i've spent a long time falling
into the frost of my mind
staring at the stubborn eastern sky
for a chance that my night will end
but this fall feels less like frost
it feels like fire, sparks even
and this time, i've seemed to replace
my brain with my heart
clouds melted revealing constellations
always new planets, new stars
and never a lack of beauty
i've spent a long time falling
- but never like this
24.12.20
this one's a bit of a mess, but they often do that to my brain
i'm scared but there is no universe where i would regret this
tomorrow makes 2 months, gem