why do you do this to me?
you leave me no choice can't you see?
morning till evening i worry
till evening till night that you will forget me
after you take care of me
after you show me the way to walk free.
i am learning, to the lock you showed me the key
it is hard for me still you bring me glee.
time i keep my trust in you not for me but for "we"
until then my angel please wait for me!

Wake up and breath deeper!
Stand up and raise my head higher!
Grateful and rekindle the fire!
Remember my roots and work harder!

It was a moment of blank emptiness in my head,
Hard earned art-form turned to life
Through the medium of fingers, heart guided
Melancholy and freedom was the expression of my drive.

Like a sudden storm after the calmest state
Erupted inside me a feeling of deep belongings and big disappointment.
A sudden realization of familiarity, I got used to long back.
A feeling so normal and natural like a river flowing carefree taking any embodiment.

Time ceased, fingers froze, I leaned backward,
Confusion in my head and guilt in my heart.
Scenery of memories rushed
And Guilt! My heart was crushed.

Between waves of unknown chain of people
Emerged a damsel, this time not in distress.
Anger in her body but love in her eyes
Spoke no words, red hair, the familiar way she caress.

Soft and tender her hands may look,
Sudden ringing ears which had me shook
My dumb brain, grasping the situation to stay calm
Was I in her warm arms,
Her body shaking as she knelt,
My heart filled with the greatest pain and love ever felt.

Go back to your nest my friend,
The world here is cruel and unkind.
Before you even spread your wings,
They will come with fire and sweet words
Burn you dreams
And even let you pay the price for it.
Demons roam here everywhere
Telling you, he is your guardian angel sent from heaven;
Teach you to be like everyone.
Fear inflicted on you if you are not norm;
All kids are born equal they say.
And if you show something they don’t like to see
There you become something, something called a Misfit.

I sit here in a coffee shop
Staring at the empty seat across,
Imagining it’s you facing me,
Smiling big and talking deep.

I just enjoy staring at you,
Dancing in the air of confidence and sweet love.
Never been easier getting myself lost in those eyes
**** those eyes do speak, no lies.

Noticing me, you asked what happened
I would just smile and give you a kiss
I wonder what you would do
Would you smile me back or pinch me in my arm?

With a huge shock, I woke up, my head on fumes
I hate this waitress destroying my moment with you
I make sure, I gave her no tip
Well just a dry smile instead.

She’s cute but I am not interested
For I already have you.
Thank you God, I am a lucky guy
Blessed with an angel, a real one by my side.