Because on that day,
the day that the sun shined bright and the waves rolled strong,
Your consummate hazel eyes glistening,
allured me to you.
Your ash-blonde hair, flowing in the wind.
Perhaps if i was able to resist you, my world would be in one piece right now.
But I couldn't.
Perhaps if i hadn't brushed the sand off my body, and joined your stupid volleyball game,
I wouldn't be writing this.
Because your love was one that consumed me.
It absorbed the life out of my soul,
depleted my happiness.
I still remember the smell of cigarettes and cologne,
and
the place where I pictured my life with you.
Where do you go when your whole heart relinquishes from your body?
When the person you thought you would spend your life with,
gets on a plane, and flies across the country, forever.
2,299 miles away.
Maybe this is how it was supposed to be,
who really knows anyway?
It still hurts the same.
*s.m.