In my opinion there 3 types of love. UNCONDITIONAL  love, LUST love and SETTLED love. Let me explain:

(Settled) Sometimes if life you come across people that you think you have that forever, unconditional love, but truly you just SETTLED. You may have a few things in common, you like the same stuff and yet you still find yourself thinking of someone else or you still find yourself hurting, afraid to be alone. Afraid of what going to happen to the kids. Stop using your kids to settle, the best love for you will be the best love for them.
(LUST)
I can make you feel good right now, really good, I could kiss the nape of your neck as my fingers crawl up the back of your head. Gaze into your eyes, kiss your lips softly as my hand slowly moves across the rest of your body. Whispering ***** deeds in your ear. Exploiting the stream now flowing down your thigh. Any way you get the picture.  
(UNCONDITIONAL)
Im broke and i cant get you anything today but i call you up and say I LOVE YOU, i took the time to write you a letter and made you a paper heart. I get home and you dont care about anything, your just happy to see me. I give you the letter and the heart that i made. As a tear flows down your face you except them saying these are getter that any money i could have paid.  Which love do you have??

Lip as soft as pillows,  can I lean in a have as taste? Pure ecstasy,  bliss taking you to outer space. Walls collapsing,  flood gates broken releasing in bounty. Lost in passion wanting you to mount me. Hands  traveling, exploring the curves and dips of your body. Still enjoy your cloud based lips. If you havnt guess already , I mean the ones between your hips.

    " Sorry, was that out loud?? I truly am sorry. Sometime my mind... lol."

How do i face tomorrow? when i can barely face today?
How do i move on when where i was is where i wanted to stay?
How do  you  know when you been holding on to long? How come things that used to make sence now seem all wrong?
How do I deal with all this pain inside? How do you cope when all i can do is cry?
How do I move on?  How do I?.....
HOW???

Pardon my intrusion. And so there is no confusion. This must be an illusions. My brain going into contusions. From the images well the image of the an angel I  saw the other day.  Its stardolled me as she caught me staring her way. The profound beauty what do I say. Breath taken away. Mind drawing only a blank......  
           I approach her and say      
                                                     "Eyes stolen from the heavens.  Shall I gaze and be lost like an astronomer as his scope wonders the sky. I am also lost there, ****** in like a black hole agonist the galaxy's.  Traveling endlessly in a vast void and still so beautiful. Searching to escape but yet still drawn in. Excuse my stare, please forgive is my plea. But men have travels worlds to find, what I now steal for only me."

Women what happen to standards? Do you not realize every time you open your legs(****** or not) your body is changed. "Turn down for what?" SELF RESPECT. He love you yet he cant seem to be enough. From girls night out ( TRANLASTION: Bust a new ***** so if THIS ***** start trippn......) to "shes going through  something and needs me."( TRANLASTION: Im out and hes gettin it to night) yall to much. But to be real  he know this and still he stays. FOREVER LOYAL. He trys to brighten your day with the little things, but i guess so small you never even see it SLAVES to the clock to buy you nice things. And still none of this matter. He return home to your friends or ***** house or UNEXPLAINED ATTITUDE. Mysterious investigation of his           belongings,  constant  interrogation. For what??? He doesn't know. How can he see a wife in you if a wife  you are not. A wife/wifey(girlfriend) is holds him down even before her because SHE KNOWS although he is strong he still can be weak. She feed him and f__ks him because SHE KNOWS thats what he NEEDS. When he is tired she accommodate to him. He is king and she is QUEEN. These rolls are important and SHE KNOWS this. He returns home not wanting anything/ or anyone but her and SHE KNOWS that. She is his everything, his PORNSTAR. She is his rock and he is hers. SHE KNOWS she can not fall if she holds on to him and SHE DOES  with confidence.

I havnt found her yet, she out there. I just take one day at a time.

What is she doing when she walks away telling me , shes off to the rest room each and every day. Oh.. how I wonder what is in her pants, if she only knew ive longged to see her dances. How graceful she'll move as she dips to the floor, glancing around feeling the music even more. But where does she go, as she does often leave, freshing up returning smelling of a rose in a breezes. ****... can I taste you ? Do you taste as sweet? Would you mind if I layed you down and had a bite to eat? Back to work she never bustin a sweat, got me pondering are things that im saying making you wet? She was my co worker, I remember those days, the smile on her face and her eyes in her daze. Simple whispers in her ear would cause her to blush, then she off to the bathroom pant full of mush. Waterfalls pouring, she should have brought a towel. And Ill test my theory, for we get off work in a short while.