I loved you
you hated me
I loved you
you couldn't stand me

my blind eyes couldn't see
who you were
you revealed yourself to me
I didn't know who you were

I loved you
you didn't see me
I loved you
but it was you and me
not us

'She is dead', they tell me
Whether it's 10:03 or 12:03
She is always alive to me.

Though her world ended,
She survived
Forever alive
In my memories.

Though she remains forever 17,
She's still alive with me at 11:13
She's still alive with me at 12:13
She's still alive and forever a teen,
SHE'S STILL ALIVE......

SHE SURVIVED....
And SHE'S STILL ALIVE...
with me.

I love the way she makes me feel like I am ok. The wind seems to flow in her, directly delivering her love straight to me. Her face can shine up a room, I love the way she looks. I love the way she worries, and I love that she cares for me. I wouldn't want it any other way. She is all to me. I think I am all to her. I wish I could hold her right now, right this very second. Oh, she is the best, and I can not explain how she makes me feel. I want to show her the world, show her that it is not all bad, because there are people like me who will make her queen. She is my lover gurl, and I am her lover boy, and that is fact. Love is not a strong enough word to describe my feelings to her.  <3

Amber Caillouet,
*the perfect mix of everything

I love you
I love you for your personality.
I love it when you worry sick about me,
and you call out my name,
but I'm fine.
I just had to go for a bit.
I love you
for your scars,
they remind me that I am not alone
in this sick game of abuse
I love you
because you remind me that I have to be someone,
not no one.
Though not said,
you tell me I need to be here for you,
I need to let go of my past,
and help you with your future.
I love you
for everything you are,
and it doesn't matter what you think you're not.
You *are my everything.
Lover gurl,
*I love you