If everything is as temporary as I’ve experienced, as people have warned me
I would rather stay on a mountain where no one can come then leave me
Just me and my thoughts until they consume me and I’m ready to close my eyes for the last time and fall into the trees beneath me
A smile on my face as I know that the world can never hurt me again
My biggest dream come true
My mind finally at rest
Lifeless


-26th April ‘19.

I take comfort in the reality that my days are numbered
And if I keep doing good deeds and avoiding evil I’ll wake up in a Paradise so beautiful where this life will simply just had been a bad dream
Ya Allah, I’m ready.

I’ve reached a stage in my life where I only want people around me who believe in God and higher powers
People whose stench reek of spirituality and enlightenment
Everything else just seems like a distraction
Temporary pleasure
An environment where I’m constantly reminded that I’m powerless by myself,
an insignificant being
That I’m at my most powerful when I’m connected to the universe’s frequency and surrender myself to Him.