That one moment, when your stuck.
Your heart screams, and your brain says "hush".
That moment where tears press hot against your eyelids, but don't fall.
That moment you wish if you could do it all, over again.
Only this time, choose him,
And not let him walk away.

They say "you never know what you had unless it's gone."
That's not the thing.
You knew what you had.
What you did not know is
It was the main aspect of your life
And, that you can't possibly live without it.
You d survive. Not live.
There is a difference.

We all play the game,
                   Quite a risky one.
This time it involved my heart
                    And someone's.
Once you hold on,
                     You never let go.
That's a rule, most don't know.
Sharing glances stolen, ceased moments of pride and glee,
These are times, one is forced to believe, in a magic, a miracle only those involved can see.