened eyes
read
Illuminating
Words
absorb well woven
  language  
into deeply  recessed
caverns
flashlight of  knowledge
soothes  a weary heart.
I use to read  before bed  for many years .
583 · Apr 2014
Tiny Verses About The House
AprilDawn Apr 2014
Fragrant melon thunks
as mallet
rips
through rind
exposing sweet smashed flesh



Ceiling high dishes
teeter perilously
while soap suds froth
on the tv screen


Dust no better
stirred up
than lying down


Copper helmet
atop bookshelf
stands guard
keeps books
in order


Fragrant
brewing java
fills senses with
boundless joy


Bacteria breeds
in crevices
separation of socks and briefs
essential
Funny things I noticed around the house   a few years back.
582 · Jul 2017
Empty
AprilDawn Jul 2017
space
just plain
gone
where you once
flaunted  your  beauty
is now mere grass
to be mowed
it’s been 2 long summers
since I last raced
to snap pictures  
before storm gusts
would shred
your  glory
year after year
they showed up
to  dress up this boring
little back dirt road  
those golden sunflowers
against a deep blue
Kentucky sky
haloed by tufts
of white pillowy clouds
inspired me
to prose and praise
I am no gardener
and cannot raise you
from the dead
summer solstice
now marks the day
I  start sadly gazing
through the space
you use to
occupy
and let out
  a weighted sigh
Our lovely older neighbor lady use to keep  sunflowers  near the end of their driveway  , and for years  my eyes feasted on them  ever y summer. A few summers back  she got  too  elderly to tend them and her son  mowed them over. That space got the just right amount of sunlight   , and   so that bounty of  flowers can  not be replicated anywhere else in the neighborhood.
582 · May 2015
Sweet Wanderer
AprilDawn May 2015
you traveled
to the other coast
hungry for adventure
a break
from the  daily grind
revisit a page
from the family history
a chance  to see
another
way of life
hope this  journey
pleases
your wanderlust
my girl
the path  you take
back here  to me
will be fraught with
that same old
everyday
reality
For my daughter  who is looking to relocate  , she is on  a trip  to visit and figure out if her destiny will eventually take her  there.It is bittersweet , as her travels are  and will take her far away from me.
581 · Jun 2014
Last Time
AprilDawn Jun 2014
I tried to gut a gourd
it flew screaming  
through the kitchen
with the cleaver still inside
oh,well
canned  makes the best pie
anyway.
Gave up trying  to make  pumpkins, butternut stuffs  from  scratch  ...anything thickly skinned  ...
579 · Apr 2014
I Am Too Tall
AprilDawn Apr 2014
to languish
without a care
like a spot–bellied hound  
under a potted tangerine tree
solitary fruit
still ripening
        dangles
in the mellowed October sun.
Watching my young dog  ( @ the time )lounge under  a small  tangerine  tree  on the  back porch. She was  waiting patiently for that  single  fruit to ripen.
576 · Apr 2014
Spring Forward,Spring Back
AprilDawn Apr 2014
Just another family holiday
with extra time to burn
pastel wooden eggs
on scrawny tree branches
pineapple ham breezes
through the dining room
sit down here my loves
but first
crack the wine
bring in the trays
followed closely
by greedy dog eyes
forks clank
glasses clink
chit-chat bubbles
smiles deepen
as dessert
makes its spectacular entrance
the video camera catches
just another day
with extra time to burn
The last  Easter with my late husband.
573 · Jan 2015
Morning Glory
AprilDawn Jan 2015
down the hill
over the train tracks
through the  abandoned
farmer's market
parking lot
past  last fall's  crispy
refugees
follow the stark tree lines
right up to
those normally plain
windows
glimmering   golden
   like stained glass
with sunrise
painting every pane
on  God's house
  on the hill
Letting the dog out the front door  early one morning last week  , I was  entranced by the sun rising.It's been so  drab and gray  this year  .   The  light play on the windows  of that church on the hill  parallel from us  was  so  wonderful .No photo could have done it justice.
568 · Oct 2014
Peep Show
AprilDawn Oct 2014
not yet in full swing
just the odd tease
of
orange golden  streaked
limbs
a seductive wrist flick toss
of ground leaves
among the mostly green  grass
the peak
peeking slyly
from still bulging trees
not ready
for the full Monty
yet.
Looking out my front door the past few days  , and noticing  the beginning of the leaves turning.At this time a  slow unfolding    , like a strip tease.
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