I swear I thought I saw the devil in my father's eyes
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N if the devil is my father
Well than who am I
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I have 2 keep a sad face when im in the streets
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My life's a sullen sunken song that is on repeat
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My ***** mani died n vain cuz I never changed
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I gotta pocket fulla change
I became deranged
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I seen a lot of people die n get forgotten
Race card, who remember picking cotton
1+
2+

If i play my part in time I think I'll make it out the hood.
I shouldn't off my cousin now
But then again I prolly should
Because a pound is on the line and i ain't got too much a time
My mama future on the line
So im resorted 2 the crime

Naw+
Let him breathe
Let him take in all the air
Im like a lion in a cage and u can c it in my stare
Im feeling troubled n deranged n u can c it if u stare
She tryna stay inside my heart n till this day she's never there

Ugh+
Time money n madness
Im fulla sadness
My family believe in magic
And honestly it is tragic

My pockets can b the fattest
My mistress can b the baddest
They tell me 2 show them love but really I never had it

Yeah +
Dead bodies n bullets is all im after
Yo crying fueling my laughter
They murdered him on the crapper
N really all that I wanted was solace n mild seclusion The thought merely illusion
A happy ending is stupid

Wah +
Do u love me thru the blood n the tears
Would u sacrifice yoself if I had sharpened the shears
Love is fairly new 2 me cuz ive been suffering 4 years
I don't want u 2 respond will u just lend me yo ears

Cuz angels won't come if u drowning in the sea
Im the only one who loves u.
Im yo personal disease
Im the voice inside yo head
Fill void inside of me
U ain't in the coffin wit me how im pose 2 rest in peace
Hmm+

I wanna love u but im smart enough 2 runaway
Affection is a shackle that I've gotta find a way break
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Pain is power n baby I got a lot
Samson got his power taken 4 laying up wit a opp
So
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Its better 2 never have it then have 2 lose it

So really tryna get u 2 love me is ****** stupid

U ever wonder y god never had gotten married

Cuz cupid is a ***** n commitment is ****** scary

When I was working on robotics certain ******* wouldn't touch me
Started rapping over beats n now these ******* wanna **** me.
****** use 2 try 2 jump me
Throw they bullets
Try 2 rush me
So i gotta couple pistols
Let a ***** try 2 touch me agh.
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Im not the problem im the product n the answer
All this hate is so contagious
Its malignant as some cancer
****** putting on a show
Might as well go b a dancer
I remember being happy wit Doritos n a Fanta
Hah
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I love 2 **** wit quiet girls n gangster *******
Loves a double bladed sword
N my heart is fulla stitches

I'm in love with you n that's the reason why I runaway
I know it hurts u but I know that it'll **** u if I stay
So turn my back on everything n hope its for the best
All this love is from a kiss
Imagine if we added ***

Its a burden being right
Cuz the love we had was left
Know u crying 4 attention but my ears have fallen deaf
If I knew this was yo fate I would never speak a word
I ain't reap what I had sown
I ain't get what I deserve

Love ain't pose hurt
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Souls ain't pose 2 bleed
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U ain't pose 2 cry
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I'm not pose 2 leave
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I'm not pose 2 die
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U not pose 2 grieve
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I'm not spose 2 lie
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U not spose 2 plead
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They say that dreams r 4 the children n the truth is 4 the grown
I don't need u 2 b sad
I can wallow on my own
I can do just fine without u
Please don't try 2 call my phone
I don't need u 2 say sorry
I don't need u 2 atone

I
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Curse the day I saw an angel in the rain
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That's the day I learned the true meaning of pain
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I cant help it if I sound a bit insane
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Beg yo pardon
While I'm dying in the rain
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(×2)

I find it funny how they c me n forget about  the past

Like u was never was around when I was struggling on my last

U ain't love me unconditional when problems had me sad

U ain't think that I would make it
U was judging what I had

I was grinding
I was reaching
I was crying
I was weeping
U was tryna get my money
U was lying
U was preaching

I admit that I had took a couple Ls b4 I caught it
U was selling fairytales
N I was childish so I bought it

When im deep inside her she look in my eyes n start 2 cry
Idk if I b tweaking then again that's just a lie
When im deep inside her I know all there is is her n I
When I get all deep inside her I can tell her soul is mine