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125 · Jul 2021
I admit my adiction
I missed it more than you know,
This is for you: may all your justice be
Done, uhn-uhn undone,
I hate being misplaced
Trying to have fun
With this
That tells
Of a rotten thing I must have ate...
*If I am useless and the use is to be that which I didn't choose then Hell on earth!
124 · Dec 2020
God Soul HM
There is a God in each of us,
There's probably much more than one believes,
There is a saint and there's an enemy...
There is an angel and a friend
Turned into dust and fire,
Turned into stone, a great admirer,
Returned to life!
There is a God in each of us
Miss_guiding us.
124 · Jul 2021
Together we
Together we accomplish more,
Depending on what you want,
And what you want is fun,
As usual, why wouldn't you give it a try
And suffer quite less.

May I never have the good common sense to care about such wonderful friends.

You weren't there when I suffered,
You didn't give your helping hand
But your mockery,
May this mockery of mine
Help some good friends.

May this mockery and the cruelty of my soul
Be all in the name of Justice.

Be it all in the name of the worthy.
Gosh, I am not eggsagerating,
Am I not extremely bring right now?

If you don't want a miracle or that justice
Then that's that!
Find some friend.
Flashnews of "The Story"
124 · Jul 2021
you fooled me
You told me that I should be forgiving,
That I should never seek for revenge,
That I should forget,
Just like an animal...
I rebelled!
Just like an animal I felt
Trapped and fooled;
Don't tell me you don't,
Don't tell me you don't know,
What have I become?
Oh, I don't know.
Still looking for a way to improve the impossible...
And possible everything is, impossible to forget.
123 · Jul 2021
If you wanted to lose me
there must have been something wrong,
There must have went something wrong, somewhere...

If you wanted to lose me like this, there must have been
Wrong and wrong doing.

Here's mine: Telling on you, hoping you'll mind your own preferences
And learn your hearts places.
123 · May 2021
Cosmic DNA
I have become a nobody
And that is not a shame,
That is an opportunity,
My opportunity to leave behind all the pain,
Rid myself of the burden or learn how to carry the load
With the ease of photons gliding on the rods of solar loom,
Explosions having sunlight pass through thick air,
Hit grounds and products of their existence-manifests,
Cast Shadows over surfaces exposed, Surf with the aliens, walk with the man,
With the moon and stars and planets a movement
Spiralling to expand the sheet of paper that's a Universe asking to collide, intersect, take a glance at...
A parellel...
Our
Cosmic DNA
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123 · May 2021
With her
You're with her now,
Mocking me and my soul,
Inspiring my heart to grow
Feelings I never had before...

You're with her now,
Laughing at my heart and soul:
The fool I was. You're right...
Inspiring my heart grow
Feelings
Which may count as dangerous.
The fool I was... Thinking....

                   One must do.
But you were undoable.
"Thanks Lord" You give praise.
You, with her, laughing, mocking,
Making my heart rise
Over centuries if pride.
Feelings....
                      With her.
With jealousy out of love, passionate hatret, no reasons, just fair a pack full of sentiment
122 · Dec 2020
Cry of pride
Above you are, claiming your souls,
Your need is to conquer.
Cry of pride, anger and sorrow,
A strong spirit, stern, calm remains.

You're forgiven, my child,
You aren't among restless souls.
Called you are to curse back if cursed.
One day, maybe I'll learn,
I had to, for the sake of my soul.

Playful net, a miracle made,
Desperate chords expressing live feelings.
All those who have once felt the same feel;
My God, rest their souls, still forgiving.
A heart strong, in hell, no more living.
© All rights Reserved Theodora Oniceanu
122 · Jul 2021
Soul seek
If one could read all the many stories
The past has to tell about her,
About him,
About them,
About things.

She lost her life,
Redemption was brought to her,
She built a life and had a child,
She lost a baby
But life somehow brought it back,
Brought him back,
Brought her back...
In all your travels may you see
All the soul and souls you could love
And the things you couldn't take
But tried to accept,
See the value in it,
Get yourself out there where you belong.

There is no mistake greater than not SeeKing the path to Redemption of your own soul, love...
Even if hurtful, sometimes...
Without the sun in your eyes and the moon and the stars,
Without the people you can't enjoy...
Somehow making it for the better world
That has all the right to live well.

But I am looking for my soul,
I'm a wanderer, a seeker, a retriever,
A believer, someone who creates...
Someone who was suddenly there,
Being on the path, trying to make meaning of her life,
And I am there, where I can hear
The Rage,
The rage
Suffering united can produce!
All the Rage our suffering united can produce!

From that Rage: live!
Crush things down, they loved their lives, it's their lives!
Crush things down, they loved their lives,
But I don't want their lives to live, I want to build mine.
Belle bell,
There where your heart belongs,
Dear one
Who can't be but unhappy this way,
You must Have found some solution
But the world was against your ways.

Yes, people should be there where they belong,
And out of hell a hand should be given,
To the one who can't take it anymore,
Yes, a whole world against your ways;
For some it would be better if you weren't there,
Ignorance is bliss but not knowing must be even worse.

Yes, yes, a whole world against your ways.
Your ways weren't good enough...
As if you're smart you aren't...
If you're good you are,
If you...
May you be respected for what you've become.
121 · Jul 2021
Well
At least I was told the truth to my face,
I know how ugly, how pretty and why.
As if I was only clue less,
As if it will ever matter sometime

As if... MiracleS
SoS

😁
121 · Mar 2021
Tante, ma tante (The Visit)
"My warrior, don't leave me!
She said, her heart in tears,
Her eyes with shines of wonderful surprise
All wrapped in fright."

" Don't worry, my great love,
I Will be back sooner than you can spell
Ivory Tower. "

"Oh, but I want to move!"

"Please, dear! It's for the best. Do trust me!"

"Oh, but I refuse, solanellely!"

"Then I will have to leave with a heart too sorrowed..."

As Missy watched the film tare down
Her heart of plastic wrap
Hanging above the TV set ideas started float
Around her hearts all left to hang above
Without a hope.

A day in town, away from the crowd,
Paying a visit to an aunt.
Return back home after Tea...
A ladies beauty spa, a New Cafe and... one *** shop: she enters:
- Hello! Do you have any metal *******?
.....
120 · Nov 2020
Heavy Light
“Stuck in this sentence of two words you once spoke,
in a tongue I thought I should know
all secrets and meanings
then go...out there and explore
its factual beauties.
I struggle to become the whole I was shown
I can embrace and fight!...
~ I am having the beats of your light!
Now, while gathering the small bright particles of life,
I am making a promise to myself:
“I will keep this magic powder safe from the wrath
of the enemy inside!”
“-You go into fantasy! you go into that light!”
This reality’s darkness was making me mad!
You brought your love into this darkness of mine;
“I think I am the one who was right but felt wrong about it...
All ... this Time!”
~
A word of caution,
A spirit in need for a holy distraction.
I don’t want to pay attention to every detail of my feelings towards you,
Towards everything around
travelling with us while taking the opposite sense,
a different path to push us all
to the same old
dark grey
curtains
which cover and reveal a brilliance the gifted ones, bathe in”

“while playing on the beautiful
mysterious scene.”

From: Teodora Oniceanu. “Time Files”. PersonAll.
© All rights Reserved Theodora Oniceanu https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kLCfGqFw5ME&t=5s
120 · Jul 2021
Why do I know my soul
This sad,
Broken with love and care  put down
And why is this calmness telling of the great fighter,
The warrior I've become!
Oh, the warrior I've become!

Oh, the worrier!

Can you help me calm down? Find the solution?
Find the solution.
119 · Jul 2021
Keeping titles in the tower
For a solitude imposed,
Fathers, mothers wishing me so much time to live!
Oh, this wonderful life kept in captivity,
I thought I made it fun,
I thought I made it sad,
Until I WOKE UP and learned the real path,
Until I WOKE UP and really thought!
118 · Jul 2021
Left to the sea
Said to be imperfect,
But perfectly created.

She danced on the waves,
She swinged on the waves
Of perfection

Then one Day came back to see all your perfect Children.
Was she too perfect? Did you trust her ways? What made you think she could make it?
118 · Jun 2021
After your name got greater
More life,
                  MORE
                               life More.
117 · Jun 2021
No no I
Nono is a fine bird!
Comes to the window every morn
Beak ticking - tock tick-tock talk
Telling me there is some time,
There is some time left for a little fun...

No, no. I didn't see the pain, nor the suffering...
I didn't see the tears...
No no! The solutions seekers
Don't know of the unfair...
No no... In our quests
We don't get to hurt another heart.
No, no...
In our  search for a solution
We don't get to be hurt.
*I wasn't depressed for a long part of my existence... And don't know how that is...
But I have looked for answers and solutions... Please, do not punish this.
117 · Nov 2020
High Fidelity Feel
On the Alley of Sin, we spin,
Trying to get back to that Holy Being
we need!

“They are debating my soul”
“-You are losing your time with them”
“-Please, step into my world!”

He gives me a kiss...
I put the world into my pocket and walked away...
A kiss in the name of the Father.

You are drowning in acid tears for me
But I don’t seem to care,
You are diving into the bitter darkness; I’m seeing this in a past
cup of coffee...
You are drinking it!
I am smelling it!

You were drawing us to the forbidden land
But someone gave me a hand;
I’m suddenly crying for all that you lost,
my friend.
~
Taking a pause!
“- Resting your cause!”
I am going down with a high spirit and see
People walking in slow motion...
their steps are telling me
a story...
“Have patience, you’ll be...!”
Advice for the silent he gives.

*
Alone in this copper house,
I’m getting the bits of your shattered lights.
“I am not alone, and have never actually been!”
Love is in my mind now, and your mind in my heart,
My soul is somewhere in my memory...
and memory’s greatness shall hide in for me!
Then I will light a candle in the living memory of whom you ”

used to be.

“- Yes, my Holy Being! It is you my Pain Killer! I shall take you in!”

From: Teodora Oniceanu. “Time Files"PersonAll”.
© All rights Reserved Theodora Oniceanu https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Ufxwft53pA&t=8s
116 · Jun 2021
Become a character
One can't live without being a character!
Made of pure hatred,
I don't know why you love me so much!
It must be me being a saint,
As I don't know myself
Being too arrogant to care,
Being a ****** something else
Laughing at you
When you quarrel with the mushroom.
What did they say back to you?
It must have been for the best as the too tense felt better.
Interesting phenomena,
Mushrooms spreading their healthy issues.
115 · Jul 2021
Oh, no
From the rain brought down on earth
Crops have grown
Evolved some species of plant,
Seeds can live and grow,
Seeds can become so beautiful
Feeding us well.

Farm tales.

I think I already had something said of some pigs and some cows...
And chickens...
Other animals were involved,
But said not enough of the noble horse and the mighty peacock.
But there's much more, there is much more! And all of you quite know how many animals...

And we all joke until it becomes not funny anymore
But there's solution.

I've lost my soul
Or did the soul lost me?
Either way: as long as we can be happy...!
"Maybe you had a good life but you had to ruin mine... and I had to say goodbye, still, you wouldn't let me...
You like seeing us hurt,
Broken, humiliated for all the strength we show,
For all the weakness we exposed...
For anything that is, that was...
Once yours
Oh, but for ten times much more!
You would
Humiliate us more
I know...
I had to flee
As you were too ugly to accept and let me be."

©Theodora Oniceanu
And I give praise to the Lord every day for not feeling, not caring... Not suffering anymore
115 · Jul 2021
The only way
The only way you were willing to offer
Is the slave way,
Now what can I say?
Slaves you always use then destroy
For maybe they'd tell,
May be they'd tell on you,
Their story spread all over the world.
You may never have me,
Never see me again after all this abuse!

Didn't you have enough fun?
Put în the shoes of the Child who deserved to have some fun,
Still not grateful enough.
114 · Jun 2021
And if I rebelled
And you didn't know
It's because someone loved you.
114 · Jan 2021
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A Deco Pass Poem
I claim the invetion but it's interesting how many have done this for a long time now without seeing the poetry in it.

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113 · Jul 2021
Arrogance
The greatest proof of stupidity
Reality Tests
*And I found that I can be an arrogant fool as well.
113 · May 2021
Grin Grin
Sleeping in a soup of ignorance
(perfect ignorance - Complimenting your knowledge)
Fine with my fantasies and dreams
... They were all lived...
... at some point of existence...
They were all liveD
113 · Jul 2021
Maybe somebody loved you
Once...
For what?
Go ask your god(s)
As I said, everyone is a God in his own way, these days. One only has to see that and look for their best waves.
Best winds and sails.
Killing Dragons,
Hard times forced into the storming rain
On a ship where some sang
Of everything they had carried
From their grounds.
113 · Nov 2020
Where
When everything you do is a mistake
You know it's over,
Where is my heart now, my soul,
I said I sold it but now I know what a great liar I am,
Running for salvation, looking for a way out of hell.

Where is my love-life?
I probably imagined everything that was,
Everything that is,
I watch you grow and live,
Running for salvation when put down by your pride.

Decision desperate to reach heavens,
I was told that one must first go through hell.
Well, where do you think I was?
I watched you live the extraordinary
Imagining myself there.

Where is my friend now?
I hope not lost, they needed a good life just like I do,
I watch you grow wiser and wiser every day,
And I can't have enough of it,
Running for salvation, she was right,
I must be looking for the light.
Part of my "Natural" collection,  © All rights Reserved Theodora Oniceanu
113 · Jun 2021
There is me
Not feeling sorry
And you: not accepted the apology
And there is me not willing to apologise
As your apology was so right
That it ended the right thing to do
And your pride so much greater
That I learned how to be just like that:
Too proud, knowing my place...
You want me in your life so I can hear you
How beautifully you can shout and curse me
Send me to a fyck
Abuse me...
Couldn't you just get yourself a plastic doll
To **** up like that?
They even have mouths to say a few words to you these days!
112 · May 2021
Origami Book
Tell me the story of that Page you treasured more,
In that book of your life that didn't mean but
A drop in the oceans of pages filled with words and tears,
Images to rest our souls with.

Tell me all that story of your youth, lost hours In words,
Feelings adorned with the explorations of shapes
Moving you on the abstract waves of games,
Thinking of that first Page in the origamy-heart-book you designed
To impress a sad Old child.
Origami book
112 · Jul 2021
Tales from within
I tell myself I think,
And I think only well,
I listen and I work,
I look for and I play,
I seek and hide.

I tell myself tales asking, asking for help,
I imagine to turn things that upset into a haven,
Heaven in my head, heaven in my head,
I should have remained depressed, died alone
For my family turned so embarrassed.
For my hurting soul to the extreme.
*Who wasn't after your good reason ing and brains and why?
Oh, why didn't eat some great brains!?

Left with a few character types arranged from the heart and soul that got to matter more,
Fixed a head to serve an interest,
Life of sweet turned to great wisdom.
111 · Jun 2021
You want to be an idol
But you MissLead and cheat,
You teach us to be little
And good for nothing ******
And if we dare to raise you
A better human then
We're told We're nothing, we are put down,
We're taught the hard lesson of being wrong
As right would be too hard, too hard to take
And if we dared and managed and helped you'd find a way to punish us...


Oh... The Kid... The kid you aren't.
Oh,... The kid kidding around you aren't!
You serious child! Why won't you just live the hell out of great trouble you couldn't take!?
Your sweet butterflies created in the perfect lab
Have visited me in a dream,
They told me so many things that my gut felt forced to train itself,
Stretch to sentence them to a higher flight
Where they could find everything they couldn't want but the way they loved: peaceful
Butterflies fluttering their wings, flying up, flying down,
Mesmerising my mind,
Where's the bee?
They bring pollen that took on their wings
But the bee,
The bee is bringing her honey and her poison and her humming,
Then a buzz,
Then a flight in the search of more flowers.

I ate three thousand butterflies and their queen
Had no problem.
111 · May 2021
A need expressed
Would you beat the filth out of me?
If I asked you, please...
Would you make me worthy?

Could you Save me from myself and this sickening truth that's too ugly?

An invention, this dragon fighting me,
An invention the devil...  

   God likes us chopped by these chosen.
I Will turn into their nightmare and haunt them
As... they disturbed me.
        They chopped me.

I'll forgive them, if I can.
If not, I' ll have to chop them.
With what (soul) should I forgive
                                                                        ?
With which (heart) could I forget
110 · Jun 2021
What can I do
For that memory
Of your greatness
And that wish of well for both of our worlds?
Not accepting the truth of a recollection of wisdom
În these wars there is nothing but techiques,
Strategies
And shades of fantasy and trouble.

Oh, Thank you Father. Now I'm a very good *******! Keep being prouder!
109 · Jun 2021
Always in need of a victim
Oh, what the honour,
What the Grace!
Have faith,
They'll fight and ruin it,
Your soul.

Have mercy,
They will convince you that you're stupid.
You and your soul.

Be arrogant,
You'll find yourself nothing but a fool.
You selved soul!

Be faithful,
You'll be thrown out of the door,
You peaceful arogant fool!

Be hard like a stone.
107 · Jun 2021
As if what....
Your Father did was not enough...
Now your Mother?

If only, one had the good common sense...
I used to have the good common sense...
But I lost it... Somehow... And that felt finally good.
107 · May 2021
Ah, the pride and glory
It's a good thing that I Have
To Eat and Sleep and Crap
For crap
This world so forgiving and giving us a good ol' ****!
It's a good thing to be able to eat and go to a ****!
Such a good thing, really,
I couldn't be more proud!
106 · Jun 2021
A family
Too proud for me...
                              She thinks she knows.

She must be greater...
                              And  I must be here...

A family


Is a family...
If you can accept... A family like that!
A good family like that...
106 · Jan 2021
Those who can't be reached
You keep me alive,
Your passion, your soul,
The flame of your heart, bright,
The light in you, inspiring!

Love of my life, we had our wonderful times,
Now we're reliving our best decisions,
Times of sorrow, times of suffering,
All gone... there's nothing but happiness
We seek...
There's nothing but happiness to find here!
All this for the deserving.
106 · Jul 2021
Birdie Apps Flights
I don't know what one has to do to be perfect. And perfect for what?
That is the question! Some wish ill some wish good and one has to know what is what and who is who...
Some do and some others do and we do do
Birdie Jobs
Take care not to be caught by a train re-moving bones from flesh and other crap I am capable of.

And I've seen the garbage of a world that made it!

Some get beaten for being willing to learn and lead a good life in this kind of treason and some believe in other means.
But I am not right when I say that it is unfair what some...
106 · Jun 2021
(Bad) Habit
As I wait in this loud silence imposed
While the war makes soul of our hearts and brains
I learn
I weep
I tell
I can't explain to myself this crave for suffering.
It must be a habit
Imposed
As well
Made
As the hives of bees.
Could I accept the miracle?
Was I supposed to hurt him more?
I can't explain myself this crave for suffering.
It must be a bad habit.
105 · Jun 2021
All the honour
Of being a stupid depressed *****,
Just because he likes you that way...
Just because she likes you that way...
Oh, the honour!
105 · May 2021
Ah, being poor...
Speaking nothing of the shame
Of not playing it too well,
Where's my strength?
All that certainty
I built
Taking all that I could take
From a teacher or a friend,
Taking nothing from a poisonous egotistic problem.
I must have hurt you,
Oh, you poor thing,
I barely dared to live that something beautiful...
But when time comes time comes
And one may deserve what they want.

How? By killing another one,
Or making them turn into their greatest sickening worst.
For everything we love and save
We will get punished, in the end...
As if we didn't live it...
As if we didn't suffer enough...
As if, without suffering
There will be no end you can love.
*How many trophies do you need?
And what the kind?
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