I turn off the lights then I turn on the radio
I lay on the floor and my eyes are drawn to the window
I guess you never knew that it’s my daily attitude
I avoid meeting people outside
’cause I don’t wanna mix their voices with yours in my head
I walk with a blindfold around my eyes
cause I don’t wanna distort your picture in there
they think I’m living alone but I’m not lonely
they ask how can I communicate with the walls but I’m not crazy
maybe my way to live is kinda strange
but it’s my only issue to still remain alive
and despite the pain that burns me inside
I never think of leaving this world
the world, which contains my star!
to sleep in the night, I imagine you here
covering my body with your love and caressing my long dark hair with
your sweetness.
I cannot detach myself from my bed in the morning
if I cannot imagine your lips tickling my cheeks
and your words warming up my heart
I never have breakfast, lunch or dinner
If you are not around my kitchen, hugging my back and singing BABY YOU
ARE MINE
I know that I’ve got all the symptoms of a psychopath girl
and if you try to kick me out of this fantasy
I’m gonna be a dangerous criminal out of control
‘Cause you are my *******
and my life without you is like a Halloween
they ask why my eyes are always closed do I have to see a doctor?
I just reply that I’m filming a movie in which I’m the principal
director
and if you want to watch it, you have to buy your ticket at the
cemetery
gather around my grave the day of my death with my dreams
but don’t forget to recount me the end of my movie
‘Cause even when I’m the producer
I don’t have the right to chose the Farewell of my virtual story…

There is something that I can't understand
Something blinds me when I look in your eyes
It makes my heart tremble
Can't help it I'm sweating
Wanna run away but my body seems frozen
Oh don’t you know?
Love is a deadly virus
Once colonizes your veins
You become addicted
And if you wanna give up
You have a contract to sign up
Leave your heart and go
Or take it with you broken.
If I have to choose between life or death I'd rather die in your depth
At least you won't forget about me until your last breath
You might say I'm cruel
Oh baby I don't wanna play the fool
Love is a war I can destroy the world to get ya
And even if the sky explodes over my top
And the ground is shaking under my feet and the waves swallow my bones
My heart will never stop beating for you
Yeah love is a war that I don't wish to lose
Love is a fray between fear and valor
Either take the risk till the end or forget about it and move on
But since I've fell for you your love is nourishing my blood
And there’s nothing else I'd care about
Cause baby I love you and I will never stop fighting for you
Here in my valley there's no white flag above my door
And in my head it's now and ever or let’s die together

Each new day that comes
Is a repetition of the day that’s gone
I wake up alone every morning
I open my sunken eyes hardly
Looking at the ceiling of my room sadly I sigh tiredly
Then I leave my bed after my daily battle with my worn body
I have no desire to prepare my breakfast
Oh, don’t you know that my kitchen is on strike?
Tired of seeing my ugly face every day
Drinking my bitter coffee in silence looking at my last year’s
newspaper without even reading a single word
Maybe you’re a fan of loneliness
You dream of having a kingdom all yours
Live for yourself
Sleep with yourself
Play and laugh with yourself
Perhaps you envy me for what I hate
And you are ready to give everything to get what I pray to throw away
‘Cause you never met my surd life
You never knew how it feels to be sick and no one knocks at your door
And confirms that you’re still alive
You never knew how it feels to be sad and nobody pats your back
and tells you it’s gonna be alright
Yes you never knew how it feels to be left out in the dark
and no soft arms around to hold you tight
No lips dry your salty tears
falling down like a river on your cheeks
No gentle voice whispers I love you in your deaf ear
You never knew how to breathe without love
‘Cause you never knew how it feels to lose who used to love you to
death
Ask me about what I’m dying for
And I’ll shout and run with my bare feet
I NEED LOVE… YES I DO
I need to find hope in each sun ray
I need to love the way I’m loved like a fool
I need to find the little girl in me
that everyone spoils
everyone wants to make her smile
I need love because love needs me from a long time ago
I need love… yes I do
Because my heart is a volcano of emotions
You just have to touch it
Then it will explode and warm up your soul with the flames of its
surplus affections…

I have been in love for many times! 
but i was never able to make any of them lasts for life
I’m not ugly but I’m not beautiful
I’m not smart but I’m not an idiot
I’m not human but I’m not an alien
wondering why my heart is rejected after being stolen 
is like wondering why the sun rises from the east, not from the west
well, I’m not like the girls who cut their veins and drink their blood
I’m not the type who breaks up with food after losing the one i loved 
and i never thought of living in the dark and sleeping alone
my grandpa was a warrior, and I’m a survivor 
of course I grew up with the white snow who was saved by a kiss
and I lived a century with Cinderella, who was saved by a shoe pearl.
but I never dreamed of being saved by any hero prince
‘cause the midwife who helped mommy to give me birth
was miss reality in person.
and giving up on love doesn’t mean i don’t need love
but honestly i prefer writing about it
better than living it then become a depressed lover
yes, It’s strange, or maybe you think I don’t look like a girl 
with this weird brain
but lemme tell you something you never knew man
the reason why i don’t wanna be loved
It's because i don’t wanna be compared with the dolls you loved 
and being in love is like stripping myself from dignity and pride.
So the day you will choose me for who i am 
not because you want me to be who they are
i will grab you to my world then close the door
to live together till we die
but if you want to mix me with all the ingredients
that you had left to rot better not to approach
BOY.. I’m not her, I am me
and don’t hope that I will change to be perfect for you
whereas I’m aware that even her,
she did everything to be perfect for you too
but you still thirsty and you always order more than you offer

Everything is blur this night
you are talking but i feel blank inside
all i see is your lips moving up and down
And all i know is that my ears refuse to hear what you’re trying to say
I’m watching you but I’m not sure that you are watching me back
‘cause the expression that i have in my eyes has only one sense 
Stop your Obama’s speech you can take your love and go away now
but you are working hard to find excuses for yourself
Simply ‘cause you don’t wanna be the one to blame 
Did i say you are guilty?
Did i ask you to stay with me?
Did i beg you to never leave me?
Boy„if you have to leave
lemme whisper those words for you
in the name of our love
lemme perform my poem for the last time in front of you
I’m not yours and you’re not mine
No one could own the others hearts
also no one could stop us from being in pain
‘cause of the one we love 
I’m not sad but my heart is not okay
Not ‘cause you’re waving up GOODBYE
but ‘cause I’m not able to hold on to you and make you stay
my stupid heart won’t talk to yours
‘cause you already took it away
i know I’m not beautiful lady 
I’m not **** I’m not classy
I’m so simple and my style is ugly
But I’ve got a tender body to warm you up when you’re cold
my heart is a greatest empire that you could call it home
inside there is only love, happiness, and desire
my world is ordinary from the outside
but when you open my door
your eyes will get hurt ‘cause of the brilliance of its stars
i feel ashamed ‘cause i couldn’t
make you see the lights or touch the sky
but i will pray for you
to find what you were looking for from the start
even though i still believe
that i could be what you need to survive
but i won’t try to change your mind
‘cause you already thought about leaving me once
so you will certainly think about it twice
so before the pain of my heart grows up
i allow you to fly where you could smile
and as i promised before,
i will never let you know if I’m hurt or not
‘cause i don’t want you to live with any blame
even I’m pretty sure that once you go out this place
you won’t even remember my name….

I live in a wooden house
I cannot turn on the fireplace ’cause I may burn the walls
Winter has already come
and the snow covered my garden and cold froze the neighbor’s water
well
I look through the window and wait for you to come home
I’m so cold and I can’t feel the blood in my veins
you know, I’m not one of those who hate this season
I love the sound of the rain on my ceiling
I adore the steam coming out from my mouth to the glass then drawing
weird shapes and smiling
I like to wear my pink jacket and my Hello Kitty hat that my
grandma bought me
then going out to build snowman like I did last year
well I admit that I’m always the one who ate his nose
that’s why I told you, you should not use the carrot anymore
it’s our third winter together
but for me it’s the twelfth
’cause during those three years under the same roof
I knew only one season named cold
all my days were winter
your arms were always frozen
that even when you hold me I feel like I’m paralyzed
your words are so dry and your mind is always emptied
you asked me, “Why I like to hug and kiss my snowman? Isn’t too
dank?”
oohhh baby, i guess you never knew that you’re colder than a
snowman!
I can feel warmth even if you bury me under the frost
But I’d be cold, even if you built me a castle in your core
if you wonder why I’m still living in your frosted palace
you should know that even if you’re colder than a snowman
your heart is warm by the flame of mine
and if I go, you’re gonna lose the meaning of your life
even though you will never admit it when you look into my eyes…

Tonight I will speak to your heart
Tonight I will sleep in your eyes
Tonight I will reveal all what I’ve never dared to say before
Tonight my heart is naked
Tonight there is no need to wear the mask of friendship
because tonight my heart is kneeling for you
my heart cries while singing “I love you.”
tonight my heart is naked
Free from all its vestments of fears and doubts
All this time spent away from you
All this time of loneliness without you all the harm I endured when I saw you in her arms
All the tears that have been shed for you
They are all meeting with my heart under your foot in this room
illuminated by the flames of the fireplace
We are your slaves who watch for your happiness
we are soldiers who fight for your peace
we are the sun shining to comfort you and my naked heart is ready to die for you…
Tonight my heart is naked and prays yours to cover it by your love
my heart is naked and feels so cold
but if you refuse to adopt it
my heart will remain naked until it dies frozen.
Tonight my heart is naked and it hopes to get drunk by your kisses
tonight my naked heart is telling you
I love you, so what should I do?