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 Jun 2016 Xyns
Ashton
He knows
 Jun 2016 Xyns
Ashton
I found the silver lining
Im no longer dying
Im not even trying
Its just falling into place
With such grace
Now im watching my pace
Keeping it slow
Showing him im not perfect
But worth it
And he knows it
He has see my growth
Me at my worst
Still he smiles at me
And just laughs
The kisses me slowly
And tells me he loves me
He keep me going
Making sure im trying
Instead of crying
He knows i need support
Stability
Love
He knows i need him
Now that can be harmful
Yet at the same time helpful
I love him
And yea he knows that too
Stephen Milliron
 Jun 2016 Xyns
Ashton
Miles
 Jun 2016 Xyns
Ashton
Their growing
Longsr and longer
Under the worst circumstances
We still try
Trying to carry ourselves everyday
Knowing that these miles are killing us
Making the us feel more like you and I
These miles fill our heads with assumptions
Every night we argue
I feel like everything is being faked
These miles are tearing us apart
We thought we could do it
Now im fearing that i put my all in again
Just for miles to take it all away
 Jun 2016 Xyns
Ashton
Stephen
 Jun 2016 Xyns
Ashton
Im sorry
Im trying
But nothing is going right
But im still here putting up a fight
For us
Im losing you
Im scared
My mind is a blur
And your difting further and further
I can no longer feel your warmth
Your comfort
Its all leaving
So are you
Im begging you
Just to stop
Think about this
I love you
Im sorry
Im trying
Please give me time
Stephen youre all i got
I love you
 Jun 2016 Xyns
Ashton
Good ole days
 Jun 2016 Xyns
Ashton
These are the days im gonna miss
All these late night phone calls
Just because i couldn't stop thinking of you
All these long texts trying to explain my feelings
All these emotions racing through my brain
Trying to find someone to numb the pain
Failing hoplessly
But still having enough in me to get back up
Yeah these are the days we are gonna miss
When we are old and sitting alone reminiscing
These are the days we are gonna come to
All these long texts
phone call
Pains
Gains
Fail
Victories
All of them
Im gonna miss them
Death is inevitable
 Jun 2016 Xyns
Ashton
Untitled
 Jun 2016 Xyns
Ashton
Maybe i wasn't wrong
Maybe it was you
Maybe we shouldn't have tried
Maybe we should have just let it end
Maybe we shouldn't have pushed
Maybe you shouldn't have screamed
Maybe i should have yelled back
Maybe i should have gotten in your face also
Maybe i should have been the one to put us to rest
Maybe
But ill never know
 Jun 2016 Xyns
Ashton
Affection
 Jun 2016 Xyns
Ashton
Affection is something some people rarely get
Affection is something everyone needs
Affection fixes the cuts
Heals the broken hearted
It puts a warmth in us that you just can't get anywhere else
But still affection is somethibg some people rarely get
Those people get cold
They need something
So they go looking for something to get that warmth
And thats when they get desperate
They will go to lengths that others cant fatham
They've been broken
And no one will fix them
So they find something to numb the pain
And numbing still doesnt fix it
Affection is dangerous to go without
madness is beautiful
and all the beautiful people are mad
my eyes are on you
my heart is yours
i will be there for you
till your not there for me
if one day you fool around with another girl
will be the day that you feel the real pain
the day you give up
will be the day that i will play
if you think i won't find out
your telling yourself lies
i will get you back for all of your crimes
my loyalty will be yours
till the day that yours is not mine
i will trust you until you prove me wrong
i will over look all the rumors they say
till i see with my own eyes
it hurts really bad
when you know you can't have them

it hurts worse
when you know they don't want you
one day..
i can look at you..
and my heart doesn't jump..
one day..'
i can touch you skin..
and my blood will  not boil..
one day..
i can look at your eyes..
and not cry as i watch our life..
one day..
i can look at you photos..
and i will not look back on that day..
one day..
i can watch you run..
and not picture to running to me..
one day..
i can look at you and her..
and not picture me being her..
that day..
will be the day you look at me..
and see all the things i see today..
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