Let this be one giant collaboration throughout the years.
Let this be a reminder of who you were.
And what I wanted for you.

Never forget about the 3 successes.
Never forget about our dreams.

Stresses we had to endure.
And the amazing people we got to meet.

Don’t ever let your hubris get the best of you.
Don’t think that’s what it means to be new.

Change was never a bad thing.
Change to the worse is what’s frightening.

Remember the experiments.
Remember your instantly.
When you punched the walls.
In an outburst of profanity.

Avoid those who seek your downfall.
When life knocks you down.
Get up, and stand tall.

Never forget those who took advantages of your gullibility.
Learn to have tolerance and expand its capacity.

The world isn’t tolerant to those who are weak.
We don’t follow packs.
Because we are the freaks.

This was never meant to be rhymed.
It was a message in my diary.
But what a better way.
To hype my future with a poem that’s fiery!

Mother, you don't know how much you're missed
You dont know how much tears I have shed

Words can't describe my endless pain
The pain that's true suffering and vain

It's been years without hearing your voice
I have to live with the agony I got no choice

Your image can't escape my eyes  
While your body in the ground lies

Your beautiful smile is still shining till this day
It's the reason I will continue living all the way

All the moments we lived together
Will never be repeated again ever

All what you have taught me won't be forgotten
It's marked in my heart till the day I will  rotten

They're breaking out
Couldn't care enough
No matter if I shout
They're pretty tough

The true apocalypse
That no one will fix
I've made aberrations ever since 
Now I have to pay for my sins

I've made unforgivable mistakes
Enough to cause an earthquake 
Able to shake the coldest hearts
Showing them who we really are

"Surely It couldn't get worst"
But here I've become their host
You unleashed the demons
My inner demons

All goals are lost
Hopeless to survive
Deep in my soul
Infected inside 

Mayday mayday rescue me from myself
I'll be the next victim laying on the shelf
Mayday mayday, I can't escape this hell
I'm right here trapped in another realm

Trapping me with their chains
The spark has died and here I faint
Help me I can't stand the pain  
I have to go through this vain

Either set my human soul free to fly   
Or **** my demon already and let me die

The first time I laid my eyes on this girl
Was the moment we had our first quarrel

I couldn't bear seeing her at all
Until what happened in the fall

She was crying by the tree where I hide
It's my secret place where no one can find

I asked her what was she doing here
And o' boy it's also her favourite tree

I sat next to her without saying a word 
Staring and wondering what in the world

Asked her how she knew my hiding spot
She said I don't know, i love this place alot

Then she tosses her shades on, and walks away
At school she acts like nothing happened yesterday

Everytime I try to get a seat next her
She's already all the way over there

"Can you stop hiding for one second" I said
She replied "One more step and you're dead"

she carries on, hiding back in the shadow
After thinking for a while i decided I'll follow

She stopped for a while, looking to the sky
Muttering then raised her hands up high

Began staring at a photo in her necklace
She cried and said "it was such a mess"

I lost my family, friends and my soul
I forget who am I and what's my goal

I reached out my hands to grab on
Proving that not everyone is gone

She smiled at me with tears on her face
I told her It's time to begin a new phase

Where there are no lost hopes nor regrets
A new phase where she's capable to fit

Born in the world with a cheerful smile
Taught I can be anything if I strive 
But the reality my life is determined by a file
Either accept hell as it is or suffer for life

Science says bees' body is heavy to fly by their small wings
But bees couldn't care less about what humans thinks

So why follow rules that strict my soul to be free
I want to explore the world and be able to see

Admiring in this empty world
Created from something cold
What's worth to get to hold
Eventually my body will grow mold

Back to earth my body will go
And that's how life always works 
Memories created and buried with you 
So make your best to be remembered  through

A billion stars shining up in the sky
One shines brighter how could I deny

Your smile warmed my soul and heart
It sniped into my feelings just like a dart

When I saw you from the first sight
I just felt like hugging you tight

Something about you switched my mind
You're truly special and one of a kind

You're every reason, hope and dream I've had
You're the one I trust and talk to when am sad

You're the person that I truly admire
And the one that my heart really desires

Your voice is like music to my ears
It's the sound of hope that breaks my fears

Your person is what I love the most 
When the world was dull and I was lost

You were there to support my back
It was when I realised what I lack

It was the kindness that you showed me
That cleared my vision to be able to see