I once fell in love,
I was the olive branch
He was the dove...
I thought it was true
That he loved me for me
For I never knew
It wasn't to be
The two of us together
For eternity...

I am but a hopeless soul
Drifting in the sea
Of all my tears
From heartache
And painful moments
Why does this have to be
I want to know what love feels like
I want to find a man I trust
While he also trusts me
For I am but a hopeless soul
Drifting in the sea...

If only you knew…
You say I deserve joy
But it is not true
For I have done too much wrong
If only you knew…
Every day I look back
And see my past
Full of terrible sins
For darkness always wins
You call me innocent
But I’m the complete opposite
If only you knew…
I wish I could tell you
But I am too ashamed
If only you knew…
Then maybe you would understand
Why I am not worthy
Of joy
But I can't tell you
For I am full of pain and worry…

What do you see when you look at me
Am I beautiful
Am I nice to see
What do you see when you look at me
Am I smart
Am I bright
Such as a light would be
What I see when I look at me
Is a painful soul
Alone and without any hope
And a girl who has never been bold
So...
What do you see when you look at me...?

I was made to rise
So why am I falling
I feel so empty and broken
Why can’t you fix me
For I am calling
Out to you
Why do you ignore me so
When I need you the most
I’m feeling so lonely
Please don’t leave me
I need help to be happy
For I am lost…
I am hurt
But I can’t find healing
This world keeps on stealing
My joy and happiness
And replacing it with sadness
I’m depressed
And I want to rise
To the top
So I can claim my prize
True happiness
For the rest of my life…

I'm sick to my stomache
From being alone
Rejection and heartache
Breaking every bone
For I was laughed at
And made fun of
Thirteen years straight
Feeling as if I was locked behind a gate
Every day is always the same
Sadness, depression and a whole new pain

Being alone forever is my fate...

I'm tired of being treated
As if I am worthless,
And have no one in this world.
I want to have friends
Who make me feel important,
But I have quite the opposite in fact.
They make me feel less special,
And as if I need to act
To even compare to their importance.
For I am worthless and alone
Running farther, and farther from home.
Every second feels like years,
My face is stained from tears.
For, like you, I have fears
And I am scared.
I am depressed and weak,
And in need of comfort,
And healing.
Because I am stressed,
From feeling so worthless...