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Patrick Oct 2019
There is a sound that many of us hear throughout our lives. It’s a keening, a high-pitched call, the rumble of our names on the lips of monsters and hellions. They cry out from the pit, screaming for your blood, for the things that makes you whole and sane.

They grapple amongst themselves, luring us closer the outs edge with lies and deception and cunning.

They terrify us, because we know not from where they come and why they crave our blood.

But then, someone, some words, some situation, or some revelation comes along and carries you to the Pit’s edge and shines a light down on the things that cry out your name in the night.

And as you peer down, you see the monstrosities that pine for your life and a horrible realization strikes. Underneath the claws, the serrated fangs, and the leathery wings, the monsters all wear the same face as you, as dark and grotesque as they are.

One is called destitution, one called pain, and another called self-loathing. All familiar faces after all. Faces you thought you would never have to see because you buried them in a pit and covered them over with bad habits and denial. You scream, YOU CAN’T HAVE ME, yet they continue to wail until the syllables of your name sound like a horrendous thing.
Patrick Oct 2019
You have always had a heart of gold, my extraordinary one.

And even though you had to learn how to not give your heart to those who don’t see its value, you are still valuable.

So go and retrieve what is rightfully yours from the mud, where those who hurt you left it. Pick up your heart of gold and cleanse it with the revitalizing waters from the river known as self love.

Place it back in your chest and show the world that your heart of gold still shines bright.
Patrick Oct 2019
They say “you’ve changed”.

They try to use that wicked little phrase like sharp jabs, but there exists truth in those words.

Because today I am the moon and tomorrow I’ll be Mars. Next week I’ll be the radiant Sun and after that I will be a mountain by the sea and so on and so forth.

I learned, long ago, to stop being afraid of metamorphoses.

Because as challenging as changing may be, each change brings me freedom from who I was and closer to who I am constantly becoming.
This poem was  inspired by a visit back to my hometown, after a long time. And it comes from the standpoint of someone using the word change as an accusation as a negative accusation. The reality is that we are all always changing and that changing isn’t a bad thing.

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