antxthesis: Favorites

Oct 2015 antxthesis

hole °°

Oct 2015 antxthesis

NV

hole °°

MOST DAYS,
I FEEL LIKE A HOLE,*
*TRYING TO FIND A PLACE THAT WON'T **** ANYBODY ELSE INTO THIS EMPTINESS.

Oct 2015 antxthesis

broken dreams

Oct 2015 antxthesis

susan

broken dreams

walking along
the cobble ****** street
i drop pieces
of my shattered dreams
to be swept up
by the street cleaner
and deposited
into a pile of *******.

i can almost see the shards

Oct 2015 antxthesis

The Loneliest Cigarette

Oct 2015 antxthesis

Michelle

The Loneliest Cigarette

Did you ever hear the tale of the loneliest cigarette?
Bringing short term pleasure to just one man, while simultaneously burning herself away into oblivion, she is selfless.
He'll soon kick her to the kerb and stamp out her embers which she offered to him because it's what she thought he wanted.
When she is gone, he will take another.
*And she will be useless. Lifeless. Unwanted. Replaceable.

#love #heartbreak #metaphor #lonely #lust #hurt #*** #cigarette #used #relief

Oct 2015 antxthesis

14w

Oct 2015 antxthesis

L

14w

When men cheat, it's below the belt. When women cheat, it's above the neck.

**
Leigh

Oct 2015 antxthesis

Time.

Oct 2015 antxthesis

NV

Time.

And though I may not mention it,
I need you to remain and sit in place within my life.
I'm home, I don't mind a few renovations but you can't move out.
Change the furniture, change the setting, change the colours of this love, but don't pack up.
Don't relocate, because I can't leave with you, hence I live with you.
Continue to settle, continue to speak your plans to my walls, we'll breathe life into them.
And may the building of this love never feel the clocks run forward.

by Dvniel Jones

Oct 2015 antxthesis

Crush

Oct 2015 antxthesis

Akira

Crush

I've never been the type of girl
To fall so easily for a guy
But here I am falling for you
And I can't even fathom why

You were just a cafeteria crush
My feelings weren't supposed to grow
But with these food and snack encounters
I found that we've reaped and now we sow

Your cool fingers on my neck
Halt me enough to arch my spine
I know our love wouldn't be tragic
But I can't let history rewind

So I'll let you in eventually
When these walls all finally come down
But if you decide to climb them
Please don't be crushed if you hit the ground

#crush #cafeteria

Oct 2015 antxthesis

I was

Oct 2015 antxthesis

Akira

I was

I was always too much of something for everybody
But it was quite a surprise to find
That I wasn't enough for you