I lay awake,
Feeling fake.
I lie to my friends,
Saying I'm happy till the end.
I'm happy I'm fine I'm okay,
But really I wanna cry and fade away.
Cry and cry till I can't no more,
And I feel like I'm a bore.
Feelings aren't cheep,
And now I want to sleep.

I'm all alone tonight,
Meaning my fears come and bite.
They try to strike fear in me,
And it stings like a buzzing bee.
I try to talk to my friends,
but they have to go before the convo begins.
So i lay here on my bed,
Over thinking is making me dead.
I think and think,
My eyes are turning pink.
My eyes are tearing up,
And in my throat there is a lump.
I'm trying not to cry,
So I sit there and sigh.
What a night to be alive,
In my mind, I'll go for a dive.

When I look at you, I feel like I found a piece of me.
When I look at you, I feel like I found peace.
When I look at you, I feel like there's no bad in the world.
When I look at you, I feel like I'm safe.
When I look at you, I smile.
When I look at you and see you look at me, I feel important.
When I look at you, I feel like I'm home.

When I look at you.