Flashing warmth and faded light
//tell me I'm beautiful
sleeping softly in your arms\
"There is no quicker way to destroy someone than to isolate them."
Well-kept and unclaimed,
preserve the illusion
that to live in excess equals control
and control is safety
of never fearing change
Control is love and love is fear
You know someone well enough
to cut them deep
once you realize
you won't be able to keep them.
Flash them warmth and re-make their home into your faded light
grounded in affection
Which tastes
Yet again
Of fear.
"Enough is enough,"
but that won't stop the hold
The cold fingers grasping for fire
stripping bare the soul--
But hands can't bear
The Burden
And I can see
More light has drained from your eyes.
Fading light, fading warmth
Let us anchor our fates in each others' existence
sharpening the blame
Which soon will be used
To carve our hearts.
"The only way through is forward"
But i say
Take aim
****** deep,
With force enough to dislodge
Everything you no longer can keep
The only way through is through.
Enough wasn't enough.
There is no quicker more effective way
to destroy each other than fear
The illusion of knowing someone,
preserved well enough
to poison them
for the burden of their existence
Time, as a symptom
Of innocence
Of vanity
Spent sharpening your release:
"You're so beautiful"
"My sweet prince"
"Delicate Flower"
and finally:
"Why would I ever want to speak to you again?"
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an oldie but **** i forgot how good this was