one glance
just one
at a picture of you
maybe a text message
and the memories engulf me

you were so good to me
but me?
i played you
took your heart
and played it like a guitar

i wanted you to hate me
but to this day
you still love me
why
i destroyed you

there's an ache within me
that will never go away
no matter how many pills
how many tears
how many cuts

the feeling if regret is there
in the pit of my stomach
it hurts to continue living
how much longer will this be

they all think I'm recovered
but I'm far from it

everywhere I go I see you
you're the clouds in the sky
the flowers in the garden
the stars at night

you were my superman
the one who was going
to live forever
now you're gone

I can never pick up the phone
and call you again
I can never tell you
how much you meant to me

you'll never be able to hold
me in your arms as I cry
daddy come back
I miss you