She looks into my eyes
but I look away.
I know they're full of lies
and I don't want more pain.

You found her, and you met her.
Yet she was, and still is broken,
when you get to know her.

Be with her. Stay. Be in her shoes. Isolate yourself with her at times she feels like doing it. Feel as if the tears she keeps wiping were yours. Feel her torn pages as if a page of yours has been teared up. Be with her in her lonely galaxy. Be the leaf that catches her raindrops when it rains endlessly. Be the wall that welcomes her cold back when she leans at times her world were too heavy for her to remain standing in one piece. Be what she didn't tell you to be. Moreover, be everything she would be grateful for later.

Just be there for her. She might tell you she wanted to be alone, but trust me; she wanted for someone to be alone there with her, too.

Fighting the same old battle everyday
Gonna end this all today
Let me drown in the rain today
I don't wanna live everyday like its doomsday

You watched me turn to long sweatshirts and away from all the sleeveless cropped shirts
You watched my eyes turn into black tunnels as all the light faded away from them
You watched me turn to alcohol and cigarettes knowing how fast they could **** me
You watched me drown knowing that I didn’t know how to swim in all that water
You watched me fall hard and harder each time but never stopped to help
You watched me sink as the sun sank below its horizon everyday
You watched me cry everyday as another part of me died
You watched me turn from the light towards the dark
You watched me become lonely, lost and insecure
You watched me burn all the memories away
You watched my sentences grow shorter
But you didn’t help me and then
Came a point where there was
Nothing left nothing
Except the
Silence.