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289 · Jul 2017
Summer
Andie Jul 2017
The cool breeze rustles the umbrella overhead
I dig my toes deeper into the warm sand, feeling the sun's tepid rays soak into my legs as a seagull drifts gently in the wind
I recline, watching the glistening waves crash down upon the compacted brown shore
Looking over, I see ice cream dripping down the cone onto the soft alluvium beach
I let it, why not?
Summer time fun
Andie Oct 2017
Then all the nations of birds lifted together
the huge net of the shadows of this earth
in multitudinous dialects, twittering tongues,
stitching and crossing it. They lifted up
the shadows of long pines down trackless slopes,
the shadows of glass-faced towers down evening streets,
the shadow of a frail plant on a city sill—
the net rising soundless as night, the birds' cries soundless, until
there was no longer dusk, or season, decline, or weather,
only this passage of phantasmal light
that not the narrowest shadow dared to sever.

And men could not see, looking up, what the wild geese drew,
what the ospreys trailed behind them in silvery ropes
that flashed in the icy sunlight; they could not hear
battalions of starlings waging peaceful cries,
bearing the net higher, covering this world
like the vines of an orchard, or a mother drawing
the trembling gauze over the trembling eyes
of a child fluttering to sleep;
                                                     it was the light
that you will see at evening on the side of a hill
in yellow October, and no one hearing knew
what change had brought into the raven's cawing,
the killdeer's screech, the ember-circling chough
such an immense, soundless, and high concern
for the fields and cities where the birds belong,
except it was their seasonal passing, Love,
made seasonless, or, from the high privilege of their birth,
something brighter than pity for the wingless ones
below them who shared dark holes in windows and in houses,
and higher they lifted the net with soundless voices
above all change, betrayals of falling suns,
and this season lasted one moment, like the pause
between dusk and darkness, between fury and peace,
but, for such as our earth is now, it lasted long.
By Derek Walcott - one of my favorites
265 · Nov 2017
Feet on Knives
Andie Nov 2017
A lace wrapping, a soft shoe, fit snug around her rosy toes
Softer than voile, the ribbons snake up her legs, bowed around
her ankles
Cool metal presses against the calfskin coverings
bolted in place, digging deep into the music

A perfect fouetté, and another, and another, and another, twenty-eight
more to go and she's still turning high above the earth, fourteen inches in the air, suspended only by the glistening steel beneath.

The ruffles fly out around her, arms loosely above, hair tight, toes
broken and strong
En pointe, a pinnacle achievement for those in the discipline, yet these points remain out of reach for most
as they dig deep
into the piano while she pirouettes en dehors right before the scarlet
cut
257 · Sep 2018
Quintessence
Andie Sep 2018
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Ify­oucouldruntheworldinadayyouwouldrunandifyoucouldswimtheglobeinani­ghtyouwouldswimwhyrestrainyourgiftswhenthebeautyistherewithinthat­simplyinhibitsthestreamofpulchritudefromyourbodyyourmindyourspiri­t
Underneathyouareuniqueaboveyouarethesamebuthowdoesthatfitintowh­oyoureallyareIfoneisaandalsobthenarenotyoujustthebeginningofanalp­habetandthereforenothinguseful?noonewantstothinkaboutthatthoughso­everythingcontinuesabovethefloorhighabovethetallestpeaksofyourper­sonalityasyouforceyourmindintocaptureanddisgrace
Nothingisworthth­epainyoufeelandthepurposeofitremainselusivelyabsenttothepointwher­eyoubelieveyoumustfindthepurposeofyoursufferingwhenallyouneedtodo­islookintheglassysurfaceofthemoonandseeyourshatteredeyesechoedint­hedepthsbuteventhenyouwouldneverchangehowbeautifulyouperceiveyour­selfandinsteadofallowingyourapotheosistoincandesceyouinsteadburno­utintoasparkonthewindwaftingdangerouslyovertherollingoceanswells
248 · Nov 2017
a Memory in which
Andie Nov 2017
your vignette fades into itself
static plays on the television
in and out my vision comes, loving
you, watching you leave me again

every night in which I incite myself to rise
on my lips lies only your name, and never yours

drifting away we know this can't last
if only it hadn't elapsed, then you could stay

Shostakovich's 15th builds in, ardent in passion I
remember your sultry dance, a pout,
a glimmer, take me back into elysian
Ariel couldn't bring you back herself
Who doesn't love the Tempest from Shakespeare?
246 · May 2021
Emulsion
Andie May 2021
the red glow, gentle, not as vertiginous as the air,
is saved only by its ethereal nature
from being swept up into the churning night.

it is this same nature that condemns it to
suffuse into the blooming blue lambency-
which is now green. and now peach.

even feigning surprise becomes impossible
in this place of transmutation
when examined by the soul

those with physical forms are not spared either
but some are more mutable than others:

peach juice, for example, ripens with glycerol, and relinquishes
its color when it diffuses into wine
which holds its color, no matter the light
and will seep through fabric, when conditions are right
like every other form of nectar here

so be free of it, drop it all on the ground
making little mounds of cloth, little
mole-hills in the dark

which blend less, but
black-and-white houndstooth
perfectly matches a brown
Birkenstock (or bag) in our own
personal heaven.
240 · Oct 2017
Pomegranates
Andie Oct 2017
drifting through
one red drop of blood
            forgotten

weaving rivers
flow between our cracked roots
            past the waterfall

   floating to falling
blood to breath
     in, release
   out; flow

anew
For him
233 · May 2023
Untitled
Andie May 2023
I'm on the roof again
up & down
not standing, nor jumping
reading
accepting the sun's
kiss through the wind's
bite like the cool smoke from
a menthol dart, piercing
my lungs
The warmth does little to soothe the
icefall in my heart.

I'm on the floor again
wet
under a grey blanket
too small for me
weighted
to emulate a body
too light for me
     but sufficient
for now.

Perhaps I'll take it into
the sun with me
warm and heavy
but it will block the
breeze
the coolness I'm now accustomed
to
but do not seek
233 · Mar 2018
Untitled No. 1
Andie Mar 2018
I want to feel you
taste your breath
absorb your skin
into mine
where is our connection                                                                               ?
do I love you
do you love I
let's not let the ink run
the brush dry
or the piano
fall to neglect
225 · Dec 2017
Good Morning
Andie Dec 2017
The morning mist coils about my feet as
the leash tugs us forward, drawn by
four little paws, two droopy ears, and a
permanently flickering tail. A most magnificent
sunrise was beginning to blossom across the
heavenly firmament. Rosy smoke spreading
red and gold through the air, when the
orb falls. Not a slow descent, but a collapse.
Light is ripped from my corneæa, a
whimper educed from the purple
ink in front of us and the leash
lies flat, empty. Clutching my arm, her
fear pours into me, stronger than the surrounding
bleak and black. And she too is gone, following the splintering
of wood and rock as the surround blows
away from me.
I cannot feel it anymore. The constant pull.
I believe it to be
once called
                                                                                                           gravity
because I am free now
I am good morning
222 · Apr 2018
For the Apple of My Eye
Andie Apr 2018
An apple tree bending under the weight  of its fruit
a breeze strong enough to shake the leaves from their branches, but
caring for naught more than their children
downwards they bend, twisting in their descension, until the very top ends of the tree have come to rest on the warm earth;
filled with love from their parents - the sun, the earth, and the tree,
they grow, they swell, almost to the point of bursting,
they have no choice but to grow
I think it's determination that pulls us through when you beg,
"just one more chance" my fruit
Part One
219 · May 2018
A love
Andie May 2018
a dozen red roses
the box lightly stained
by spring rain
A Haiku by Geri Barton
219 · Nov 2017
Love is a Dance
Andie Nov 2017
flesh drips
        a downward fall
honey from the comb
217 · Nov 2017
Submerged
Andie Nov 2017
At first. We smiled. We laughed. Synchronically.
We danced together, went out for lunch,
played little games to chase away the chills.

The pink lights shimmered down upon us.
You were so beautiful then, and remain so now.
But look at yourself. Look around.

Whose arm encompasses your side? Whose
arm mine? It's not mine. It's not yours.
You've left, I've left, and our
moon lies bleeding
lungs filling with water
212 · Jun 2018
Love Laws
Andie Jun 2018
The Love Laws* dictate

     (a) who can be loved by whom
     (b) and  how much

but they also say

     (c) when you hurt people, they
           can love you a little less
     (d) sometimes you will be
           torn between love and duty -
           it may help to make a list

*does not apply to the veshya,
  nor the God of Small Things
           - Chakcopappychachen Peter Mon
But Chakco is an abusive misogynist
211 · Sep 2018
the Thrill of it All
Andie Sep 2018
New Faces spin around my head, up and down
sharp jawlines, chiseled bodies, lips stained with fresh blood
a new one
long hair and soft curves, feel a ghostly hot breathe and you know
here we are, spinning around together, orbiting, vibrating
an old one
but a new one is all we need to forget an old one
ye olde stars always die, though not before we've found a new one
that's why the implosion hurts a little bit less
207 · Oct 2017
Gold
Andie Oct 2017
your words are just
weeds
growing deep in my lungs ; ears ; brain
filling me with dirt and deceit
but a **** is a plant in the wrong place
but a flower is a plant in the right place
206 · Oct 2018
Ensnaréd
Andie Oct 2018
light       refracts     into
your       cold          shining
prison
Encased in             our
most       desired   compound
a              rainbow ripples
across     the          crystal
surface
fists         bounce   and
words     are          formed,
but           I              cannot
hear
through  your       love
and         mine
Everyone is in a prison; some prisons are different than others
205 · Sep 2018
Temporal Displacement
Andie Sep 2018
It sits at the base of the stairs
that lead to the attic;
It sits on the landing floor just
before the basement door;
It rests in a liminal space.

Big, person-sized, it fills the end of the hall
way in the very back.
Carved by an entrepreneur de pompes funèbres with
a knack for carpentry and a deep
undying love for her husband.

Glass inlaid reveals the gears
within, once plated in bronze
but now with only a dull luster.
They haven't been treated gently
by that which they keep.

Two massive pendula swing
back and forth, back and forth, alternating
currents, propelled by springs
set in motion long before
Louis XIV lost to William III

The children like to sit and
watch the hands spin with the
pendula "tick" "tock" "tick"
as the face and hands are a
mottled bronze to match.

During Black Mass it's best not to
watch though. For sometimes a smell
emanates from the spaces between
the gears, "kcit" "kcot" "kcit" si
lla uoy raeh, dna emit seog
                                       sdrawkcab.
When will it be Halloween?
194 · Nov 2017
Goodbye
Andie Nov 2017
why should I allow myself to drown
for someone who wouldn't look in my direction?
it's time now, to go, to leave, and finally
to fly
189 · Sep 2018
Sunday, September 9th, 2018
Andie Sep 2018
strawberry milk tea
doesn't mix well with coffee
"oh, you taste sweet!"
older and younger meltaway
as the sun decides it's the end of the day
but there wasn't a lot
                of usable flesh
183 · May 2018
A Crucifix
Andie May 2018
here we hang, specters in the wind
nails in our wrists, crowned king
our necklace of rope binds us to the sky
feet dangling, blood dripping, all down
we hang crucified
our blood rusts the nails
drops of blood work harder than
sin
we fall every day
~originally in spanish~
177 · Apr 2018
The Apple Grows
Andie Apr 2018
Kyanized hearts
lusting after tomorrow
maybe these fragmentations,
needing no more than vasopressin,
operate on one simple concept

please keep growing, bigger and fuller
querulous voices expressing their dissent
ridiculous, every last one of them
still, the tree knows, and
tormented, she laments
Part Two
174 · Nov 2017
Charms
Andie Nov 2017
honey and flesh
dripping from their weary dreams
a ripple in an orchard of diamonds
grey flurries fall soundless
sorcery in the shadows

gentle forms toil within the frigid air
scorched in dusk, damaged from the storm
their tears flow
collect in the aperture of tempests
elucidating

lifted, their fate descends into moonlight
the rain stops
fate awakens
becomes silken
and separates
172 · Apr 2018
Crabapples
Andie Apr 2018
carmine petals dance in the wind
the fruit is soon to follow
this winter is colder than we thought
careful, the frost has been known
to ignite the inflammable
to the end
Part Three
168 · May 2018
Un Crucifijio
Andie May 2018
aquí nos ahorcamos, espectros en el viento
tornillos en nuestras muñecas, coronados reyes
nuestra collar de cuerda nos ata al cielo
pies colgando, sangre goteando, todo abajo
nosotros colgamos crucificados
nuestra sangre oxida los tornillos
gotas de sangre trabajan más duro que
pecado
caemos todos los días
Andie Feb 2021
The air, it shimmers when we’re at this height
mixed with low light makes a good time tonight
my heart is beating, lungs are breathing,
yet in my skull, there’s very little thinking
Until we shift and my eyes refocus,
and then it hits me - only one thing worth notice
That’s you, of course, and what a fitting allegory,
I almost believe that it tells the whole story

Of the one that moves slow, the other: quick
But I wouldn’t change a single bit
I love our walks, the regular picnics
And our calls in summer, I must admit

And with this time I’ve learned to understand you, Dexter
This is a brag, perhaps, but not conjecture
With a gesture, you give a lecture,
Thankfully this class will last past the semester

While evergreen is our wintery scene, lit with snowflakes, alligators, and all things between
I cannot help but gaze on to spring, for who knows what joys that season will bring?
Up we’ll rise, held by the flowers in bloom, mimicking between our thighs, I presume
And how fitting that the magnolia tree blossoms at six months for you and me.
I didn't know I could rhyme, I guess that's what happens when you stop writing for a few years
162 · Sep 2018
An 18th
Andie Sep 2018
our moon circles about the earth
our earth circles about the sun
and yet I don't feel like I'm spinning

My head is clear, my eyes are closed, my heart is
open and I am alive

The past is over and the future is far away and
here we are now; Living
breathing, an existence

absolute in its simplicity enigmatic in its complexity

my life's ephemera flashes before me as I stand in the same
realm I did last year, the same position in the void of space
calls to me

and as I sit, wafts of the Darjeeling mixing with bubbles of music, June, I know that I am happy. I know I am ready

— The End —