You watched me turn to long sweatshirts and away from all the sleeveless cropped shirts
You watched my eyes turn into black tunnels as all the light faded away from them
You watched me turn to alcohol and cigarettes knowing how fast they could **** me
You watched me drown knowing that I didn’t know how to swim in all that water
You watched me fall hard and harder each time but never stopped to help
You watched me sink as the sun sank below its horizon everyday
You watched me cry everyday as another part of me died
You watched me turn from the light towards the dark
You watched me become lonely, lost and insecure
You watched me burn all the memories away
You watched my sentences grow shorter
But you didn’t help me and then
Came a point where there was
Nothing left nothing
Except the
Silence.
I can't do it anymore. I can't stop.
I don't even know who I am anymore