lost
Trapped in the shadows,
Banished to the darkest thoughts and memories.
is there a god to save me?
Been pushed back to far for you to pull me back to were i was,
im sick of being here alone,
cant find my way back home,
every move i make has got me stuck in the darkest place,
i feel as im being held at the end of my rope
i wanna believe that there is still hope,
every day i ask my self if this is real,
i wonder how long it will take for me to heal,
im feeling so cold,
Maybe I was born to walk this earth alone,
wondering im the darkness to find the light,
the light to guide me home.

Take my hand, just to stand again
Broke myself, just to feel the pain
Finding words, nothing real yet
Shadows walk in line with you and I
Hoping we can show them the light again
Can we find ourselves and fight another way?
Or are we made to decay?

Maybe we were never meant to be
I never saw the warning signs
Maybe I was never good enough
Dark clouds washed away the sun

And if you call my name, Can you hear
The echos coming from the halls
I’m not your criminal, bound by the
Chains you tied around my wrists

And you let me down
Stabbed my back, just to watch me bleed
Left me all alone
You cut me out, just to watch me fall
I saw the devil in her eyes
It’s eating me alive

And she screams at me
Throwing empty words like hand grenades
And I’m losing sleep
Singing songs of broken serenades

I always seem to lose myself in you
Even when you don’t want me to
Ashes to ashes, we’re turning to dust
An eye for an eye, we slowly start to rust

And you let me down
Stabbed my back, just to watch me bleed
Left me all alone
You cut me out, just to watch me fall
I saw the devil in her eyes
It’s eating me alive


My mind feels like a battlefield
Every breath is a war
My hearts on the frontlines
I can’t take it anymore

The road that lays ahead shows me nothing but hollow minds and burning hearts.
Rip me open and Ill show you I’m to far gone to care.
Peel back my eyelids so I can show you the pain scared into my soul.
I try and tell myself that this pain will eventually pass,
but even now I can’t believe the lie.
Maybe I was born this way,
or maybe I was cursed to carry this around.
What lies within is kept under lock and key,
And I’m to afraid to show the world the real me,
the angry me,
the lonely me,
the burning me,
the fading me.

Hollow Heart

I’m lost and alone inside my mind
(Locked away)
But I’m just to weak to find the way out
Someone save me from myself
(Darkness closing in)
But I’m just to numb to fight right now
I lost the pieces holding me
And I start to fade away

Now I’m lost in the haze
I’m caught in the blaze
how can I stop the fire filling up my eyes
All these scars will remain
And I’m the one to blame
I can’t fight the fear flowing through my veins
Bury me down with all my sins
God take this hollow heart away

I don’t wanna stay awake and be afraid
Just to fall asleep and face my dreams,
Not again,
It feels like everyday I waste away
Feels like every smiles killing me,
So suffocating,
I wanna find my saving grace
To teach me how to reach for help
But the guilt is just so ******* blinding
And I can’t hold on
I can’t hold on

Now I’m lost in the haze
I’m caught in the blaze
how can I stop the fire filling up my eyes
All these scars will remain
And I’m the one to blame
I can’t fight the fear flowing through my veins
Bury me down with all my sins
God take this hollow heart away

Theres nothing to say
A disease spreads around your heart
Was it the weight of the world?
Or were you broken from the start?
Dont leave me empty handed
Just let me set you free
Lost and abandoned
Ill carry you with me

You only have one chance
Please dont waste it
You only have one life
Dead God please dont take it

Take these wings and fly
I see you falling away
I couldn’t leave you today
I couldn’t leave you to die
we can make it to the sunrise
I feel your heart beating tonight
You need to hold on(hold on)
So please just breathe
Just breathe

From the coldest decay
I see you can feel it in your bones
When you fade away
Theres nothing left, theres nothing at all
Ill savor the silence
Can you hear me calling your name?

So please come back to me
I cant feel you any more
Please come back to me
Dont turn your back and walk away

Dont live your life hanging on to yesterday  

Take these wings and fly
I see you falling away
I couldn’t leave you today
I couldn’t leave you to die
we can make it to the sunrise
I feel your heart beating tonight
I need you to hold on(hold on)
So please just breathe


You only have one chance
Please dont waste it
You only have one life
Dead God please dont take it

The screaming never stops,
The piercing pain never ends,
One more day of this and surely i wont make it till tomorrow.
Why can no one hear it?
Is it all in my head?
Am i going insane?
I plead and shout for god to take my pain away,
But god never came.
Finger on the trigger i replay my life,
Now im sure this is now it ends.
The curtain closes and i take my bow,
The shows over,
You can all go home.