Thinking of the first time you slapped me and how I was stunned, too stunned to react
And how it escalated from there, into scratching and biting and cutting and burning
And how the light in your eyes made me numb to the pain
And how the taste of my blood in your mouth suddenly became heaven
And how you ran your fingers through my hair and told me you knew you could do anything and I'd still be right there
And how you were ******* right, you're still ******* right because the second you call me love, I accept all of the poison just to have you back.