Have you ever felt
you loved someone that
you hated the person?

Have you ever felt
you knew everything that
you knew nothing?

Have you ever felt
the overwhelming happiness and grace that
you manifested signs of sadness?

Have you ever felt
the burning heart inside
though you are soaked outside?

Feeling feelings,
i do not fully understand
what they are
but they color the blank sheet of life –

All encompassing memories consume the mind
As the walls melt all around me
Burning to the ground
And my heart pounds loudly inside the chasm that is my chest
It feels like the air is being ****** out of me
Everything Eventually Changes
Most times its for the better
But sometimes it takes awhile to see it that way.

O How the Tides Change!
Yesterday I WOULDN"T live without you,
Today I couldn't wait!
If there's one thing you taught me,
it's that in relationships
You have to feed the fire to keep it alive.
So I tried.
I piled on everything that I had inside...
every thought, every longing, every tear I cried.
You stood back and watched me struggle
As the flames slowly died.
I gave it my all
but my resources ran small.
When the rain started to fall
You had my back against the wall.
I tried my best to save it
But you wouldn't set me free.
I knew I could no longer shield the fire...

I was getting BURNED.

And here I am
yet again...
meticulously hanging on to words-
dangling on the edge of the vow you made-
When will I learn
that people
don't always
mean what they say.

is watching you
walk away.

Spring
New life has sprung
Summer
The battles been won
Autumn
We start to fall
Till winter
We don't exist at all

Even the trees die
And form new life
Regardless of the sun
In the sky
There is a point where
Old atoms must
Be made new

We are all made of stardust
And we shine brighter  
Then them all put together
Because we are the epitome
Of what it is to be alive