You* hold my heart within your hands,

You hold,
My emotions,
My pain,
My suffering,
My happiness,
My sadness,

You hold
My life

So don't worry,

I
Will always come back to live,

You sit beside me on the train,
Your hand reaches for mine as I feel your soft touch against my pale rough skin,
I look into your mesmerizing eyes and tell you that you are beautiful,
You chuckle as your cheeks glow bright pink,
People stare at me,
But no one seems to notice you,

I hold your hand as we stroll through the park,
Your innocent smile sending me into a daze of emotions,
Lighting a fire in my heart that burns full of passion and love,
The warm touch of your skin against mine,
And yet,
I still feel the cool summer's breeze blowing against my fingers,

After dinner we wander aimlessly enjoying each others presence,
Joke after joke,
Laugh after laugh,
We soon find ourselves at the front of my door,
I love you I say as I move closer towards you,
Your tender lips touch mine,
But I don't feel anything,

I wake up to you gazing into my eyes,
Your silky brown hair flowing elegantly with the calm breeze,
I look deep into your eyes,
Entrapped in a everlasting trance,
A tear rolls down my cheek,
The alarm clock buzzes,
The tune ringing in my ears until finally snapping me out of it,

After getting dressed into my black suit,
I slowly trudge towards the door,
The sunlight shines onto my skin,
But not warming it,
Only making it colder,
I enter the car to find a picture of you and I at our wedding,

As I start up the car engine,
Tears uncontrollably escape my eyes,
I reverse the car out of the driveway,

With my soul filled with darkness,
My heart full of sadness,
My body aching of pain,

I drive off to

**Your Funeral

Give her back,

She who I love,
She who feels,
She who I cant live without,
She who yells and screams,
Because that's her
Not you,
Because you're just an empty shell of nothingness,
She is full of emotions,
Full of happiness,
Full of joy,
Don't take what I hold most precious to me away from me.
Because I will find you,
And I will make you suffer,

Give her back,

Because you cant do this,
You cant do this to us,
We are meant to last forever,
We are meant to grow old together,
Our love is supposed to live on,
Even when we die,
Our children will know our love,
Their children will,

Give her back,*

My love,
My precious,
My all,

Emotions,
I pushed you aside,
I pushed you to the edge,
I left you,

You left me,
You left the world

Emotionless,*
You lay there emotionless
Loveless,  Fearless, Heartless
At home within yourself,
Within your emotionless body,
And yet,
Lost in a world full of emotions,

we talk
together

we study
together

we laugh
together

we graduate
together

we love
together

we live
together

we stay
together

we die
**together