Oh, I hoped
I could be free from this,
but I suppose I knew better.
The ache in my chest,
the crashing in my ears,
my vision full of blue,
so much blue
Oh, I hoped
I wouldn't have to swim,
reaching and kicking
Hoping to keep my fingers
to the cool air above,
a reminder that I have a chance
This ocean isn't one
you can simply see,
but it's so real,
so painfully real
to me.