i will wait up for you
i will kiss you at the front door
i will rub your back until you fall asleep
we will walk down tree-lined streets
in cities that are new to me and old to you
we will hold hands on trains, in museums
for years, until there are permanent tan lines
on our fragile, well-lived knuckles
we will find rest in one another
on long days, on slow days
together, you and i

Stop using ideas of the future
to escape the present

live in the now, darling

In a moment,
It feels as though everything has changed.
The day that I met you,
My memory stained.
The day that you left me my heart had been drained.

In a moment,
I am no longer me.
I have been swallowed by the shadow of my past.
Almost as if it was never meant to last,
but still I couldn't see.
That you and I were never meant to be.

I hope
That in the end
I've made your life better

Last night when I was sleeping,
I had a dream,
The place where I last saw you was gleaming,
Everything was same except us,
Lying on the ground were some pieces of my trust,
And after all this I believe I am to blame,
Cause I gave you so much and expected exchange,
And I realized my heart is not an animal that I can tame,
And look at this,
What did you do?
I was scared to love,
And now I'm scared to sleep too,
I can lie to my heart you know,
I keep telling him I don't love you anymore,
Heart is innocent,
Believes what I say,
But as soon as I am asleep,
My heart,out it creeps,
To search for you in the memories,
Where you still live,
Then holds up your image in front of my eyes,
And says'Those were some good times",
Yeah they were,
They were great,
But it's in the past no, longer my concern,
I don't even know if waking up is a blessing anymore,
Cause I won't lie,
Waking up and not finding you makes my heart wanna die.

Steal my breath
and heal my heart

From you, my love
I will not part

I love him
I tell myself
I know that
We will be together forever
I don’t believe that
We could be separated
My thoughts tell me that
He’s the love of my life
Sometimes my heart lies and says
I could live an eternity
Without him
Like my friends say
“We’re perfect for each other”
And you can’t tell me
He’s not the one.

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