i am secretly in love with you
but i do not want to say to you
I feel it silly to say to you.
that i loved you always, and do still
if not love, it is what near to love
but this does not let me say to you
cause i feel i do not behove you
POEM ON SOMEONE WHOM THE MORE I KNOW, THE MORE SHE DOES NOT KNOW. I M STILL WANDERING WHETHER SHE IS ABSOLUTE OR CONCRETE. BUT I HAVE HER IN THIS WORLD.