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The Misconstrued Jun 2019
Rip out my heart,
Carve out my brain,
I just want to stop feeling or thinking ever again.
  Mar 2019 The Misconstrued
grace
I say the wrong things at the wrong time
Like when 'I love you' is thrown around at the drop of a dime
The Misconstrued Feb 2019
I want to stop taking all these pills in all colors, shapes and sizes
I want to stop taking all these bad vices
If only someone assured me that just being you suffices
Sometimes i want to die, burning to ashes
feeling low
The Misconstrued Jan 2019
How can I learn to love myself
when all you taught me was that I am not worthy?
How do I start?
What do I do of the festering wounds that decorate my body?
The Misconstrued Jan 2019
Riding back home from my short lived adventures,
into the dark oblivion.
The starry night holds no promise of a restful sleep.
I am returning to my pain that I cannot seem to escape,
that dance behind the curtains almost teasing me
till I fall into an almost fitful sleep,
where my demons come engulf me yet again.
Lost. These sentences may not make sense to you but make perfect sense to me as I relate a scene from my life. Time to light up another joint...
The Misconstrued Jan 2019
Had by all,
Yet, none can have me.
Go figure.
Unfortunately,
It is easier
To put-out the light
From our own inner-flame,
Than it is
To put light
Into someone's inner-darkness,
When they have no morals,
Remorse or shame.

~ Shutting off.

By Lady R.F. (C)2019
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