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Feb 2019 Shang

I care

Feb 2019 Shang

UnitingWriting

I care

The way you stand
The way you sit
The way you secretly laugh for a bit
You’ve been hurt
You’ve been broken
And yet your heart is wide open
You think no one sees
You think no one cares
But that is really just not fair
Because I see
Because I do
My heart is filled by just looking at you

#you #i #care

Feb 2019 Shang

i am like a gray cloud

Feb 2019 Shang

em

i am like a gray cloud

i am like a gray cloud
not pretty in this sky.
i disappoint and displeasure
all the passerby.
this depression
is not a "this" thing
it just
is.

its me.

Feb 2019 Shang

1

Feb 2019 Shang

Llila

1

loving is like sleeping with a razor blade
it will cut you up in your sleep
and you’re a fool for thinking it wouldn’t

melodramatic and sleep deprived

Feb 2019 Shang

Forever

Feb 2019 Shang

Shreyashi

Forever

I wish to die
I wish my years get added to yours
& in this way, we remain attached, forever.

Oct 2018 Shang

msg delivered

Oct 2018 Shang

NV

msg delivered

01:52 am
have you ever asked yourself like why you so lonely?*

01:53 am
or empty?

that maybe you give too much of your essence to people and never leave any of you for yourself

01:55 am
i know i do

02:05 am
and like that's maybe why i get so attached to humans

because in them,
i find myself

02:07 am
i need to change, because things shouldn't be this way

02:10 am
but it's hard sometimes you know, when most days you don't leave the house because you feel unworthy of the space you take up

02:16 am
so you'd much rather disintegrate into soil because you've become all too familiar with people stepping over you and admiring the outcome of your beauty but never the roots of your pain

02:19 am
i spend so much effort watering people in order for them to grow and hardly get enough sun shine to feed my own soul

02:25 am*
because i don't know how to do anything else but care for everyone but myself

Oct 2018 Shang

uu fought, Queen.

Oct 2018 Shang

Basetsana Mabelane

uu fought, Queen.

13,01.2k18

Pain visited me today,
It creeped in as an unexpected guest.
I felt his presence, he looked me in the eye & smiled as he tore my soul into pieces.
My world came crashing down…
Uncertainty filled my mind,
sadness befriended me
My eyes were appointed as clouds, they began their duty of giving out water.. causing non-perennial dams..

The touch of her hand,
I’ll never forget.
I watched her fight death, she put up a good fight…
God gained more than an angel but a soldier indeed.