I’m noticing my poems are coming to life
So what if I said I love you and you called months from now saying I still love you at the end of the night..
Could we meet back where we left off ?
I’m starting to feel like these poems are not poems there just real life about
Us

I know who you are, skip the introduction...
Last night was so innocent, till you came and interrrrrupted!

Talking to my ignorance, in this place all the time i feel stupid.

You say your such a nightmare ya  whatever...
I wake up with my demon there, iknow his name is pleasure.

They praise the same God i do so what's different?
Im safe on this side of purity they use trojan.

Can we last threw the winter?
why do they act so distant to me?
It Must be Better to suffer
I can't remember the Love that you gave to me.
this body already saying
" Why do you still talk when they don't respond?"
But if we last threw the winter I swear to you now I won't Go!

Congratulations
Go Home Now

Will we last threw the Summer?
why do i make a big scene?
why do you talk so simple?
This body is already broken,
I don't like to remember these things.
this body already saying
"What if you just stay threw the month"?
but if we last threw the summer i swear to you now I will Call!

Congratulations
Go Home now..

It's to Late!
It's to late!
they all let go
I fell off Five footsteps threw that open door!
Open Door!

It must buried under my heart that makes this place consistent,
To find new smiles
new hearts and new wonders..
...I've been wondering....what if i would ignore you like you do to my love?

You said 'I heard your new song".

Well congratulations..
Go home now.

i started doing what you done
but i'm dying to love
I'm dying to Love.

Heard you need a new man
(New)
Heard you need a new stack
(A new)
Heard you need a new phone
(Plz new)
I know your *** can't be home ...
(A plan)
..well call up Room Service
Tell them to clean this place
Call on the phone,
I'm waiting on your call home.

I am....that I am...I'm coming home....com..

Last words he said after arrows pierced his mind
His heart was ready to deny the blood that was flowing like a rush of water calming a fire.
My hands became weak of holding my sword and helmet oh such liars! Ambushed by my own creation that poison me while drinking my apple cider...
Companion of wires caught in the eye of my fighters. Guilty! Broken! Hearts...
He falls to his knees his eyes are losing sight.
With his getting he gets understanding,rises and looks at the North Star that's shinning and smiles as the cowards run off in the dark towers knowing one day those twin towers will fall oh I heard the whispers of knowledge! He wipes his face with this last moment as blood is dripping from his garmet..falling back slowly he screams...

My God...my God...I'm coming home...com

With a loud thump!

He falls and closes his eyes slowly as he hears the shaking of those dark "Created Gods"

My life Just changed
i changed all arrangements for you
i don't have a dime for 2
but some how i feel rich when i'm not next to you.

when it comes to you
i think i like for you
i think i'd die for you
jealousy cries for you
like  controlla

i do how you say you want it
they don't wanna see me
smiling at ease

like Controlla

Yell and scream
My soul is mean
It shows me things
The lustful days
Emotion sings
I'm hard to break
Because I'm broken shattered please
It says it's done with all the fakes.
It says "Don't you want another"?
I hate being with you I always come second!
"I'm done have your way then.."

And my spirit is just like...


Cool..

Back in 8th grade I looked over Cory while peeing as a joke I took in consideration a thing worth dreaming it inks me like a tatoo and swims threw my being kissed by lust now I see why my skin crawls when he winks at me. So close to the edge I forgot my desire my flesh taking over drops of ***** I've notice that this has stolen my focus pushed down but not broken he walks beside me speaking eyes glowing my hand in my pocket my errection is showing I don't know this guy I've become like the sun in the morning cool breeze with a chill as he step backs heart jumping he mentions me planted seeds just start growing I can't fake it I'm showing in his shorts the smells pointing "look his mouth is jawing"! This was the last day he undressed as he looked at me oh crap! Now I'm drowning as he says "do you like what you see"? ...the first day of fighting my inner being

Truth be told I hold my X and my O’s
Just to be honest sometimes I don’t even know
They love when I’m shirtless but they don’t want to be called some hoes.
So I cling to my purpose I keep moving like vroom

I never mean to dig or peak threw your curtains,
And I never mean to run my hands threw your feathers
But you are my angel that I discovered.
Me being an alien I never thought some will get scared of a flying saucer.
That’s home but A scary sight to others.

By your beauty alone I was captured,
Bound to gravity I shape shift to what you know as a lover,
Greetings I come in peace
Some want to see what I can do,
But you ...said what’s wrong
And for a while do you know how long I’ve been waiting to speak this knowledge I have and show someone what I been threw...

Back and forth I feel sea sick
But when I wake up I swear I have amnesia.
Can't recall who I called to have pleasure, but why applaud something when my hands are down like tree trunks? Watever that means..

In a world of entrepreneurs all you want is to fix my heart

Ever sense you said "Be honest" I'm slowly ******* to "okay I promise",
I'm scared that you will leave but why did that feeling left?
If there eyes can see I'm going
If my eyes can believe keep looking
Keep your eyes on me and all will go as planned.
Oh I tried to be a Good friend
Oh I'm finding out your best friends
My Friends  left me for a moment and so I ran!!
Keep my dreams and all my pride to
Eating crumbs cause I'm sick of
Idols,
I'm just me I hope that will be enough for you..
Looking Left I see my city
On my right I see you with me
Not confused I've sold thoughts to gain a heart of songs

Life has given me a spacebar,
why not control and Delete?
This War is like a Self war,
I'm Fighting myself and we....I and Me is getting cornered by the ESC..
but i have found the word escape
all i wanna do is escape.
but me keeps talking like its too late.

To  know i have to keep a smile on my face is getting really Tab and Shift just a lot of yelling and then Dip..
if you didn't get my drift.
i'll be the type writer on the lowkey!
God be the hands that control
I don't know me but you know I and Me has given up on myself cause i
keep typing restart.

Thinking bout the future.
Got me walking kinda deeper,
The pains and hurt for free.
Payed for all of this if I think,
My past I tell on me.
Just to  see friends roll on me,
If there's a will I'll be the brake.
If there the gas then I'm the keys
I don't turn until I sink.
Never poured unless I drink
Man my life is looking weak
Maybe cause I chased the king
Or the stuff I wanted to be.
In the mirror I hate to see,
But I'm curious of who I might be...
I'm curious
I'm curious

Your just a act!
You’re just a actress
Putting on a show
Cause you don’t want the world to know
That you lost the man who loved you all along.
To be honest my babe I gave you the best of me
But you said to me
“I wasn’t ready”... so I gave you time to make me a priority
Put my feelings out there but you just ignored it
Being real was something you wanted but ignored it!
You can’t get mad at the way I react
You got me feeling like this was a act!
You’re just a actress
Putting on a show


Maybe I should really just let this go...
Maybe I should let you go

I believe we want what we don't need,
Speak but don't say
Have but don't share.....
A comic to a fictional book
Watch fish breath rather then dangle while the life of it is holding on by a hook.
What's Love got to with it?
Well...everything!
I'm tired of pointing the finger it's getting old
My sores and wounds can't be healed or sowed by blaming and leaving my words to be cold.
But love...my love SPEAK what you know.
Tell love your love that there beloved.
While you have TIME in Love.

And for the love of God cause God is Love don't dangle my feelings and watch me die THROW ME BACK IN THE WATER OR DINE.
Cause I hate to be lead away with words and your love is running out of time.

I've been cursed out of light,
The angels followed me.
All the words that I said,
They just gathered to look at me!
I became all got and all I got wasn't me,
All these demons I adopt as my angel came to see,
He left without a remark ...
Why would you do this to me!
I'm in darkness now
I'm the darkness now
But I can go where he be
I can sit where he feeds!
Who is his creation
Maybe just maybe
I can make them .....
....like me.

.....let's see

Thy humble cancer has healed from its on demise. Let the Gods speak on things that’s not and my beloved Capricorn will understand just how deep the water is!
No longer will the waves rush to be mad nor will my heart come to the surface…
If you find my heart then it is yours but!… this is your warning this is the sound that harkens the beast within the sea!
Be warned
I be set you the kraken of old
The spirit of my ancestors
You will see my face and hear the roar of a new empire
Crown who you want
My snake,  the Virgo that kraken of old!
This will not be easy

Age makes a difference but age don't make the smile who am I becoming someone that's been here for awhile
Lost another that I wish would stay awhile wow why does every poem has to be sad! Cause it's my life if you read it back..

Eyes glued too the floor
A cricket dance then stops as he's leaving his corpse.
The lights reflects here as I look up to snort.
Outside it thunders then pours as the rain remind me of the cool air that sweeps threw doors...

....There red
I'm black..
Crickets dead
I walk
They laugh...blurry faces on the left.

I'm tired
Your dead..
..My entertainment has left.
My eyes look up..
..For a moment..
...I'm back.

artistic hands will paint the pictures
you are a paint brush and the world is a enter "ception"
you can't stay but you can't leave
you can't leave me cause i never stayed in the first place.
do you see what I draw?
if not then you won't belive
and the shocking thing about it is...Something is saving me from..
Me

Dungeons is for dragons and guns is for crooks.

Both has a dark twisted atmosphere like if I said "Roses are Blue".

Evil and wicked the tongue is when your words are sharper then you.

Dragons arn't real but bullets don't **** you.

Mix both with magic and fire then you get a bad guy with the "greatest plot" to **** you.

Every bad guy you have to have a Good..
Like a sword waiting to be handled.

"Choose wisely my son & daughter, for what you hear and what you recieve they said will become what you have mantled."

I see it coming like a prophets wife
Death is like a sacrifice
I wonder if you see me Christ..
I'm feeling like a Outsider.

Is it true ..you're coming right?
So much dirt that's in my life
you saw me ******* tonight.
...I hang my head and walk outside.

I feel it threw my bones tonight
Death is like sacrifice
I wonder if you see me Christ..
Another day another night.

Looking up*.. your coming right?
Some say that they need a sign.
I'm wretched coming back tonight.

Free me from this chain of life
Cause death is a lovely sacrifice..

Can you meet me tonight..
I wonder if you see me Christ

Digging myself out the holes in my head cause I keep tripping on myself like "this sh** is deep". How can I keep this going if I'm already gone and fallen into pieces of me?

Have a lot to be said
Can't say the things that I know
Rumors turn to a bed
I rest in what do they know.
Feelings fill in my head
Like a ship when it floats.
no help at this point
I'm off the grid at this point
I treat the waves like a joint
Inhale the weight if I do
Exhale the pressure if I don't
The sound of fishes in me
Like I got toss to the sea
I rip the bread just to feed off my secrets cause there just to deep

In a room where the lights are turned off...a city away and I'm still reminded of the place the right I did the wrong I commit the love I shared the hate that I abolished tormenting fragments of sadness is here but somehow lol low gladness laying here as baggage across the threaded african American.
Holding my pillow like it was you with a "sorry for my clinginess note"..but seeing you do with another is like a show that I use to be apart of. I'm done with the hype
I'm donw with the hurt
I'm done wig when I see you we act like we're not hurtin...
The times I wanted to make it right
But if I reach out it's like I'm the one that's walking backwards

I heard the rain today,
The soothing took my mind away
I just woke up ...thank you for giving it back today.

Dripping grey goose
Melodies dance under the firey lights
And you well you’re so expensive like jimmy choo
Versace
It’s probably cause I have taught you to love you’re self and that’s what suits you.
Seventy dollars worth underwear that’s suits you..
jimmy choo
Versace
Zara on you’re jacket let’s me know I’m losing you
The feeling of losing you
Bleeds threw my cup of grey goose
Melodies watch me and these fiery lights choose me..
I should dance tonight
With the new me
It suits me

I wanna go deep with person and lose myself
So much that our double helix keeps asking “wait did I lose a strand”?
So deep the mirror questions who is he again...
So deep like the oceans looks and say “Who’s deeper then him?”
All these questions but I haven’t got answer yet...
tell me are you ready to love someone so much that you lose yourself in them and if you lose them time can not keep y’all away from each other... cause destiny has spoken “ITS LIKE THEY WERE MADE FOR EACH OTHER”

With you I had everything
Now i just have everything
It’s a full circle like a  wedding ring
I guess you were the diamond but I kept chipping away to make it perfect and I cut you to deep so deep that you are beautiful only from a far away ...

Chapter 20

I have learned so much about my skin,
how it rolls at night just to get some sleep.

taking a check that i now know that i can stand,
Music that drown those dry nights with Unwanted things.

How these eyes saw how friends come and go and i go and come to see them stay only for One..night..wait,
thats what i call one night stand friend.

learning that Enemies are good so you can see who they are when they walk up you don't reform yourself that they are not friends.

Chapter 20 page four of Ten.

I hold your head when you’re down,
My nose is red I  look like clown
And yet you laugh .... I love that sound.

I’m sorry sky I took a cloud,
Then made it mad, it’s raining down
Just to show you threw the  storm
I’ll be right here on the couch
I’ll be right here on the coach

...yeah? ...oh I thought you called my name but sense I’m here ... do you want anything?

..no I was just bout to go to the store and ...

Oh ok yeah hey waht are you watching..?

Oh thet looks interesting can I watch it with you...

A lot of things don’t matter
Like these pancakes on a platter
Some things just don’t have my attention
Like this car that I’m  Wippin’
I sit in the same dame corner.
With the same dame grin
But something changed today
When you walked in ...
Did you tell how my focus was on u
And the nervousness was in my hand..?
The new shirt that I  bot ...with a sexier glance
I can tell
I hope u can tell
That I need you as a friend

Distant lovers were just to far apart.

I tryed to hold you up but you fell apart.

Tell me why, why are you walking out.

Why are you walking..?

Oh tell me, oh tell me, We can work this out..

Just think about it, all that we been threw.

You telling me, "I need space right now".

Oh noo..

I'm tryna tell you your  love is all it takes and no one else can take your place.

Will I be the one you say I Am ..I am
Your man.

Leaps of space is a black hole..
Not really I just said that to sound poetic
Maybe I'm drawing wrong or seeing my picture in a dim light.
All these words I was gunna trash before I know this black hole is as big as.... I don't know .. I don't know my friend

smiles and walks off

Have a Good day mate..

See me look at me isn’t this what you wanted?
Isn’t this what you wanted to see? Look at me..
Don’t you wanna see me break down..
Down the pillars
Down like hell
Down like watch Your step
Down ,down .. I’m down I’m still down
And you gave me where you want me
Just say the word
Just say I’m youres
Just say we’re good
Cause I’m down yeah I’m all the way down

In the 10th grade double headed dragon lies pouring more my faith was absent I tried to stop the noise but it was hit a well known platinum Bobby's house we are icecream and passion the lips of a spokesman and the tongue of a assassin. Wrapped around the time he said he liked  my fashion I feel like his mom even knew I was living life backwards, I couldn't help it they popped up like spasms hurting my life didn't know it until now he follows me on Facebook but barley even talk.
When ask for a helping hand I could barely even talk shot by his tongue I wasn't even shocked how we lead the conversation and investigated each other like someone I white chalk  he Dosent take it out instead his throat feels up with lumps ...swallows my intention! He swallowed my "thoughts" ! Mom is gunna **** me but I've came to do a lot.
Next night comes  and my horns are big as f* victor calls my name now I have the power to call thunder from my eyes and make him struck bigger then usual I fell in lust he wanted as much as i did there was no one to help me up. Volcano of skin he was so hot to the touch this was the second time my thoughts were kicked out like a punt sad thing about this I ate the double headed dragon for lunch

Will I make it to the end
Or will I fall and lose everything
I'm trying to be a better man...
But why is it so little change.

It's 4am and now I'm stuck
I don't wanna do what he wants me to but I still gave him what he want.

The man in the mirror is so hard to please , it's Sunday and I'm doing "abominable things".

Can we just slow down your rushing me, but if I didn't I wonder if you like moments with me..

Well I don't!
I hate how you go back to old things
Or when you try to fit in with the most stupidest scenes
You have grown into this self seeking broken person..

Will I make it to the end or will I fall and lose everything, I'm tryna be a better man but why is it so little change

If I was honest, I'm doubting myself
I'm doubting my thoughts
I'm doubting, I'm doubting if I can ever move on from me
Please God help me to move on from who I've been

Short poem
Big problem
Knock knock it's my lust again.

*******
Can't stop it
Hello, please come on in.

You play me well like a guitar.
Give me head yours thick
But my love is too sharp.

Lips stuck
Eyes struck
That's what I'm used to
In Love
With no one
Ghost of you still linger but..
I'm done with
Lip service
You know my heart behind close curtains!
Not working!
In service!
YOU KNOW MY HEART BEHIND CLOSE CURTAINS!
He's not working but he's working for Loooooove!!

So I don't just wanna hear it!
I wanna feel it to!
It's much more then trying!
It's more like I'm dying to Know you.

I'm Dry
no answer
my mind is haunted by the weather
whether i stay or go I'm Under Pressure
Should i just do what all my Brothers Do?
Go and get women and treat her like shes nothing?
My heart is to big to play on four play measures..
So I sit and watch Shirtless Men make impressions
Just a bunch of heartless endevors but who am i?
so you really wanna know...

All alone
Laying there not knowing I wanna be your bestfriend.
But I can't if you don't let me..
Yes I'm weird
Yes I stare
Yes I'm the only one who stare at you then look away like I don't care.
But I do but you don't wait ...do you?
Man I don't know if this is desire or lust
Smiles or sarcasm..
Do you wanna be my friend like I want to be yours?
..Do you

When you said when you said I heard what you said..
I knew that y'all did it's how y'all would click..
The joy in the air the mess of the mess.

I lurk on the stairs of a conversation
My hands know the feeling when you grab the thunder, lighting comes first when I saw you smile.

It's a deep whole of lying wonders,
Fingers go only with satisfaction.
With y'all Laughter sounds taped backwards.

Shaft speaks to shaft lust speaks to mattress, your door was open to your closet as I walk up alittle more in this friendship.. You said something but you stopped.

You said "sometimes  I wonder if men do better *******..bro Rico he.........."
As I keep talking to not blow the candles off your cake. But how can I judge you when I grabbed thunder just to taste the rain..

Im crazy and I know it
Funny how the world placed you on the mental side.
I guess you are my better half
Cause we’re both letting our worlds collide

I was sleeping in my sister car
Tripping sinking trying to get a new Job
How he Christian while he yelling at God
Ticket after ticket it's a conspiracy
Trapped at night in his thoughts fights with the inner Me
We were friends why acting so enemy
Drifting feeling like I need to get out
Smoked all the fake smiles and woes from a pouch.
Drunk till I poured all my thoughts in your room
Little brother say that you look consumed.
I love him
I love him
I love him
He is the only one that know who I am
For he is the better half of who I am.
Who he is is who I am on another ceiling
My head spinning I got lost in the ceiling fan.

ceiling Fan spins

I got to get out of this car...

Words fall off the pages

Two months in the comfort covers

Pillows were softer then wet kiss

How you lick your lips is my religion

Hands Softer then butterfly wings and there not even cold

I walked into the room dripping in Gold

A wave of heaven in your touch as a you softly read me first.

The birds carried you off as I remembered what it was like to be with you my love.

Tears fall even now when my knees were weak like the room though
As I gaze at your tomb stone.

You can show me your imperfections,
Cause I’m in it just for the lesson.
If you’re in it for the long run,
Think once but never second guessing’.

I never thought I’ll find my patience in you...no,
I don’t think you thought when you said “I love you”....woah

Slowly to speak,
Don’t worry I got it
Warm up to me
Don’t worry I’m bout it
Open up to me
Don’t worry my love you are home.

Don’t worry my love you made it home,

My love is your home

I’m happy you are home.

The summer breeze rest on my shoulders as I lavish my feet in the Green grass beneath me I start to wonder why second guess I should of stayed laying by your warmth like fever..
coughing out "I love you " watching your body move threw the sheets like a Man made teaser..
Im love sick I think ...I think I need a doctor.
Dr.

Drowning in debt it wouldn't hurt to sip slowly
Chase Me I found myself In the morning
My pain is mix with wine and codiene.
My eyes are low I can't see nothing,
I smile for nothing.

Seven hundred waisted on my nothing's
I need to take it
Easy, Easy Easy Easy
Oh this ain't Easy

I re-up
You woke up
This ain't enough
I love the feeling where I can't feel my feeling.

And my car is gone
And my card is decline
And my drink is sweet
Cause I don't have to worry