If I were to die at the hands of a madman, so be it
If we were able to round up the crazies in the world, we would have figured it out by now
But that's it -
Some things drive some people crazy -
While others suffer from madness -
And that difference there, between the two
That's right where you are.

i'm the odd man out
not ever the even dude in -
it's ******* cold out
wondering why i deserve this
almost slipped and fell into a mailbox -
i want to live on the beach
and drink the salt water -
i want to bask in the sunlight haze
of the streetlights illuminating a dark path
walked on by men
women, children - tiny spiders
that could **** you -

i see hatred in lot's of eyes since the election date -
somehow convinced their opinions are making waves -
ego grows and we show new sides of self -
my problem is
almost every where i go i show up wicked late
like - why - do i
suffer this, wicked fate?
serving weight fist under handed - tricking fate -
or so i assumed - buying time
to spend it with you -

Oh, it's so easy.
Just spread your wings, and fly!
I can't. You don't know how long I've tried.

Little Angel, don't be afraid.
It will all be okay in the end
I can't. I've given all I can lend.

Escape from your fears.
Face them like the big girl you are!*
I can't. I've gone near and far,

trying to be brave.
trying to escape.

I live in a world under the stars,
never knowing the message written in them.
Only seeing what I want to believe,
with all my hopes and dreams.

Somewhere, some place a century ago,
Long before my own generation's birth
There walked a girl who still many do know
In the meadows and cities on this earth.
Like us she felt the same breath of the dawn,
Has seen the same sun, moon and gleaming star,
And many things she had pondered upon,
Which makes our similarities not far.
And when I'm pondering upon our past,
Melancholy and Happy are merging,
And I do realize that things have gone fast,
Who offer a time for contemplating.
  Despite the past is gone, I still adore
  The small beauties that had took place before.