Shabnam: Favorites

Dec 2019 Shabnam

WildFire

Funny how much a pretty face
Hides what goes on inside.
No one catches the faint trace
Of tear stains on the cheek.
No one sees the lost spark
In the stormy eyes.
No one notices the mark
Of sleepless nights.
No one sees the disgrace
That troubles the heart.
But they all notice the pretty face.

Dec 2019 Shabnam

Let Me Go

Dec 2019 Shabnam

WildFire

Let Me Go

Let me go, like letting the ribbon slip through your fingers, your eyes watching the balloon dance in the breeze before disappearing into the clouds.

Dec 2019 Shabnam

Orbits

Dec 2019 Shabnam

WildFire

Orbits

Worlds collide, intertwining
For a period of time
Until the connection is lost.
Then break apart,
Whirling into separate orbits.

Nov 2019 Shabnam

When They No Longer Shine For You

Nov 2019 Shabnam

Colm

When They No Longer Shine For You

When I used to think about you
It was was with the warmth and intrigue of a friendly fireplace
The distant respect of a nightlong star in the bright sky
But now it is only the cold ash and glowing cloud
Which consumes my night in the direction of you
For you are no longer in mind of mine
And I am no longer am to you

Memories do fade. Thank God. LOL.

From the Midnight Wood Series

#when #they #no #longer #shine #for #you #midnight #wood #series

Nov 2019 Shabnam

Lesson 2

Nov 2019 Shabnam

Below

Lesson 2

Feeling the need to be busy all the time is a trauma response and fear-based distraction from what you'd be forced to acknowledge and feel if you slowed down.

#idea from Stained Glass

Nov 2019 Shabnam

thth

Nov 2019 Shabnam

Stained Glass

thth

I stopped explaining myself when I realized people only understand from their level of perception.

Nov 2019 Shabnam

Facts.

Nov 2019 Shabnam

Stained Glass

Facts.

Sometimes giving someone a second chance is like giving them an extra bullet for their gun because they missed you the first time.

(more internet drafts)

Nov 2019 Shabnam

Dear Past Me,

Nov 2019 Shabnam

Stained Glass

Dear Past Me,

I wish that I could look at you with empathy

Sometimes I feel like I've become what you were scared to be

Which makes it really hard to look at you with sympathy

'Cause if I'm feeling bad for you, then I have to feel bad for me

And that's just something I feel like we don't deserve

nf

Nov 2019 Shabnam

Relationship

Nov 2019 Shabnam

Deovrat Sharma

Relationship

•••
someone
perception
that relation
can be grown
through love
and emotion
no...
none...
they govern
and depends upon
individuals intention
•••
©deovrat 19.09.2019