Zikr jab zindagi ka hota hai toh hum aksar apni zindagi ke guzre waqt ke flashbacks mein chale jaate hai, aur kehte hai zindagi toh bohot buri guzar rahi hai.. yeh maana ki jo beet gaya hai usse bhulaya toh jaa sakta hai magar apne zehan se mitaya nahi jaa sakta.. bas unn tamaam ache-bure daur ko muqaddar samjhkar aage badha jaa sakta hai. Aur life mein ek phase aata jab humein lagta hai ab aur kya dekhne ko baaqi reh gaya hai zindagi mein saare tajurbe aur sabaq mil chuke hai ab toot jaane mein hi bhalayi hai haar jaana hi ek aakhri sahi rasta hai. Aur phir apni khushiyon ka shok aur barbaadiyon ka jashn manane lag jaate hai. Magar khushiyan bhi itni aasani haar nahi maanti. Zindagi humein har ache-bure daur ke baad ek khoobsurat tohfa deti hai jisse hum mauka kehte hai. Humein zindagi se mile wo saare tajurbe aur sabaq phir se jeene ka hausla dete hai. Ek nayi umeed dete hai. Aur shayad isliye hum zindagi ka saath nahi chhorte.
Beete kal mein pareshan rehte hai, aane kal ki fizool mein fikar rehti hai aur jo aaj hai usse jeete toh hai magar thodi bechaini ke saath. Jo guzar gaya usse accept karke aage badh jao, jo kal hoga wo tumhare aaj ki mehnat se pata chalega na ki fikar se, aur apne aaj se mohabbat karo.
Ek badi ajeeb si cheez hai jo hum sabhi ke saath hoti hai jab hum 5-6 saal purani tasveer mein khudko dekhte hai toh hasi aajati hai ki kaise the hum ab waqai behtar badlaav aaya hai hum mein wo badlaav tum laaye ** khud ke andar. Waqt ke saath mature hokar, mushkil se mushkil maqaam haasil karke, apna vision aur mindset positive rakhkar, apni zindagi ko sahi raaste mein le jaakar. Isliye tum haare nahi **, zindagi mauke deti hai magar tumhe ehsaas tak nahi hone degi kab tumne uss mauke ka fayda utha liya. Aur agar kabhi bura phase aaye toh uss mein bekhauf hokar jeena magar sahi waqt par nikalkar apni zindagi ko behtar bana dena. Kyunki abhi tumhara qissa khatam nahi huwa, abhi tumhe nikhar ke wapas aana hai kahani badalne.. .

Will You be my Valentine?

Don't you think I cook good enough to feed you during your food swings?

I can be your partner in deciding which dress to buy and which one to wear on any occasion.

Be it your mood swings of unexpected headache or tiredness, my fingers have got magic of relaxing you with an oil massage.

I can be your moving Spotify at any hour of the day, and I'll be a good companion to watch Netflix shows together.

I know sometimes you stay, sometimes you sway yet I've always got a way to keep you happy and by my side.

I just love listening to your childhood stories at late night, so that you go as crazy as me.

When nothing goes right, apart from your voice, it's your hug that makes me feel alive.

Together we share a good tunning,
we know
When to dump down anger and when to listen to the other person calmly,
When to fight for self-respect and when to compromise with the situation.

This is not just because its 14th Feb, still I'll ask; will you hold my hand till eternity?
Will you be my Valentine forever ??

I fell in love with you.
The time before I knew you feels oddly incomplete
Like the universe has been conspiring
My every step so that I would take the paths leading to you.
I think I knew my entire life
That one day that I would be by your side
Laughing, smiling and inevitably falling.
I knew because you were the one in my dreams. I realize now that
You were the reason why my bones kept tingling and wouldn't settle.

I want you to know that boys like me
Are cautious and afraid to fall in love for the first time.
Boys like me are calculative and hesitant
Because we are too afraid to pay for our mistakes;
We were taught that we are only made of our successes
And that every failure will become a hidden scar 
We must be careful to never repeat.
But you came and made me reckless;
I made my decisions blindly and allowed myself 
To forget about everything else in the world except you.
I’d trip racing to fall asleep each night just to see you the next day,
All I’d eat was your attention to feed the butterflies in my stomach,
And all I could see were the moments we had and the future we could write.
And even when the scars became so many 
That they could no longer be hidden under my clothes
I kept falling deeper and deeper in love you with.
I decided that the pain wasn’t at all bad,
That the wounds were worth every moment of your friendship.

I am envious of the me in another world who was led to you
And who is free to keep loving you, but
It gives me a grain of comfort knowing that somewhere else
You and I are happily listening to our favorite songs 
On a rainy Thursday evening, happily and forever in love.
But in this world, it will only be me who falls
So painfully and deeply and foolishly and madly
And beautifully
.

In love w
ith you.
"The First" and the end of the first.

. . ~ Ankit Dubey | ©

God has a man for you, not a boy This idea is that you need to grow a man who is still his first, is misguided. Yes you can be the source of inspiration and motivation. Yes you can be loving and supportive Yes you can pour in in ways that contribute to his growth. HOWEVER! all of them can be done while you are his friend! Like real friends, not like the actress God did not call you to be in a relationship with a boy who has yet to become a man. You run a lot of risks trying to be in a relationship with a man's "potential". In most cases you will find yourself a huge investment of time and energy, only to end up feeling cheated by the lack of return on your investment. While you think you're building him up, you're really making things You're providing all of these benefits. Not only is he qualified at the moment, but he is not putting him in the extra work, yet he can not ask for him. Do you really think this will push him to higher levels, or do yotu see how someone can easily become content and in this situation in the atheist? Forget him for a second, let's talk about you. While you're too busy trying to "build a man" You 're so consumed by this guy, that you have forgotten about the things you want to focus on in your life. You may be a great woman, but there is still work for you It's not your responsibility to make a boy in a man, unless that boy is your own child. You were not allowed to be someone's crutch, you could have been a man's partner and helper. This brings me to the next thing you should know. . .

dil chahta hai choom loo surkh labon ko tere,
bhar lu tumhe umra bhar k liye bahon me meri,
ji loo jindagi bhar tumhe apna bana kar,
bas koi aur parchayi tere siva kareeb kabhi aaye na mere,
jalta hu agar yaad me mai har ghadi,
chahta hu k ek waqt aisa aaye,
k yaaden nahi bas tu hi mujhme thahar jaye,
dekh loo tumhe ji bhar k,
aur choom loo surkh labon ko tere.....
bahut majboor ** gaya hu is judai k silsile se,
ab rasta koi aur dikhta nahi mujhko,
mai chahta hu k simat jaun tujhme,
aur so jaun hardam k liye gesuon ki chaon me tere,
kareeb aakar har pal sanjha kar loo tumse,
tum hardam k liye kareeb aa jao mere,
aur choom loo surkh labon ko tere......
ab kaise kategi jindagi ye meri,
isliye karta hu har pal intjaar tera,
bas yaad karta hu har vo lamha jo sath bitaya tere,
bechain ** jata hu kai baar,
jab sochta hu k koi aur kareeb hai tere,
ab dushman lagti hai duniya sari,
kaise jiyunga mai bin tere,
kareeb aa jao hardam k liye,
dil chahta hai choom loo surkh labon ko tere....

bewafa agar wo hote to unse shikayat mai kar leta,
pyar to aaj bhi unse hi karta hu,
tab shayad shikwa bhi kar leta,
na wo bewafa hai na mai shikayat kar sakta hu,
vo to bas door hai mujhse,
tab shayad khud ko unse door kar leta,
bewafa agar vo hote to unse shikayat mai kar leta....
yun to kai baar vo muhse rooth jaya karte hai,
tab shayad mai khud hi unse rooth jata,
ab vo yaad bahut aate hai,
tab shayad unhe bhool jane ki koshish mai kar leta,
yaad me unki ab bhi aansoo bahata hu mai,
tab shayad unhe yad na aane k gam me ro leta,
bewafa agar vo hote to unse shikayat mai kar leta....
baarish jab hoti aur vo sath nahi hote,
to akela hi us barish me bheeg leta,
tanha hu mai aaj bhi unk bina,
tab shayad unhe kareeb lane ki koshish na kar pata,
ab to bas jindagi beet rahi hai  unk aane ki ummeed k sahare,
shayad tab khud ko mita diya hota,
bewafa agar vo hote to unse shikayat mai kar leta.

hai mujhse khafa kyun mera khuda,
kyun mujhse jhagadna chod diya,
hai ab to bas  intjaar us pal ka,
kab fir se chahakna unka sun paunga,
meri choti choti baton par,
kab unka khilkhilana sun paunga,
kyun meri shikayat hai lagti buri,
k fir shikayat karne ka mauka hi cheen liya......
hai mujhse khafa kyun mera khuda,
kyun mujhse jhagadna chod diya,
yun tanha chod k mujhko gaya,
kyun hak mujhpe jatana chod diya,
ab kaise karu mai unko khabar,
k unk bina na ji paunga,
agar aaye na vo vapas jaldi,
mai duniya chod chala jaunga,
hai ab bhi waqt vaapas aa jao,
kahin khabar na mile kisi aur se,
k  yaaad me unki maine saanse bharna chod diya....
hai mujhse khafa kyun mera khuda,
kyun mujhse jhagadna chod diya,
teri khushboo me jo madhoshi hai,
kyun mujhko juda hai usse kiya,
bas aur nahi takat mujhme,
maine khud ko samajhna chod diya,
na jaao mujhe yun ghayal kark,
aankhen bhi sath nahi deti,
aa jao mere pas sanam,
aab ashkon ne b bahna chod diya,
hai mujhse khafa kyun mera khuda,
kyun mujhse jhagadna chod diya.......

kyun aate ** mere sapno me,
kyun pagal mujhe banate **,
kyun mere man me tum rahte **,
kyun itna pyar karte **,
kyun yaad tumhari aati hai,
kyun aankhen meri roti hai ,
jab mujhse khafa ** jate **.....
kyun mere dil me rahte **,
'mere **' kyun ye kahte **,
kyun pyari pyari baaton se,
mere dil me utarte jate **,
kyu aur mujhe rulate **,
jab mujhse khafa ** jate **....
kyu meri nind churate **,
kyun pal pal yaad aate **,
khwabon ki buniyado me,
bas tum hi tum kyun rahte **,
jara mere dil me bhi dekho to,
kitna mujhe tadpate **,
jab mujhse khafa ** jate **...
kyun yaad tumhari aati hai,
kyun mere kareeb aate **,
kyun mujhse lipat tum jate **,
kyun itne kareeb ** mere,
kyun tum itne pyare **,
kyun behad khobsoorat **,
kyun har bat tumse judi hoti hai,
kyun itni khushiyan dekark pal bhar me rula jate **,
jab mujhse khafa tum ** jate **....

Na chand ki chandni ko chaha,
Na sooraj ki roshni ko maanga,
Na shauk mange kabhi jo duniya chahti hai,
Na teri banayi shohrat ki unchaiyon ko manga,
Jindagi mangi,
Na kabhi mangi koi mahlon ki shaan-o-shaukat,
Ae mere parwardigar Jara soch tu bhi,
Kuj bhi na diya mujhko mai fir bhi khush tha,
Ek masoom sa pyar karne vala diya mujhko,
Aur vo bhi cheen liya,
Ae khuda tune manga bhi mujhse to kya maanga

you are not only you,
the miracle is that you are me,
n i am not only me,
i am also in you,
the world is eternal,
but for me it is in you,
you are not only you
i am also in you.....
they are happy,
but i am not without you,
they want to live,
but i can not even think without you,
the destiny provides chances to everyone,
but i think my love,
that my destiny is only you,
you are not only you,
i am also in you.....
they say they mean,
the world is beautiful,
they think they feel,
the love is beautiful,
i dont care about the world,
i dont think of love,
my only thinking is,
that my world is in you,
my love is you,
nothing is beautiful,
as much as you,
you are not only you,
i am also in you......
the ultimate gift of god,
for me is only you,
in the creation of god,
when the bud becomes a flower,
when earth takes a shower,
the fishes sweems in water,
and the birds swinngs in air,
it is not possible,
till when there are not you,
this world is beautiful,
because there are you,
you are not only you,
i am also in you.......
my heart is not for me,
it is to feel you,
my eyes are not for me,
they are only to see you,
you are my sweetheart,
my everything is only you,
baby be mine for always,
i can not stay here without you,
the glory is in you,
my victory is you,
you are made for me,
my love please make me yours,
i am made for you,
you are not only you,
i am also in you

Shayad mai vo nahi jiski talash har kisi ko hoti hai,
Jisk paas har khushi hoti hai ,
Ek apni hi jindagi hoti hai,
Vo chalte hai jab jameen par,
To duniya unk kadmon pe hoti hai,
aur tu chahta hai man hi man kisi aise ko,
Par tujhe pane ki chahat mere man me har ghadi hoti hai,
Shayad mai vo nahi jiski talash har kisi ko hoti hai....
jo rahte hai mahlon me,
aur jinki duniya sitaron se saji hoti hai,
vo khud hote nahi bheed ka hissa,
balki unk liye kahin ek bheed lagi hoti hai,
vo jindagi ko dekhte nahi,
jindagi unk intjaar me khadi hoti hai,
aur tu hai k unk liye sapne sajati hai,
par tujhe pane ki chahat me meri jindagi thokar khakar gir chuki hoti hai,
shayad mai vo nahi jiski talash har kisi ko hoti hai......
bekar hi unka koi andaaj ku na **,
kitna hi kathor unka dil ku na **,
vo tujhe chahe na chahe kya fark padta hai,
chahe kitne b magroor vo kyu na **,
mere paak saaf dil me base pyar se tujhe kya matlab,
meri jine ki wajah hi tu ku na ** to kya matlab,
tere muh modne se meri saanse hi ku na ruk jaye, tujhe to hasrat hai sirf unki,
duniya deewani hoti hai jiski,
aur tujhe kisi aur ka hote hue dekhkar ye aankhen bujh chuki hoti hai,
kuk shayad mai vo nahi jiski talaash har kisi ko hoti hai,
par tum ** vahi jiski chahat meri jindagi hoti hai,
shayad mai vo nahi jiski talaash har kisi ko hoti hai....

dil mera chahta hai,
k ek baar bhar k tumko bahon me so jaun mai,
ek jindagi beet jaye meri ,
k fir se jab aankhen khule,
tu aak mere paas na fir se juda ** paye,
tujhe mahsoos karu har pal paas mere,
k jab jab meri saanse chale,
jinda rahu mai na rahu,
par mujhme tu hi tu baki rahe,
** jaye chahe jahan khafa,
par tu har pal mere sang sang chale,
ab aur kitne imtihann loge mere khuda mujhse,
k ab bhi meri pallavi mujhse door hai,
de do mujhe meri jindagi,
kuch to badlo takdeer meri,
k ab to ham ek ** jaye,
vo aa jaye ab paas mere,
aur milkar ham apne ghar chalen....

mere kareeb aao,
ab na mujhe satao,
mere kareeb aao,
ab na mujhe rulao,
kaise bataun tumse,
dil me tum rahte **,
mere ** mere tum,
dooriyan na badhao,
mere kareeb aao,
mujhse lipat tum jao.......
kaise bataun tumse,
k tum kitne ** pyare mujhko,
meri wafao me bas tum hi bas jao,
yaadon me rahte ** tum,
saanso me rahte ** tum,
ab yun na muh modo,
mere hamsafar ban jao,
aao kareeb aao,
mere kareeb aao......
mere is soone dil ki,
ek hi tamanna tum **,
ankahe anchue ehsaason me,
ek hi to saona ** tum,
aarjoo hi tum ** meri,
meri jindgani ** tum,
na yun mujhe tadpao,
aaao kareeb aao,
mere kareeb aao.....
bebas hua dil mera,
gair jo hua koi tera,
teri jindagi ko mai mera banaun kaise,
meri mohabbat ko mai tujhpe lutaun kaise,
na kuj kar saka mai,
tu jo juda ** gaya hai,
ab to samajh tm jao,
k meri bandagi hai tujhse,
chahta mai paun kaise,
mai aona banaun kaise,
khud hi samajh tum jao,
aao kareeb aao,
mere kareeb aao,
meri hi bank hardam,
mujhse lipat tum jao.....

beghar bhi agar yun kar diya hota,
khuda mai karta nahi shikayat,
agar pyar mera mujhko de diya hota,
mai raah koi nahi chalta jameen par,
ek baar ae khuda,
mera pyar mujhko de diya hota.....
nahi karta shikayat tumse mai mujhko rulane ki,
na  mujhko bhool jane ki,
na bajar me mera ghar basane ki,
mai to har dhar me bhi tera rah gujar hota,
bas mera pyar mujhko de diya hota.....
nahi karta shikayat mere maula,
mujhe barbaad karne ki,
meri kashti dubane ki,
na mere pas aane ki,
na majdhar me chod kar jane ki,
mai to fir bhi tera rahmo karam padhta,
bas mera pyar mujhko de diya hota......
nahi karta shikayat mere maalik,
k mujhko kyu sataya hai,
bina mere pyar k yun mujhko tadpaya hai,
ku bhookha sulaya hai,
kyun meri hasti mitayi hai,
sab loot liya mujhse,
fir bhi na meri maut aayi hai,
mai jindagi kho k bhi tera shukrana ada karta,
bas ek baar mera pyar mujhko de diya hota,
mai bhi ji leta,
apna ghar bana liya hota,
bas ek bar mujhe pyar mera de diya hota..

Kyun sham thaharti nahi tab tak,
K tu aa na jaye kareeb jab tak,
Kyu raat dhalti nahi tab tak,
K tu meri ** na jaye jab tak,
Ab to bina wajah hi kai baar dil dhadakta hai,
Lekin kyun saanse meri rukti nahi tab tak,
K tujhe khud me mahsoos na kar loo jab tak.....
k banjar hua ja raha  hu mai bina tere,
ku akhiri ehsaas tootne se ruk jata nahi tab tak,
k akhiri armaan poora mera hi na jaye jab tak,
kyu jindagi me tofaan koi aata rahta hai,
kyu baki nahi rah jaati jan mujh me tab tak,
k tu har pal mujhme na simat jaye jab tak......
bojhil mera dil ku thak jata hai,
rota hai,
ghabrata hai,
aansoo bahata hai,
kyu jindagi thokar mujhe marti nahi tab tak,
k koi mera mujhko samet le aoni bahon me jab tak,
bekhabar bejubaan dil mera ku dard bayan karta nahi  tab tak,
k koi aayat khuda ki tujhse roobaru hoti nahi jab tak.......
kyu gair koi mujhe dard de jata hai,
kyun mere liye khuda sab bhool jata hai,
kyu har kisi k rooth jane par tu pyar mujhe karta nahi tab tak,
k aankhen band ** jaye meri par ehsaaas tera mujhme rah jaye jab tak,
k saanse agar na bhi chale,
par jikr tera chala rah jaye jab tak........

K tere aagosh me aakar maine jindagani naam tere kar di,
Dil ki wafa aur apni khudayi tere naam kar di,
Na pata tha massom is dil ko mere k door chala jayega,
Mai karta rahunga untjaar tu kisi aur ka ** jayega,
Mai rounga aansoo bahaunga ,
Par chah kar bhi tera kabhi na ** paunga,
Ab kya kru ?
Ab bas yahi takdeer hai,
K aaj fir se khud ko bhoolkar apni kahani tere naam kar di....
bhool jao koi kahta hai jab mujhko apna samajhkar,
dil aur tej dhadakta hai,
ehsaas hota hai k ab to saanson ki raftaar bhi naam tere kar di,
yaad aati hai to dil kah uthta hai,
hak nahi tumhe khud par,
ab to yaad bhi unki hi hai,
yaadon ki rawani tere naam kar di..
K tere aagosh me aakar jindgani naam tere kar di.....

yun to khush hu mai bahut,
k tum pyar jo itna karte **,
rahte ** door bahut mujhse to kya,
tum pyar bahut karte **,
mai jab bhi kabhi rota hu tumhe yaad kark,
tumse kahta hu k paas aa jao mere,
tum nahi aa pate **,
mai rota hi rahta hu,
tum bahut samjhate **,
apni majboori batate **,
par mai nahi samajhta ,
aur fir bhi rota rahta hu,
to kya,
tum pyar to mujhse karte **...........
kabhi kabhi jab dil karta hai k tumhare paas aaun,
tumhe apni bahin me bhar loo,
tumhe apna bana loo,
tumhe khud me basa loo,
sari duniya se door hokar tumhare sath ek alag duniya basa loo,
aur tumse kahta hu k sath mera de do,
aur tab kisi aur k sath tum hote **,
haan tumhari marji nahi hoti,
fir bhi tum kisi aur ki bahon me hote **,
vo tumhe choota hai pakadta hai,
mera har hak apna bana leta hai,
aur kahte ** k meri majboori samajh lo,
aur mai nahi samajhta hu,
rota hu aur tumhare oaas aane ko tadapta hu,
jab fir bhi khwahish poori nahi hoti,
tab mai rota rahta hu,
to kya,
tum pyar to mujhse karte **.......
jab mai khush hota hu,
to tumhe dil ki har baat batana chahta hu,
vo khushi khud se pahle tumse bantna chahta hu,
tum tab bhi nahi hoti **,
kyunki kisi aur ki chahaten poori kar rahi hoti **,
jab bhi dukhi hota hu,
to chahta hu k tumhara hanth mil jaye,
tumhari god me chup jana chahta hu,
aur ro rokar sara dukh mita dena chahta hu,
par tum nahi hoti,
kyunki tab tum kisi aur ki dukhi hone ki wajah mita rahi hoti **,
aur fir mai rota hu jqb tak tum nahi aati,
jab tum aati ** fir se apni majboori batati **,
mai cheekhta hu chillata hu,
pal pal tumhare paas aane ko tadapta rahta hu,
par tum nahi aati,
aur mai rota rahta hu,
to kya,
tum pyar to mujhse karte **......

koi fikar unko nahi meri,
aur na hi mujhko meri kadar rah gayi,
vo ** gaye jis din paraye,
jindagi meri jis din kisi gair ki bahon me aa gayi...
na toofan koi aaya,
na koi hui halchal,
bas raat bhar jaga,
aur subah sab taraf mayusi cha gayi,
vo ** gaye jis din paraye,
meri maut ki tasdeek ** gayi....
koi sitam na kar sake vo mujhpe,
na kabhi ek najar pyar se dekh mujhko,
khud hi khud me nafrat ki,
aur le liya na chahkar badla meri mohabat ka,
ek dam se choda sath mera,
vo kisi aur ki mahbooba ** gayi,
vo ** gaye jis din paraye,
meri saanson se tauba ** gayi....
na manga kabhi koi hak ,
na koi khatir kar saka,
bewajah rota raha,
tadapta raha bas pyaar me,
chah kar bhi kuch na mila ,
bas jindagi tabaah ** gayi,
vo ** gaye jis din paraye,
unki aadat hi bas,
mera ant muqarrar kar gayi.....

apno se jada gairon ki yaad aati hai,
jab jindagi kisi gair ki mohtaaj ** jaati hai,
dil ka haal samajhne vala koi nahi hota,
aur jindagi hai k bas ek chidiya ki tarah ud jati hai,
dll me yaad basi rah jaati hai,
mashaal jalti hui achanak bujh jati hai,
aankhon k saamne base andhera hi andhera dikhta hai,
har roshni bhi feeki pad jati hai,
jab jindagi kisi gair ki mohtaaj ** jati hai....
wajah bewajah hi dard uthta rhta hai,
aankhon ka mom har waqt pighalta rahta hai,
aansoo b rasta aona badal lete hai,
dil me tadap k shiva aur kuj nahi bachta hai,
har khwahish dafan ** jati hai,
chahat bas khud ko khatam karne ki rah jati hai,
jab jindagi kisi gair ki mohtaaj ** jati hai.....
shahar logon se bhara hokar bhi veeran lagta hai,
din nikalte hi dhalne lag jata hai,
bewajah koi insaan shaitan lagne lagta hai,
khud ki ek saan bhi bejaan lagne lagti hai,
bejaan aawaj,
rookhe shabd,
pathrayi aankhen,
aur aansuon ki sookhi dhara shrajal ** uthti hai,
jab jindagi kisi gair ki mohtaaj ** jati hai.....
yun to har waqt khyal dil me rhta hai k vo mera hai,
tabhi koi khta hai k vo nahi bas bhram tera hai,
aur kitna pyar me barbaad ** jaun,
khatam ** jaun ya tujhme hi mar jaun,
aasan nahi koi jirah rah jati hai,
har gali kooche se bas unk nikalne ki aas rahti hai,
vo mere nahi har taraf bas ek hi aawaj goonjti hai,
din khatam raat shuru,
roshni gayi andhera shuru,
sath khatam tanhayi shuru,
bas yahi tadpan har ghadi rah jati hai,
vo meri nahi kisi aur ki ** jati hai,
jindagi kisi gair ki mohtaaj ** jati hai....

jindagi na jane kis mod pe khadi hai,
na rasta dikh raha hai,
na manjil hi dikh rahi hai,
dikhta nahi najara ,
na hi koi aas dikh rahi hai,
hai jindagi tumhari,
ise apna tum bana lo,
jindagi na jane kis mod pe khadi hai......
na tum dikh rahi **,
na tumhara aksh dikh raha hai,
besudh hua ja raha hu,
yaad aa rahi hai,
chirag dil ka jala bhi loo to,
ankhen hai nam itni,
k roshni bhi bujh rahi hai,
jindagi na jane kis mod pe khadi hai.....
na sath chootta hai,
na sabra tootata hai,
na aate ** tum kareeb hi,
na doori hi kargar hai,
na yaad teri jaati,
na bandish hi choot pati,
ab aur na rulao,
k aanso b ro rahe hai,
jindagi na jane kis mod pe khadi hai....
tera yakeen bhi hai,
fir b hai dard footta ,
tu hi to rahnuma hai,
tujhme hi alam-ae-tasavvur,
na ji sakunga tum bin,
hai kar diya muqarrar,
mere kareeb aao,
dard badhta hi ja raha hai
jindagi na jane kis mod pe khadi hai.....
ab mujhme fanaa ** jao,
mera vajood tera ,
tera har wakayah hai mera,
tu hi to ishk-ae-rangat,
hai khuda ki tu inayat,
jo likhi hai usne aayat,
tujhme hai rooh meri ,
meri har aarjoo hai tu hi,
bas karo hajoor mere,
meri saanso ko rok lo tum,
sath chootta hi ja raha hai,
jindagi na jane kis mod pe khadi hai.....
ab rah gayi na himmat,
k ji sakun tere bina,
aao kareeb aao mujhko tum bacha lo,
mai ** gaya hu farkat,
kisi aur ki wajh se,
na husn ki hai chahat,
na ****-o-sangmarmar se dillagi hai,
tujhme hai rab mera,
bas tujhko hi chahta hu ,
tujhko hi mangta hu,
rooh se rooh tum mila do,
kuj aur na mangunga,
meri jindagi me aao,,
rag rag me sama jao,
tere bin nahi hai jina,
maut kareeb aa rahi hai,
jindagi na jane kis mod pe khadi hai.....
hai akhiri ibadat,
deedar-ae- rahnuma mai kar loo,
vo usko ek pal k liye chod de,
mai sirf apna bana k bahon me unko bhar loo,
jindagi hui khush,
bas god me aankhen band ** jaye,
saanse bhi ruk jaye,
har pal k liye tere kareeb aa jaun,
bas tujhse lipat jaun,
har pal k liye so jaun,
jindagi na jane kis mod pe khadi hai....
koi shikwa nahi rahega ,
tera kisi ka hona,
kisi aur ki fitrat,
kisi aur ki amanat,
ab himmat nahi hai mujhme,
k tumhe kisi aur ki banau,
chala jaunga mai ek din,
bas shant jindagi me,
ek nayi hi hogi duniya,
bas tum aur mai honge,
na koi aur hi rahega,
na koi hak kisi ka hoga,
bas mujhme bhi tu hoga,
aur tujhme bhi mai rahunga.......

bojh palkon k niche chupaun kitna,
tumhe bhulaun kitna tumse door jaun kitna,
tum aa gayi ** to mai samhal jaunga,
na chodkar jao mai ab na rah paunga,
tumhe mai aur chahunga tumhe mai aur chahunga...
tum hi har taraf ** mere,
nahi dikhta koi chehra,
tum choti c gudiya meri,
mai tumme simat jaunga,
tumhe pyar karunga tumhe mai aur chahunga,
na door tum jao na chodkar jao,
ab door tumse mai ek pal bhi rah na paunga,
tumhe mai aur chahunga tumhe mai aur chahunga.....
tumhi to khwab ** mere,
tumhi jine ki hasrat **,
tumh mai kho nahi sakta,
door mai rah nahi sakta,
tumhe kaise bhukaunga,
bina tumhare ji na paunga,
tumhe mai aur chahunga, tumhe mai aur chahunga...
meri tum aarjoo **,
meri har tamnna **,
chohton me tum meri **,
bandagi bhi tum meri **,
mera ehsas tum hi **,
mere jine ki khwahish **,
tumhe mai aur chahunga tumhe mai aur chahunga...
tumhi meri ibadat **,
tumhi meri rahgujar **,
meri tum rahnuma bhi **,
mere dil ki kavayad **,
mujhme tum aise bas jao,
kabhi na tumko bhulaunga,
mai tumko aur chahunga mai tumko aur chahunga....
har ehsaas dhadkan ka,
har ehsaas tadpan ka,
machalta meri dil bhi hai,
tadpta mera dil bhi hai,
kaise mai paas aa jaun,
kaise mai bahin me bhar loo,
kaise mai yaad na aaun ,
kaise mai door jaunga ,
na tere bin rh paunga,
tumhe mai aur chahunga tumhe mai aur chahunga....
i love u sh.....  plzz nvr leave me.

ek hawa ka jhonka aaya,
sang apne tere hone ka ehsaas laya,
chookar mujhe vo kuj is tarah,
laut gaya jaise k aakar tum chale jate **,
ek hawa ka jhonka aaya,
sang apne teri khushboo laya,
mahkaya har taraf kuj is tarah,
k jaise tum pal bhar me mujhme sama jate **,
aur fir se mujhse door chale jate **,
ek hawa ka jhonka aaya,
sang apne kuj khatti mithi yaden laya,
thoda sa hansaya thoda sa rulaya,
kuj is tarh tumko mere paas bulaya,
jaise k pal bhar me tum mujhe apna bana k agle pal rooth jate **,
aur thodi c khushi k baad gam mujhe de jate **,
ek hawa ka jhinka aaya,
mujhe chookar vapas chala gaya,
kuj is tarah k jaise tum mujhse lipat jate **,
sab kuj bhool jate **,
mujhe pyar karte **,
har khushi apni mujhme hi tarash lete **,
aur fir vo waqt aata hai k door chale jate **,
i love u

Dil chahe agar k chahu tujhe aur jada,
Pyar karu tujhe khud se jada,
Bana loo tujhe apna,
Kareeb aa jaun tere aur jada,
Jindagi tere naam kar doo,
Bandagi teri bana doo,
Bhar loo tujhko bahon me,
Pyar kar loo tujhe aur jada,
Kyun khafa ** jate **,
Kyun roothkar tum jate **,
Kyun bhool sab kuch jate **,
Jab dil chahta hai k yumhe yaad aaun aur jada,
Tumhe pyar kar loo aur jada,
Beet jayegi jindgani,
Kho jayegi apni kahani,
Roothna manana to hota hi rahta hai,
Kyun dard dete ** khud ko,
Sab jante ** tum agar,
Chahte ** yum agar,
Kyun rooth jate ** aur jada,
Dil chahta hai k pyar kar loo aur jada,
Na rooth tum jaya karo,
Na khud ko yun tadpaya karo,
Kabhi mere bhi ban jaya karo,
Yun khamosh na ** jaya karo,
Kyun khwab me aate ** tum,
Kyu saanso me bas jate ** tum,
Kyun yaad aate harpal aate ** tum,
Kya karu,
kaise khus rakhu tumhe aur jada,
Dil chahta hai k chahoo tumhe air jada,
Puar kar loo tumhe ur jada....

I love you ...
Misss you.

Tum bhi na bhoologe,
Kabhi mai bhi na bhooloonga,
Kabhi tum yaad aaoge,
Kabhi mai tumko yaad aaunga,
Jindagi yun hi gujar jayegi,
Shayad intjaar ji karta rah jaunga,
Pyar mai umse karta hu,
Tum bhi to mujhpe marti **,
Kabhi tum lautkar aana,
Tumhe har pal mai chahunga,
Kabhi khamosh hota hu,
Kabhi tum chup rahti **,
Bina tere mera ye dil har pal rota hai,
Ab intjaar nahi hota,
Kabhi to paas aa jao,
Pyar kar lo tum mujhse,
Mai bhi khud ko bhula doonga,
Tumhe har pal mai chahunga,
Tumhe har pal mai chahunga,
Bina tere kabhi khud ko khush na rakh paunga,
Jab teri yaad aati hai,
Aanso bahne lagte hai,
Aankhen dukhne lagti hai,
Saanse rukne lagti hai,
Dil me toofan uthta hai,
Khud ko mai khine lagta hu,
Kabhi to paas aa jao,
Mera kya haal hai dekho,
Tumhare bina shayad ab aur na rah paunga,
Tumhe mai pyar karta hu,
Tumhe mai har pal chahunga....
I love u

Tum vahan kyun **,
Mere paas kyun nahi **,
Jab tum mujhe chahti **,
Mai tumhe chahta hu,
Tumhe mai chahiye,
Aur mujhe bhi sirf tum hi chahiye,
Fir bhi mai yahan hu,
Aur tum vahan kyun **,
Tumhare dil me mai hu,
Mere dil me bhi sirf tum hi **,
Fir bhi mera dil dhadakta hai yahan tumhare liye,
Aur dil tumhara ku tadapta vahan hai,
Kyu har baar milte milte kho jate **,
Kyun mere paas hokar bhi door ** jate **,
Tum hi meri chahat **,
Chahti tum bhi sirf mujhko hi **,
Tum bhi kareeb aana chahte **,
Mai b har doori mita dena chahta hu,
Fir itne majboor ku **,
kabhi kareeb mere aate kyun nahi **,
Kabhi to ehsaas kara do mujhko paas aakar,
K mai tumhara hu,
Aur tum mere ** .

Tera aks hi kuj is kadar samaya hai meri ankhon me,
K ajnabi bhi milkar tera naam bata dete hai,
Koi kahta hai k ashik hai ye shakhs kisi ka,
Koi kah deta hai k toota hai dil iska,
Shayad nahi janta hai koi,
K ashik to hu mai apni jindagi ka,
par dil abhi tak meri jindagi ne toda nahi hai,
Gam to hai mujhko mohabbat me mila,
Par shayad isliye k mera mahboob abhi tak mere aagosh me har pal k liye aaya nahi hai,
Haan ashik to hu mai uska par usne dil mera abhi tak toda nahi hai,
Vo door bahut hai mujhse,
Par khata uski nahi hai,
Vo bhi utna hi bechain hai mere liye,
Utni hi tadap hai usme bhi mere kareeb aane ki,
Par shayad jindagi dene vale ki jimmedariuon se aabhi vo farig hua nahi hai,
Haan ashik to hu mai us har saans me mujhko yaad karne vale,
Par dil abhi mohabbat me toota nahi hai,
Intjaar karta to bahut hu uska,
Par intjaar abhi poora hua nahi hai,
Kuj der abhi aur baki hai,
Thode se aansoo abhi bahne aur baki hai,
Dil me thodi c chubhan baki hai ,
Baki hai abhi use apna banan,
Aur thoda sa pyar karna aur baki hai,
Haan ashik to jaroor hu mai us mohabbat me tadpane vale ka,
Par sach to ye b hai k mohabbat me dil abhi toota nahi hai.....

Door kahin hokar khada jab dekhta huu mai duniya ko,
Kabhi khud ko dekhta hu kisi aur me,
To kabhi kisi aur me khud ko bhi dekh leta hu,
Kai rote hue chehre dikhte hai,
To kai tadapte hue dil bhi dekh leta hu,
Koi dikhta hai talabgaar khushiyon ka,
To kai baaar koi khushnuma manjar bhi dekh leta hu....
Door kahin hokar khada jab dekhta hu mai duniya ko,
Koi mehnat k baajar me pani pani hote dikhta hai,
To koi makhmali bistar pe aaram talab jindagi jeeta hai,
Koi chor hai makkar hai to koi in sabka gunah gaar hai,
To kai baar jindagi me imaandaar se bhi milta hu......
Door kahin hokar khada jab dekhta hu mai duniya ko,
Ghumte ghumte kai bar jab koi ghar dekh leta hu,
Chor bankar kabhi jab ghar k andar jhank leta hu,
Koi deewar tooti hui dikhti hai ,
To koi aalishan mahal bhi dekh leta hu,
Koi ghar hota hai jisme dikhte hai bhookhe nange,
To ghar kabhi har sukh suvidha ka praman bankar dekhta hu........
Door kahin hokar khada jab dekhta hu mai duniya ko,
Kai baar koi maan bache ko pyar karte dikhti hai,
To kabhi pet bharne k liye khud ko bhookha rakhne vali bhi dekh leta hu,
Koi mahal mai dekhta hu sone se madha,
To kai baar kisi ghar k bachon ko bhookh se bilakhta hua bhi dekh leta hu,
Dekhkar ye bahurang duniya k mai khud ko aur majboot bana leta hu,
Na gareeb khud ko aur na kabhi ameer bata pata hu,
Door kahin hokar khada jab dekhta hu mai duniya ko..

Dard bhi khud hi dete ** dawa bhi khud hi dete **,
Khata jab bhi mai kqrta hu saja bhi tum hi dete **,
Pyar bhi mujhse karte **,
Juda fir bhi kyun rahte **,
Chahna tumko aadat hai,
Jindagi me tum shamil **,
K tum meri hasrat **,
Ye kaise bhool jate **.......
Mana k gam judai ka tumhe bhi tadpata hai,
Rulata hai tumhe bhi tumhe bhi dard hota hai,
Fir bhi khamosh hokar na jane ku sah lete **,
Tasavvur mera hai tu mujhe manjoor karte **,
Aansoo bahne lagte hai jab tum yaad aate **,
Beraj hu mai tumse fir bhi tum rooth jate **,
Jindagi hai tumhari  ab ise kyun bhool jate **,
Chahta tumko itna hu fir bhi kyun door rahte **,
Bhool jao jamane ko paas mere aa jao,
Tum mujhse pyar karti **
Mai yumse pyar karta hu..

Chand ko dekhkar yaad tumhari aati hai,
Chand ki chandni b sath rahkar door hojati hai,
Chand ne auron ko to khush rakhti hai chandni apne ujale se,
Par chand se poocho jara k vo usk paas kab aati hai ?,
Raat bhar jagkar jo duniya ko roshan karta hai,
Andar hi andar vo bhi judai ki aag me jalta hai,
** kar rahe ae mere khushiyon k maalik tum bhi kuch aisa,
Mai dhoondhta rahta hu tumko paas apne,
Aur tum kahiin door nikal jate **,
Fir bhi na jane kyun chand ko dekhkar tum yaad aate **,
Kyun khataye meri tumhe har baar dikh jati hai,
Kabhi paas aakar to dekho mai kitna gunahgaar hu,
Tum to ruswa ** jate ** bewajah mujhse,
Aur na ki hui khata ki saja mujhe de jate **,
Fir bhi na jane kyun chand ko dekhkar tum yaad aate **,
Choot jate hai jo judai ki maar se mai vo dil ka saudagar nahi,
Tum to bas kuch pal bitakar sath me fir se meri duniya ko banjar bana jate **,
Kabhi tum bhi mujhe aaajma kar dekho kareeb se,
Kyun door rahkar mujhe doori ka ehsaas kara jate **,
** tum hi sirf meri jindagi me jise chaha dil ki har khwahish se,
Aur tum ** k gairon ko mera batakar rooth jate **,
Fir bhi na jane kyun chand ko dekhkar tum yaad aate **,
Mai nai hu vo jise duniya dil parast kahti hai,
Mai to deewana hu tumhari har baat ka,
Fir bhi na jane ku roothkar tapadne k liye chod jate **,
Ban jaun ttera har pal ka sathi,
Kyun aisi koi saja nahi,
Jindagi bhar rone k liye,
Har baar kyun tanha kar k chale jate **,
Fir bhi na jane kyun chand ko dekhkar tum yaad aate **,
Kyun bhool jate ** k mai bhi hu tumhari raah me,
Khada hi aankhen band kark tumhe paane ki chah me,
Akhir aisa bhi kya k mere rone  se bhi tum rooth jate **,
Mujhe apna banakar pal bhar me paraya ban jate **,
Fir bhi na jaane ku chaand ko dekhkar yum yaad aate **....

i love you alot. N you are my only wish, need n reason. Trust me i love you n only you. Please my sweet heart marry me.
I cant live widout you n our baby.

na vasta raha ab mera in sab se,
na kisi aur se aur na hi rab se,
meri jindagi tum ** meri bandagi tum **,
na koi aur chahat,
meri jine ki khwahish bas tum **,
ab to bas pyaar karna chahta hu tumhe,
na vaasta raha ab mera in sab se,
na kisi aur se na hi rab se.....
dil me khwahish bas tumhe pane ki,
sath jine ki aur sath mar jane ki,
ek tu jo mil jaye,
mukammal shayad ye jindagi ** jaye,
na jane aur kitna door jaoge,
ab aa jao,
mai raah dekh raha hu kab se,
na vaasta raha ab mera in sabse,
na kisi aur se na hi rab se......
hai dil me kasak tumse door jane ki,
tumhe paa  lene ki aur fir se kho dene ki,
tum hi ** k ab tak banaya hua mujhe insaan,
na hote tum agar,
mai to kab ka door ** gaya hota is shahar se,
na khush hota kabhi,
na ghabrata kisi gam se,
na vaasta raha ab mera in sabse,
na kisi aur se na hi rab se.....
tum har pahar yaad aati **,
paas aakar fir door chali jati **,
kuj aur pana nahi mai chahta,
ek tum hi ** jise chahta hu mai shiddat se,
hai khayal tumhara hi is dil me,
tum aarjoo ** meri,
bas chahta hu tumko dil k har kone se,
ab rooth bhi nahi pata mai tumhe khone k dar se,
na vaasta raha mera ab in sab se,
na kisi aur se na hi rab se.......
i love u

When I say you,  I am sleepy.
Then you just try to leave me alone so that I can sleep well.
But actually that silence hurts me more that creates more ease in my heart, and then I do never sleep.
Baby,
When will you understand me ?
Whrn will you come to know what I actually want ?
Have you ever tried to feel that why I again n again say to you that m sleepy.
Wheather if I want to sleep inly without you in loneliness n quietness then I simply can say , please go I want to sleep.
But the fact is it that I want you to be with me.
Beacuse with you I do not remains a simple person. I just become someone else, someone special actualy someone very special.
I know you love me alot. And no one can love me like you.
But please baby understand what I want.

Baby I simply want to say-"  when I say you, i am sleepy. It doesent mean that I want you to go away n leave me alone.
That particular time I actually want you to lay down with me and hug me as tight as u can, so that I can sleep without any fear. Because I know that my world is with me."
And  when you are with me then it feels like-
I and you are for each other for always.
We are different than others.
We are the lovers the true ones.
I feel like I am in the heaven.
It make me feel safe.
I love u. N I want you to love me .
Butore than that it is important that we should understand each others feeling. We should understand what other want from me.
It will make us together forever. You are my angel n always you will be.

I love you

when you will understand the language of love then you will also understand the pain we get  in love .
When you will feel the pain then surely you will try to cure it.
N for cure you wil need medicine.
N do you know that medicine is also the thing which started all this.
   when you reject the love of any true person n you fall in love with any wrong one,  you feel very spcial.
But when that wring person leaves he decieves u then you come to the right decision n den you search for the right person.
N you know sometimes you get the right one but sometimes you may never b able to find dat right ine.
Because thale person may have left the world just bcs you rejected him or you accepted wat was no good for uou.

Khafa mat ** is kadar k jindagi beet jaaye tumhe manane me..
Jindagi beet jaye tumhe mannae me fir se kareeb aane me,
Yun to pahle hi bahut ro chuka hu tumhari yaadon me,
Aansu baha chuka *** tumse door rah kar jindagu bitane se,
Ab door ** gaye to shayad himmat juta nahi paunga tumhe fir se kareeb lane me,
Kyun dil ki lagi tum nahi samajhti,
Kyu bhool jati ** dil ka haal dilagi jatane me,
Chahta hu sirf tumko koi aur mera is dil k ashiyane me,
Bhool jaoge agar tum mujhko,
Bhool jaoge agr tum mujhko jaunga fir se kis maykhane me,
Ab to maykhane b band ** gaye itna dooba hu tumse door jane me,
Beet jaayegi ye jindagani,
Beet jayegi ye jindagani bas roothne manane me,
Paas aa jao kyun door jate **,
Ab rah hi kya gaya mera ek tere shiva is jamane me,
Bheekh de do mujhe meri chahat mera koi nahi tere shiva duniya k kisi b thikane me,
Khafa mat ** khata pe meri k jimdagi beet jaaye tumhe manane me....
I love you

Yun is kadar anjaan banaya tumne  mujhko k khud ko bhi ma pahchan na saku,
Ek to pahle hi tere pyar me pagal tha dil mera,
Kuj aisa kiya tune k jindagi kisi aur rukh pe mod na saku,
Beeti bston me kuj nahi rakha ye janta agar mai hota,
Na rota teri yaad me na yun kabhi tanha hota,
Kabhi kabhi dil karta hai tere kareeb aaun,
Tujhe nigaah bharkar dekhu,
Teri najar se najar milaun,
Par door gaye ** tum to aise k chah kar bhi kareeb tumhare aa na saku,
Silsila bahut purana hai chahne valo k juda hone ka,
Bas pyar karne ka aur ksbhi mil na pane ka,
Kuj haal mera bhi aisa hai,
K tujhe chahu chahta jaun par tujhe kabhi apna bana na saku.....
I love u S

It's perfect, and touches me deep First thing in the morning,
when I hear you speak And last thing at night as you bid me sweet dreams
The brush of your lips lets me know what you mean
And all of the hours that pass through the day
Those spent together and when you're away I think of you always,
imagine your touch Think how to show you,
I love you so much So when we're apart, and you long for me near Just try to remember,
you're already here For deep in my heart,
where no one can see You'll be forever, together we'll be.
I love u

A Wish I lie on the ground,
and stare into space,
the stars start to move,
into the shape of your face.
I see you there now,
looking down at me,
with that cute little smile,
that I like to see.
You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see",
I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline,
with our feet getting wet,
the horizon turns pink,
as the sun starts to set.
We make love through the night,
on that white sandy shore,
then I hold you while thinking,
I could want nothing more.
Oh I wish I could be,
in that one special place,
as I lie on the ground,
and I stare into space...
- I love u

Are There Angels?
It is said there are Angels In Heaven above
And they shine with the light Of an inner love Of these things
I had not a clue But that was Before I found you
For in you I’ve found A love that is so right
It shines all around With the brightest of light
It comes from somewhere So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end
Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people
You see on your way Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love
That you have inside you
That God sent you here To a place where you’d be Sharing such love With someone like me
Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love
That no man could resist I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me
And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven
above I know because God Sent me one to love me. - I love u

know u dnt like me dat much,
but I like u more dan miracle,
more dan stars more dan moon, more dan rainy clouds....

More dan a dancing peacock,
More dan a rainbow,
More dan a spring rain,
More dan a river which has full flow of white water......

I like u more dan me n more dan my hapoyness n joy,
Alas! u dont,
beacuse u  still have a dream world,
n my dream is u.....

U still are alive wid those shiny n glamouring creatures of god,
But u r my glamour my mirracle my love my soul....

U blv in evrythng exptng me,
but I blv in u exptng everythng...

U want a gud life with full of facillities,
but my life is u which was completely happpy,
n pranavi is now my impeccable duty,
I love u.
N m sorry dat I hv hurt u.....

Kyuu tumhe raat majboor nahi karti mere paas aane ko,
Ku har pal bhool jaati ** mujhe yaad karne ko,
Jara tum bhi is daur se gujar k dekho,
Jisme agar chahat hai to teri hai,
Mohabbat hai to tujhse hai,
Jaroorat hai to teri hai,
Khayal hai to sirf tera hai,
Ku tere sapne nahi batate mujhse milne ko,
Ku khamoshi nahi tadpati mere khyal lane ko,
Kabhi dil me mujhe vo jagah dekar dekho,
Jahan yaad hai to tumhati hai,
Sath hai to tumhara hai,
Doori hai agar tujhse to dar lagta hai,
Tere sath bas tere sath jine ko har pal ye dil marta hai.
I love u

Itne kareeb aakar ku door chali jati **,
Pyaar jab karti ** mujhse ku har galti pe rooth jati **,
Kai bar rulat hu mai tmhe mai b janta hu,
Kai bate aisi jo tmhe nahi hai pasand mai vo b karta hu,
Takdeer ne kiya hai dar badar khata meri hi nhi Fir bhi paas tum mere ati **,
Hai adat ab to tumhari har sans me,
Ye jante hue b na jane ku dur chali jati **,
Hai majburiya tumhari b mai samajhta hu shayad yahi wjh h k kai bar mjhe rota hua chodkr b chli jati **

Baton say bhee yeh gham kyon kam naheen hotey Aansuon sey dil k koney nam naheen hote Thee bahut umeed to apnon sey is dil ko kabhee Par hameshaa saath ye hamdam naheen hote Bebasee hansne lagee khaamoshi ab hai goonjtee Band kamron men koyee mausam naheen hote Jab khushee hai naachtee gaatee hai man kee har kalee Un gharon men kyaa kabhee maatam naheen hote Pyaar sab miltaa jinhen ranjish naheen koyee kabhee Kyaa kabhee aise dilon men gham naheen hote Yaad to karte hain unko ham sadaa hee raat din Khwaab men unke kabhee kyaa ham naheen hote

Tum bheegna chahti thi baarish me hanth me hanth pakadkar,
Tum aana chahti thi jindagi me meri khushi bankar,
Chahti thi tum kabhi k mai tumoo baahon me bhar loo,
Sona chahti thi tum mere seene pe sar rakh kar,
Kha tumne hi ek din tha k tham lo haanth tum mera jindagi bhar k liye,
Mujhe bas apna bana lo tum aane vaale har pal k liye,
Har baar dil ko mere sunahre sapnr dikhaye tumne,
Kabhi mere haanthon ko choomkar to kabhi hanthon me haanth pakadkar,
Inkar tumko bhi nahi tha k tumhe mujhse mohabbat hai,
Sirf mujhko hi nahi tumhe bhi mujhse utni hi mohabbat hai,
Tumhar bhi kabhi khwahish thi k baal sanwaroo mai tumhare,
Ungliyon se pajadkar kaan k paas le jaaun sare,
Saath bitayen jindagi baant le har muskurahat aur ansoo aapas me hi saare,
Magar tanha is dil ko ehsaas hua jab toota ye sapna,
Meri khatao se rooth kar rukh mod liya  tumne jab apna,
Ab na baaki rah gayi jafa koi,
Tumhe vaapas bulane ki,
Tum mujhse door ** gayi ** chahat todkar apni,
Tum mujhse rooth jati ** ku vaade bhoolkar sare,
Ijaajat tumne hi di thi tumko satane ki,
Satata aaj b nahu hu,
Khata fir bhi ** jaati hai,
Chalo ek baar aa jao,
Na mujhse door tum jao,
Gunah mere kiye saare ,
Bhulakar dil ki ranjish ko paas aa jao tum mere,
Samajh jao dil ki tadpan ko nigahen mujhse na fero,
Aaajao is baar pyaar me kar le milkar k vaade sare poore,
Jo meri nasamjhi se abhi tak rah gaye adhoore,
Paas tum aa jao mere paas tum aa jao mere,
Ek tum hi to ** meri koi aur nahi kareeb shiva ek pyaar k tere.
I love u

Main sun k uski sub batain,
Faqat itna hi kehta tha,
Khafa hona mana laina,
Yeh sadiyon say riwayat hay,
Gilay shikway karo mujh say,
Tumhain janan ijazat hay,
Magar ik baat meri bhi,
Tum yaad rakh laina,
Kabhi aisa bhi hota hay,
Hawa’ain rukh badalti hain,
Khata’ain ** hi jati hain,
Khafa hona bhi mumkin hay, Khata hona bhi mumkin hay,
Hamesha yaad rakhna tum,
Ta’aluq toot janay say, Kabhi toota nahin kertay…!

I think that I might fly away, in my hot air balloon, And hide from worldly worries on the dark side of the moon; There’s but one thing I need before I float into the blue: I need a sky companion and I want it to be you. We’ll fly beyond the storm clouds and we’ll watch from up above, I’ll cover you in rainbows as we feel each others’ love; You’ll shower in the stars at midnight in our special place, I’ll dry you with a comet’s tail and kiss your beaming face. Dreamy drifting panorama, changing every day, Every night your loving smile will be my milky way, The moon will wane before us, sailing there in heaven’s height, For nothing else can challenge our love’s everlasting light. Venus shining on us, glowing soft at our devotion, Our daily drifting dalliance in love’s celestial ocean, I’ll write you lovers’ poetry, and you will be my muse, Orion and Andromeda will oversee our cruise. We’ll sleep with clouds as pillows, maybe steal an angel’s wings, Then fly as magic lovebirds, or slide round Saturn’s rings, And should we tire of drifting and the stars all floating by, We’ll hook onto a meteor and soar across the sky. Will you consent to be my mate on our celestial ship? I’m ready, heart all packed with love, to last us for the trip, Take my hand and step aboard, we’re heading for the sun, We’re flying till we find the place where our two souls are one.
I love u...

Yun khafa na ** jaaya kro tum mujhse dar jata hu,
Na door jaaya karo tum mujhse dar jata hu,
Haan mai karta hu galtiyan par pyaar b sirf tumse hi karta hu,
Yu na bhulaya kro mujhko mai khud ko bhool jata hu,
Chahta kis kadar hu tumko ye tum bhi jaanti **,
Dil me ehsas sirf tumhara hai kya tum isse b ikaar karti **,
Wajah ** tum meri har khusi ki isme na koi jafa hai,
Na judaa ** jaaya karo mujhse kaise batau tumhe kis kadar toot kar bikhar jata hu..
Luv u

You Walked Lightly You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind,
At first,
I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you,
You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life
Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads,
Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening.
You walked lightly into my life,
And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go,
My life is forever changed,
Just because you loved me For a moment in time.
And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine.
I love u

Aaja ab paas mere kahin der na ** jaaye,
Abhi pyar karne ki lagan hai kahin jindagi beet na jaaye,
Tu bhi kahin ehsaas to karta hi hoga ,
Chup chuo k meri chahat pe guroor to karta hoga,
Beet jaane k baad agar mere tu lautkar aaya,
To yaad rajhna kahin kho dene ka sadma tujhme na ubar aaye,
Nahi chahta mai k tere dil me gam e bahar aaye,
Aaja ab paas mere kahin der na ** jaaye....
Silsila rok de ab mujhse nafrat jatane ka,
Shabab gahra hoga mere dil se tere dil ko milane ka,
Khamosh hokar yun intjaar karna nahi acha,
Ab to bole do kahin chahne vala tera hamesha k liye khamosh na ** jaaye,
Din beet na jaayr kaali raat thahar hi na jaaye,
Betaabi badhti ja rhi hai yujhe paane ki,
Ab rok de intjaar k lamhon ko kahin bahut der na ** jaaye,
Aaja mere paas ab kahin der na ** jaaye.

Jab bhi khush hota hu ye sochkar k kuch aur paas aye ** tum mere,
Kismat har baar tumhe aur door le jati hai....

Har baat yaad karne lag jaata hu jab bhi mai,
Teri majboriya mujhe kuch aur yad karne ko majboor karti hai.....

Tere pyar me tujhe sochkar hi tere aks ko choone ki jab jab koshish karta hu,
Har bar kismat mujhe khud k koi aur hone ka ehsas karati hai.....

Har jarre me jab teri tasveer najar aati hai,
Tab bhi na jaane ku aankhon se ojhal hone lagti **......

Bhoolkar bhi agar koshish karoo k ye ehsaas hi bahut hai k tum meri **,
Naa jaane ku tu un ehsaason me bhi kuch aisa kar jati hai,
k yaad rakhta hu tumko aur tu kuch aur door chali jaati hai.......

** gya hu adat se majbur fir bhi tumhe pyaar karta hu,
aur ye dillagi hai k har baar tumhe aur pyar krne ko majboor kar jati hai......

एक शाम मुझे तुम मिल जाओ
कुछ बातेँ तुमसे करनी हैँ,
उजली-धुँधली तस्वीरों की
कुछ यादें ताजा करनी हैँ..

वो बाग-बग़ीचों में मिलना
खेतों-खलिहानों में मिलना,
वो आमों के बागों वाली
पगडंडी फिर से चलनी है,
एक शाम मुझे तुम मिल जाओ
कुछ बातेँ तुमसे करनी हैँ...

वो छुप-छुप कर तुमसे मिलना
क्यारी में फूलों का खिलना,
वो महुआ की महकती डाली
आज फ़िर से पकड़नी है,
एक शाम मुझे तुम मिल जाओ
कुछ बातें तुमसे करनी हैँ..

वो नदिया के गीले तट पर
साँझ ढले का अँधियारा,
वो सरसों के खेतों की मेड़ो वाली
तँग राह फिर से गुजरनी है,
एक शाम मुझे तुम मिल जाओ
कुछ बातें तुमसे करनी हैँ...

वो नीम के फूलों का गुच्छा
गेंहू की भुनी हुयी बाली,
वो गाँव के कुयें में पानी वाली
तेरी मटकी फिर से पकड़नी है,
एक शाम मुझे तुम मिल जाओ
कुछ बातेँ तुमसे करनी हैँ..

वो गाँव की हाट का कच्चा रास्ता
सावन में मेलों के झूले,
तीखे-तीखे चाट-पकौड़े
वो मिर्ची फिर से चखनी है,
एक शाम मुझे तुम मिल जाओ
कुछ बातेँ तुमसे करनी हैं.

वो मन्दिर के पिछवारे में
खण्डहर की टूटी दीवारें,
मख़मल के घास बिछौने पे
ढलते सूरज की अगुवाई फिर से करनी है,
एक शाम मुझे तुम मिल जाओ
कुछ बातें तुमसे करनी हैँ...

वो नहर का छोटा सा पुल
पानी पे सूरज की किरणें,
मेरी रफ़ कॉपी से बनी
कागज़ की नाव चलानी है,
एक शाम मुझे तुम मिल जाओ
कुछ बातेँ तुमसे करनी हैँ..

वो इमली के पेड़ों की खटास
अमरूद के मौसम की मिठास,
वो बेरों के काँटो की चुभन
मुझे गालों पे फिर से सहनी हैँ,
एक शाम मुझे तुम मिल जाओ
कुछ बातेँ तुमसे करनी हैँ....

वो चिड़ियों सँग आवारा पन
बादल का बंजारा पन,
वो हवा में उड़ती लाल पतंग
तेरे लिये पकड़ कर लानी है,
एक शाम मुझे तुम मिल जाओ
कुछ बातेँ तुमसे करनी हैँ..

तूने अपनी नादानी में
जो चीजें मुझस छीनी हैँ,
जब साथ था अपना हरदम का
वो ज़िन्दगी फिर से जीनी है,
एक शाम मुझे तुम मिल जाओ
कुछ बातेँ तुमसे करनी हैँ...

मैं चाहता हूँ
तुम मेरे लफ़्ज़ों को
अपने सुर्ख़ लबों पे
हया की तरह सजाओ,

मैं शान्त हो
तुम्हेँ सुनता रहूँ
तेरे सामने बैठा रहूँ
और तुम बड़े सलीके
उन्हें हर्फ़-हर्फ़ दोहराओ,

जब भी साँझ में
चिलमन से रिसते
अँधेरों के रेशों को ताकूँ मैँ
तुम मेरे शब्दों को
किसी दिये की
लौ समझ कर जलाओ,

किसी स्याह रात के
अँधेरे में जब तुम
अजीज को खोजो
तब धुँधलके की चादर बन
मेरे लफ्जों से
अपने बदन को सहलाओ,

जब कोंपलों में
भँवरा कोई
मदमस्त हो मकरन्द ढूंढें
तुम मेरे लफ़्ज़ों को
भँवरे की धुन
समझ कर गुनगुनाओ,

हसीन वादियों में
चूम जाती हैं
जैसे हवायें बदन को,
बस उसी तरह
मेरे अल्फ़ाज़ों को
सिहरन समझ
तुम मेरे बदन पे गुदगुदाओ,

जैसे गूँजता है
तेरा नाम इन बहारों में
तुझे जोर से बुलाने पे
बस वैसे ही
मेरे भावों को
गूँज समझ कर
अपने अधरों पे सजाओ........!!