Xyns - Hello Poetry

Xyns May 2015

You should probably know
You look dumb as ****
With that foreign blonde on your arm
It's awkward, it shows
But you parade her around
Like she's your ******* lucky charm

I remember when I was there
Don't you?
I remember when you really cared
Don't you?
I remember when you were real
Don't you?
I remember the way I made you feel
Don't you?

You probably forgot all about that
Didn't you?
Forgot everything we ever been through
Didn't you?
Moved on from your old life, got a new one
Didn't you?
You saw her and thought she was prettier
Didn't you?
You wanted her more than you wanted me
Didn't you?

But when she lets you down
And when she leaves to go home
When she finds someone better
And when she moves the **** on
Who the hell are you gonna love?
Probably some little ****** ****
That's all you could pull now anyways

And honestly, way deep deep down
I miss you, I want you, I need you around
But, reality check baby,
I hate you and dream of your death on the daily
You make me ******* sick
So I'm done, now I'm through with this ****

**** Yourself.

#love #life #dumb #fuckyou #lame #killyourself

Xyns May 2015

Drop Dead

My life would be so much easier
If you would drop dead.
I was laying in bed last night thinking
And that thought just popped in my head.

Xyns May 2015

Sometimes...

Sometimes I sit in my room
And I cry my eyes out

Sometimes I cut myself
And let the blood out

Sometimes I wanna slit my throat
And bleed out

Sometimes I wanna run away
And get out

#life #sometimes

May 2015

Day

Anxiety

Can't breathe.
She's looking at me.
What do I do?

Can't move.
He's standing so close.
What do I do?

Can't talk.
She asked me something.
What do I say?

Can't sleep.
Tomorrow I'll have to do it again.
What will I do?

Can't eat.
He's staring right at me.
What do I do?

Can't Breathe.
My heart is going to **** me.
Oh well.

#anxietyscaredpanicpanicattack

Xyns May 2015

Puke

puke
Every time I think of you
I *****

puke
Every time I look at you
I *****

puke
If you only knew
How much I hate you
For every ******* thing
You put me through

You
Make
Me
*******
Sick
To
My
Stomach

I
Hate
Your
*******
Guts
You
Stupid
****
I
Hope
You
Die

puke
Every time I think of you
I *****

puke
Don't get me wrong
I'm not bitter, I'm mad
It's not because I want you back
It's not because I love you
Every time I think of you, I wanna YAK

PUKE*

You don't know how sick you make me.
Every time I think of you
I puke.

Inspired by a little ***** and an Eminem song.

#life #fuckyou #puke

Xyns May 2015

One Day

One day I'm going to be old and droopy
And your ears are going to be huge and hairy
My cheeks are going to sag and so are my arms
And you won't be able to move like you used to

One day I'm going to be grey and naggy
And your hearing aids won't work and you'll complain
My eyes will steadily stop seeing as well
And you'll never remember what day it is

One day I'm going to be confused and deaf
And you're going to be elderly with dementia
I won't be able to walk, but I'll crawl to you anyways
You won't be able to speak, but you'll love me the same

One day we're going to be nostalgic and cranky
And we won't understand our grandchildren's technology
We won't understand why these kids listen to such garbage
And we'll be forever together, in love with each other

#love #life #together #forever

May 2015

L

Weight of Love

I used to think, darlin', you never did nothin'
But you were always up to somethin'
Always had a run in, yeah
I got to think those days are comin' to get ya
Now no body want to protect ya
They only want to forget ya

You'll be on my mind
Don't give yourself away
To the weight of love

The Black Keys

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Leigh