There are a lot of things I want to forget
But you're not part of them.
Things that I will always regret
You're one of them.

Escapades that leave me doubting
If they ever even ended
My heart continues to feel the sting
From the story that shouldn't have happened

I know a guy,
I met a girl,

He’s unbelievable,
She was beautiful.

He’s great,
She is beautiful,

He scares me.
She challenges me,

He changes me,
And she changes me,

But I never met him,
But I don’t know her,

I don’t know who he really is,
I can’t tell who she really is,

But I want to,

I wish I could,
I wish I did,

But to me she’s all I want her to be,
Because he’s more than I can imagine,

Everything I need her to be,
Everything I can imagine

Understanding, smart, caring,
Funny, kind, intelligent,

Perfect,

She’s wonderful,
He’s amazing,

She’s the only person I have,
He’s the only one I can trust,

She’s more than I deserve,
He’s my best friend,

And I love her,
And I love him,

But I can’t let her see,
But I also hate him,

Because I’m a monster,
Because he’s a monster,

And she won’t love me,
And I’m afraid of him,

Because of everything I am,
Everything he is,


And she,
And I,

Won’t look past it.
Can’t get past it.