Lies
    You always say you love me, but hurt is all that is coming.

Only hurts me
     You leave the relationship smiling happy. While I'm in the dirt crying about what we could be.
Vanish
     After out break ups you tend to disapear  until you 'need' me

E**nd.
       I wish that part was true, I'm still in love with you

She might not want me to be with her, but I’d die to keep her with me.

I want her by my side until I can no longer breath.

She is the treasure buried beneath the bottom of my sea.

The gold and silver that shimmers to me.

She might not have the same emotions for me, that I have of her.

But I will do anything it takes so she is happily better.

Although she can upgrade, because I’m not what she would prefer

The love I deliver wont ever be the same, my love is the world ..only for her.

Her existence, could never escape from me.

Me, the man that could never stay away from her.

And with forces of the day, my night glistens for her.

Her energy electrifies the life of me.

Artistic
Respectful
Intelligent
Avantgarde

Empathic
Moving
Intense
Loving
Youthful

Sporty
Preppy
Emotional
Nice
Caring
Eccentric
Resourceful

Happy
Adamant
Natural
Naughty
Aware

Alive
Learning­
Isolated
Scared
Original
Naive

I
Miss
YOU*

and now you are texting me
telling me *baby I love you
I cant live without you
I need you
and the only thing you didn't say
was I'm sorry i hurt you

its practically now summer and i'm unnaturally hot. I'm wondering if its because of Miami's blaring sun or the way your words ignite a fire within me. I mean this feeling is weird, mostly because I gave up on happiness a long time ago. I used to think people are unpredictable like storms and I know now that people are storms. And nothing good comes from storms. Quite frankly I'm tired of grey clouds and thundering rain. they brought me hurricanes and deathly sadness. but you changed me and made me think of what comes after the storm. maybe its a rainbow or just the plain glowing sky but whatever it is I wanna see it and I am willing to endure the desolation to get to the good part. you did that. you did it when no one could. you opened me up to a kaleidoscope of emotions that I didn't wanna feel again and its scary. sometimes you make me feel like you're chasing me in an endless tunnel and your eyes become the color of midnight but then I come to a halt when I see the glorious burnt hue of the sunset gleaming in your eyes. I was about to pick a leaf from this tree and you told me to stop and I thought it was the most beautiful thing ever. Leaves only thrive and live when they're attached to a tree. Pick them off and they die and I find it so **** that you saved that leaf. I'm glad you prevented that death cause you might be able to prevent mine. You are just like vanilla ice cream on a scorching July afternoon and I pray that summer never ends

k.h

this is not even a poem
this is what I want
I want you to make love to me
I want someone to write poems on my skin with their lips
I want you to kiss me so hard that we start to breathe the same air
hold me so tight that I can literally feel your love
grab my hips with such passion that I feel it burning through your fingertips
crave me so hard that I can see the longing in your eyes
make me feel it when you touch me
and take your time, why do people like to rush nowadays?
explore my skin and show me things I never knew was there
i will leave scratches on your back and bruises on your heart
I just wanna feel your skin on mine and kiss your lips and make you forget all of the bad things in the world for a little while
so let’s love each other so hard that we get distracted and forget about who broke us for a little bit
and don't give me any flowers
make them grow inside me

                                        k.h.

he said I felt like Heaven
I guess that was the reason why he kissed me like he was searching for God
As if my neck and lips were some gateway to a divine world
you said the warmth of my hands on your ice-cold skin made you see things not of this world
was it that why you grabbed my hips like it was the key to your salvation?
my body is a holy temple but my thighs can't rescue you
Don't mistake it for the Lord
because if I can't save my own soul, how can I save yours?

                                                       k.h.

I see a light at the end of this dark, depressing, abandoned place. I stop and wonder what it might be.. This place  in my mind  has a wanted sign with your smile on it. Something I long for everyday all day. That's the only thing that can light up my world... make me the happiest guy on earth  which is quite awkward because who would get so ecstatic over a simple smile. Well I guess I would be that person. To tell the truth, I look to your smile for   everything. Your smile fuels my engine, keeps me going, gives me something to live for. Without you I have no idea  what will happen, because with you comes your smile, something i'll cherish even when im turning in my grave. My one source of happiness, my one source of motivation.. I feel so free when I see you smile.. Its like my lungs have opened up a whole new level... Because of you.... Because of your smile.