tonight i will wait
i will wait for hours
i will wait for days
i will wait for you
no matter how long it takes

i am lonely
and there is nobody to talk to
the only i can do
is wallow in my self pity
and let my mind convince me i am doomed

i am falling
but i cannot reach out for help
because i am still waiting
waiting for you to come back
i'm waiting for you to hold me once more
i am waiting for your open arms
and your comfortable embrace

so tonight ill wait
ill wait for
hours
i will wait for days
i will wait for you
no matter how long it takes.

I remember climbing the grades as I watched time in 2X
My youth slipping though my fingers
And suddenly life is harder and you have urges to do bad things
And suddenly you’re not a kid
And suddenly I’ve learned to navigate the walls of my own mind
And now I’m not a kid
And my youth is gone

i see you everywhere
from the prettiest flower in the field
to small little song lyrics

i see you when the wind blows though the trees and they wave hello to my heart
i see you when i see your favorite color
or your favorite food

i see you every time i listen to your favorite songs
when i read the lyrics i remember how much i love you
i see you everywhere

from the comforting rain
to anyone who mentions your name
i remember that my heart
is forever yours

even if we parted ways
i could never forget you to that day
my heart would still be yours
and i would yearn for the comfort of your embrace

whenever i softly hum
my mind always drifts to you and your soft voice
and i remember that i see you everywhere

and i promise
that i would never forget any detail about you
from your favorite color, to your birthday, or your sweet smell
i would still see you everywhere.

I was always there
You said you cared
I sent the message
16 hours no reply,
You said you cared
Yet I am suspended midair
All you shed was a single tear
The next day I was forgotten

I lay underground
26 hours no reply.

my skin is my own
sewn to my bones
my blood is pumping
i can feel it rushing

my heart is heavy
with past mistakes
i promised myself i would never make

my brain is riddled with lies
i tell myself it’s okay to cry
yet i still wipe the tears from my eyes

i fell some type of pull
towards you
like two magnets of the opposite poles
we attract

my arms are weak
from working endlessly
to please
everyone around me

my skin is sewn together
woven together by a thread
yet it’s meaningless
because my pain is still present

i am wrapped in my sadness
like a living mummy
my body is not my own
and my mind is unknown

i am trapped
in my coffin
strapped to my deathbed
i feel undead