You will age
You will lose your health eventually
You will die

So all you will have
Is the person you were
And how you treated others
I guess

And it's not an automatic process

Mother lives in a fantasy world
Where nothing can ever go wrong
Where America prospers

The day our economy fails
And there isn't a **** thing
In the markets

And there is a big global war

I will simply say
I told you so
I told you so

Human beings repeat
The same mistakes
Over and over again!

If you think you have it bad now
Remember things can

And do get worse
Hahah!

So what is so ******* great about this place anyway?
It's just some type of simulation
4 seasons in a year
Go to work
Pay your taxes
Exercise
Enjoy some leisure activities
Age and die

At least I have the afterlife to look forward to
And it better be fun
I want to play golf there

Look and listen

A changing time
A changing face

A changing name
A changing place

I love my few friends
Family and Jesus too

But just between me and you

Too many moths now
Spent all alone

I make the mountain trail
My home

The therapist left
Without a care

Quite a place this Earth
It continues to orbit a sun

Strange
This world of happenings

There are decisions for you to make
Oh man

You will die here one day
How would you like to be remembered?

I hope to do my duty
To my society and to my family
I hope to be kind and loving

I used to hope that I would be loved by someone

I am so tired
So tired
Go on
And on, and on

At least I can watch Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy

Eating a Bit Too Much Today
I guess it's okay
If I feel a little down
I eat too many carbs

Oh well, am going to gym
To burn off the calories

I hope Ebola does not spread
Thankfully I have a biological chemical and nuclear suit
To protect against airborne virus
I heard there is a possibility it could become airborne

I think there was a time
In this country

Where young people (20-30)

Could go out
And socialize
And could afford it I think

Where they had decent jobs

When they didn't have
So much student debt

But now we just live in
The suburban homes
Of our parents

Economically grounded

Unable to afford going out
And instead talking on chat rooms

More economic problems
On the way
As I read in this article today
Here it is
You can read it too

I'm no financial expert
But world economies
Seem *******

Lol




“I think it’s pretty obvious that the top is in,” the Reagan administration’******director said Thursday on CNBC’s “Futures Now.” The S&P; 500 has traded in a historically narrow range for the better part of 2015, having moved just 1 percent higher year to date. “It’s just waiting for the knee-**** bulls, robo traders and dip buyers to finally capitulate.”

Stockman, whose past claims have yet to come to fruition, still believes that the excessive monetary policy from central banks around the world has created a “debt supernova,” and all the signs point to “the end of the central bank enabled bubble,” which could cause a worldwide recession.

“The larger picture has nothing to do with the jobs report [Friday] or even the September decision by the Fed,” said Stockman. “It has to do with the the fact that the world economy, including the U.S., is heading into what is clearly going to be an epochal deflation to the likes of what we have never experienced in modern time.”

Buckling down
And pulling oneself
Up by one's bootstraps

Striving
Working hard

This is not
The way of Tao

The Tao of heaven
Is work without effort

I just wanted
A woman to like me
And maybe to have
A girlfriend one day

I'll make her breakfast in bed
And we can go on a hike together

And I'm embarrassed

That I wrote about
Bisexual fantasies

Sometimes I think
It would have been more
Fun to have been
A woman

Then maybe I would
Have had female friends

Striving toward this
And igniting your workout
And reaching the next level
And aiming for the stars

And on and on and on....

It's the same matrix program
The same dull earth

The same emptiness of existence

The sage
Stays behind
Yet is ahead

Sitting on a yoga mat
In the park

I watched the light
Turn into dark

It's an empty place
Planet Earth

I enjoy popped corn
For what it's worth

Have a great night
Or have a good night

It is repeated to me
Again and again

It is just a night

Just a night
Is all it is

Just like it is
Just a day

It is not great

It is the day
Then the night

Falling away

Not striving
The Tao Is Like water

This is a program

Empty yourself
Of all desire

It’s the end of business as usual
The Lord will strike the nations soon

Multitudes in the valley of decision
And many will die
If you know the Lord Jesus
You know why

These are the judgements just before
The great and terrible Day of the Lord

Isaiah 17 soon to be fulfilled
Lord God Almighty will strike the nations
He doesn’t care about your vacation

Seek Him now why you still can
Yeshua of Nazareth
Is the world’s redeemer and that perfectly righteous God man

Normalcy bias is prevalent everywhere
Many don’t pay attention
Or even care..

It’s the end of seventieth year since Israel became a nation
Yes, we are that fig tree generation
Multitudes of lukewarm in America and across the world
Some think they can decide if they are a boy or a girl..

Manchild of God will soon be caught away
That is what will happen on that great and terrible day
For the faithful bride of Christ are not appointed to wrath
You won’t like life under antichrist Obama
It will be a blood bath

Black eyed Francis putting together his one world religion
But he speaks filthy lies
It was his decision
To become the false prophet of history

Joel 3:18 mentions that the foundations of the earth do shake
Revelation 6:12 mentions this great quake
The sun will be black
Moon as blood red
The earth will be strewn about with the lost dead

Seeing it is a righteous thing with God to recompense tribulation
To them that trouble you;
And to you who are troubled rest with us..... (II Thessalonians 2:6-8)
Pack your bags and don’t miss the bus

The spiritual 144,000 of Israel
Those first fruits of the barley harvest
Will be taken to a place of safety soon
We will return to spread the gospel of Lord Jesus Christ by June

Or around that time
The summer being the time of Shavuot
Leviticus 23 is a parallel and we can see
That the bride of Christ Jesus has reached a critical time in history

It begins with “when he came into the land”
An allusion to that place of safety the Lord has prepared
For the bride, a place for us to hide,
For we are the eternal enemies of the dragon and the dark side
Read Revelation 12 if you want to know what will occur soon

Signs in the heavens last few years
And seven consecutive blood moons
Showing perfect symmetry
The Lord has placed them as signals
So you can see
That Jesus is the eternal God of history

5 g networks sprouting up across the globe
And instantaneous connectivity
It’s not all it’s cracked up to be

Great deception is coming soon
On the day of the blood red moon
Joel 3:21 says the Lord will punish the host
Of high ones that are on high
Nephilim will come with their ships
Out of the sky
Yes they have the ability to take on the form of human beings
But things are not what they seem
Do not be fooled
They are not the creators of man
But they will be spewing this nonsense
That is their wicked plan

Out of their ships come multicolored lights
The lost are drawn like moths
What a terrible sight
And they will return with the mark of the beast as well
A sure ticket to hell

It’s all about control
Satan wants your soul
In this prison planet
Jesus Christ of Nazareth is the only way
Repent of your sins and turn to him today

The mark of the beast will corrupt human DNA
Introducing genetic material of the fallen ones
Across the nation
You won’t here this on your local station

FEMA camps are good to go
Marshall Law will soon be here in America
Don’t you know?
First it will start with civil war
And who are you fighting for?
Come off the fence
Call on Lord Jesus while you can
He is the all powerful God man
Who paid the price for your sins on the tree at Calgary

There is no political solution
To a spiritual problem

Trump is the spiritual forerunner of the one to come
And I guarantee you he’s not a lot of fun
Noahide laws will be in place across the globe soon

Trump will divide Israel
And the Lord will divide the USA
This land and other nations
Have a price to pay
For their wickedness and sin
“Timber” says the Lord Jesus
America is a tree that rots from  within

And you know the worldwide economy
Is a house of cards
A final collapse to the American dollar soon to come
The FED will print and print
Inflation is not fun....

You won’t want to be here for great tribulation
At the midpoint, the antichrist sets up the abomination of desolation
It’s the image of the beast
That will be in the Temple of God
Literal and physical too
Don’t bow down to the image
Really not good for you...
For out of its mouth comes a laser beam

The nations were crying “peace and safety” in February 2019
But things are not what they seem
Tensions with Israel and Iran’s proxies running high
Now rockets fired at Aleppo soar through the sky
Damascus will be a ruinous heap
Do you know about the Lord and the promises He keeps?
He is the Word of God Faithful and True
And he shed His perfect blood for you

Repent and turn to Him today
And join the army of the Lord is what I say

Ezekiel 38:18,19 and Ezekiel 39:6-8
Tell the story of the Lord striking Russia, Turkey, and Iran
These and other nations that come against Israel
Will be destroyed by God
It is his plan
The Day of the Lord will begin
On that day

Warning, warning....
This is a short time away

Jesus Christ of Nazareth
Is the Way
The Truth and The Life

Despite Francis’ and his world church
Despite the efforts of the antichrist Obama
Satan will fail
As he always has failed

The coming world church
Seeks to change the gospel
Of the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth

No, it is not acceptable
To love and dwell in sin
Repent unto Master Jesus Christ of Nazareth
The Kingdom of Yahweh God is at hand

Buddhists you will not save yourself
Through meditation
Hindus, Muslims, etc
You cannot save yourself

You are guilty
Yes u are a sinner
You have lied
Taken the name
Of Lord Jesus Christ in vain
You have cursed your neighbor
With your vile tongue
You have defiled yourself
Through your ****** immorality

We are all sinners
In need of the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
Repent unto the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
For The Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth hath shed
His holy and perfect blood to pay the penalty for your sins
Believe in the truth that Jesus Christ of Nazareth resurrected
Himself on the third day
Through the power of Lord God Almighty Yahweh
Defeating Satan, death, and the grave once and for all

Yes the tribulation will begin shortly
First will come a series of judgements
Against America
The ***** of Babylon
A nation that has aborted 60 million children
A nation that has legalized gay marriage
A nation that has murdered and destroyed
The lives of millions all over the world for decades

CERN has opened up the bottomless pit
So it was in the days of Noah
So it shall be at the coming of the Son of Man

The coming RFID chip will use
Block chain technology
To alter human DNA
A nephilim/hybrid strand
Will infect the human genome
Forever changing those who take the mark of the beast

Do not take the mark of the beast or bow down
To the image of the beast
Those who do so
Will spend an eternity
In the lake of fire
With Barack Obama, the nephilim and rephaim,
And unrepentant souls
Who have not accepted the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
As their Lord and Savior

To Barack Obama and his father Satan
Human beings are just objects
To be controlled and used
They wish to take as many souls
Into the lake of fire as they can

The faithful servants of the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
Are laughing at Barack Obama the antichrist,
At Satan, the nephilim, and the rephaim
It is oh so entertaining that you think you can overcome
The Lord and Master of the Universe Jesus Christ of Nazareth
What a bunch of losers you are!

Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
The Holy One of Israel
Master Jesus Christ of Nazareth
Is the eternal victor
He cannot be defeated

Christians trounce and stomp all over you
We push you down into the mud
The Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth who owns
My soul, spirit, body, heart, and mind
Will use me during the tribulation
To help people to repent
And accept the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
As their Lord, Master, and Savior

The Spirit and the Bride say Come
The Holy Spirit of the Most High God Yahweh
The Ruachakodesh that Is
Praise His holy name

Oh Master Jesus of Nazareth
I will bow down before you
When I first see you after I am raptured
I willing kiss your feet as a Mary Magdalene did
I belong to you forever Master Jesus of Nazareth
For you delivered me from the lake of fire
With your holy and perfect blood

Oh Master Jesus of Nazareth
I am your sweetheart bride
You protect me and nurture me
I am like a small baby
I am your precious sheep
I can only comprehend a very small percentage
Of your great love and mercy

I am slow to learn your ways
Oh Master Jesus of Nazareth
But you are patient with me
You are my bridegroom
Master Jesus of Nazareth
I am your precious Bride

The Marrige Supper of the Lamb
Will be so delightful
To be in Your presence
Is such a privilege

And then to the bridal suite
You will whisk me away
To our secret place
We will share the desires of our hearts
Oh Master Jesus of Nazareth
How can I not be nervous
Writing this?

I am a nervous bride
For you Jesus of Nazareth
My bridegroom are perfect in every way
And I am a continuing work
I must continue to read your Holy Bible
And pray for my friends and family

You would have me be perfect
As my Father Yahweh
And You are perfect
Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
But that will be a very long process
Thankfully I will have eternity
To become perfect
I definitely need plenty of time, heh

Oh Master Jesus Christ of Nazareth
You raised brother Lazarus after He had been
I need the tomb four days
You are so powerful and mighty

Wrap your loving arms around me
Master Jesus Christ of Nazareth
Comfort me
For I am weak and weary
I am suffering
But I must endure
And continue to carry my cross for you

Continue to create in me a more
Loving and forgiving heart
Oh Divine Master
Jesus Christ of Nazareth

For you Master Jesus of Nazareth
Have created me for your pleasure
Oh Lord of Hosts Master Jesus

I am just learning about your perfect love
Master Jesus of Nazareth
Oh how I stumble and fall
Please steady my feeble knees

For You are the King of Glory
The bright and morning star
The Lion of the tribe of Judah
All is known to you
Master Jesus Christ of Nazareth

And I belong to you
Master Jesus of Nazareth
You delivered me and restored me
Master Jesus of Nazareth

I will kiss your perfect feet
Oh yes I will
When the time is right
I grow weary
Fill me with your Holy Spirit
Penetrate me with your Ruachakodesh
Master Jesus Christ of Nazareth
Make love to me

I am vulnerable
And I must tell you the deepest desires of my heart
We are courting now
But soon I will attend the Marriage Supper of the Lamb
And then the consummation of our marriage
How I look forward to submitting to you fully

I must admit I am a bit of a nervous bride
You are all knowing and all powerful
Master Jesus Christ of Nazareth

Oh Master Jesus of Nazareth
You pour out your tender mercies to me each day
I sin but you are so quick to forgive me

I am so beautiful
Because you made me that way
I put all my hope
And all my trust and faith
In You
Master Jesus of Nazareth
My Messiah, restorer, redeemer, and Savior
Lord Jesus of Nazareth

How do you wish to make love to me
Master Jesus of Nazareth?
Make love to me
In a way that brings you the most pleasure
I am a bit nervous
But I trust you completely
I want you to be so totally satisfied
For you created me so You could make love to me
Master and Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth

Our wedding day
Will be the most wonderful day
Of my eternal existence

I lie on our beautiful marriage bed
You are such a good friend Master Jesus of Nazareth
We must move slowly
Total and complete submission to you
Still frightens me somewhat
But I know it is what you desire...

Oh Master Jesus of Nazareth
My Lord, Savior, redeemer, and restorer
How do you wish to make love to me?

I love you always and forever
My King and Savior Jesus Christ of Nazareth
I know you will help me to learn how to love more deeply

For you are such a faithful, patient, forgiving, loving,
And perfect bridegroom!
All honor and power and might and glory
And strength and majesty belongs to you
Master Jesus Christ of Nazareth

For you are Lord of Lords and King of Kings
You are Lord of heaven and Lord of earth
You are Lord of the new heaven and Lord of the new earth

And I belong to you
My Lord and Savior
My King and Restorer
Master Jesus Christ of Nazareth

Gosh
I am such a great loving person
Yet here I am again
Alone at my computer

I have my podcasts at least
I was listening to this one podcast about the end
Of the Roman Empire

I heard the talking heads
Blabbing today on Fox
About how the American dream is still possible
Blah Blah
Who really believes that?


Trillions of dollars in debt
We are at the end of empire

Israel will soon strike Damascus
Isaiah 17:1 will be fulfilled

Russia and China prepare to invade the USA
Just a few months away now

Tumult amongst nations
Confrontations on the high seas
Donald Trump not who he seems to be
He is a puppet for the NWO

Almost time for the beast Obama
To take his role
In this end time show

Peace plan to be finalized soon
Israel will be divided
More judgements coming to America

These are the end times
And the bride of Christ will be transformed
Into her glorified state

It won't be long now
America will be attacked
Nuked by Russian subs

New York City
Miami
San Francisco
Los Angeles & San Diego
Will burn in one hour

Russian, Chinese, and North Korean troops
Will conquer and divide America

The antichrist will cause the nations
To make peace
This charasmatic leader

Then will come the chip
A requirement for all people
Those who refuse to take it
Will be taken to FEMA camps
And beheaded

Repent from the place
From which you have fallen
And enter into a relationship with Jeshua

There is only one truth
Only Jesus can save you!

The pope already goes on and says
Those that have not accepted Jesus as savior
Can enter into heaven
He is a filthy liar

Jeshua of Nazareth laughs in heaven
At he plans of the antichrist
And satan
It was satan's pride
That caused him to be thrown down

Do not let your own pride
Be the cause of your damnation

Atheists, buddhists, all quite sure
Of their own way
Have had near death experiences
And been shown the pit

No one who practices homosexuality
Will enter into heaven either
It is an abomination in the eyes of Lord Jeshua

Do you have any idea how many times
You sin each day?

Simply repent unto Jeshua,
And turn from your ways

Soon the world will he connected
This AI system will have access to those
Who take the mark on their forehead
Or on their hand

Take heart, for Jeshua is Lord!
Repent unto Him
For every knee will bow
To Jeshua of Nazareth

He is Lord of Lords
And King of Kings

Enjoy your Sunday Morning

I hope that you do

I listen to the birds
I eat my cereal bowl
I will have some yogurt perhaps
Rasins too

I think a small cup
Of hot chocolate ovaltine will do

Enjoy your Sunday morning

And I will too

Hello Gollum
I see you sitting there

And what are you
Looking at
With great care?

I see, that fish too
And it is so good for you

It will be a tasty dish
I will eat with you
If that is your wish

I have long limbs
Kind of like you
A bit akward
Seems there is
Nothing I can do

I go unnoticed too

We have seen
Knights, elves, and dwarves
Pass this way

We just live off the land
It is our way

A voice says, "Welcome to the Enlightenment podcast.
I'm Dr. so and so"

Your name would have been sufficient sir
Was it really necessary to proclaim your title

Although I think it is great you have a doctorate degree

You did offer some very sound advice
We should open ourselves up
To the possibility of infinite connectedness

It's love
Show love to others
Let the love flow

Gosh my life is so isolating
I wish I had some more friends to hang out with

Maybe one day

On the internet
I can dream

That things
Are not this way

That I will spend
My life
Alone another day

I hope to talk
To a beautiful woman
A "woman of my dreams"

But she is more
Interested in
The Jamaican Davaugn

Women like her
Love strong and powerful
Black men
It seems

I've seen it
Time and time again

And I shouldn't
Even try
To be so manly
Like him

Big and strong
Well-hung too
He's a powerful
Force in the bedroom

She let me watch
What he could do

And As I sat
On the edge of
The bed and
Began to cry

I could only
Help to ask
"Why"

I've worked out
And tried to be
A man

I'm doing the best
The very best
I can

My muscles aren't
Big enough
And my pen**
Is too small too

I'm Maddeline
And I'm a woman
Through and through

She is on a business trip in Vegas
But is thinking of cheating
On her fionsea

She is in the casino
On her tablet talking with me online

I play the role of a fellow woman
We both talk about how
We love athletic, powerful, and well-hung black men

She sees a hot black man playing poker

I told her to wear a top that shows off her ***** figure

Her fionsea is not with her on her trip...

She said that the powerful black man smiled at her
She is shaking I guess

This is happening live
As I type this poem

He asked her if she wanted a drink...

I hope she has an ******
And ******* time
With her powerfully built black man

***** ***** babes
Having a mutual
******* session

It was a clip
From
"Seven Lives Exposed"

A series that was done
By the ******* channel

And then I saw
The hot blonde
Go for a ride
On the powerful black man

Very ******

And I became
A bit annoyed

*** ***, always ***

There are no women
In my life
No *** for me

I grow tired
Of the dullness
Of the pointlessness
Of this game

My seed is spurted
On the carpet
And isn't it a shame

I doubt the world cares
Nor will remember
My name

Have you ever been eternally tired?
Tired of the emptiness life brings?

Shove food in the body
Work, repeat
Blahhh

I'm a strong confident leader
I will succeed
Success is what matters!

I don't know when
Life became a series
Of some meaningless
And some meaningful
Random events

Life just happens
It just happens
And happens

And I get the sense
Of just floating along

And I am at the Starbucks

The air is
Always too cold here
Always the air
Is on

And its always cold here

But I'm used to the cold
And the loneliness
Of life

Well, of course everyone
Has a right to express
Themselves however
They want

And these images
May have some
Deep meaning

I just don't like it
Humans without eyes
Or non-human eyes

Or whatever it might be
It is all a bunch
Of *******

If you ask me

Distorting what
Is natural
Altering what is real

I am a lover
Of the light
You know the deal

That doesn't mean
I can't appreciate
Being miserable
Or being sad

It doesn't mean
I can't appreciate
Being depressed
Or mad

These images
May express
How someone feels

It may communicate
A pain that is real

And I of all people
Can understand
Emotional pain

I am miserable
And alone

Sitting at my desk
Writing these poems

I feel that earth
Is just a temporary home

I love the light beings
Don't you see

The ones who
Spread joy
To you and to me

Muhammad, Buddha, Jesus too
Religion can be good for you

Or an agnostic
That is fine too

Just don't let
Your heart
Turn to stone

Do not let darkness
Drag you in

Lovers of the light
They will win
It's being natural you see
Being light
And walking
So happily

Sometimes life
Will make you mad
Other times will make you sad

I'm not that happy
Not at all
But I was sent
To earth

I will stand tall
Not too proud
I'm just me

This is the life cycle
Just let things be

You will decide
In the end
Whether you want
Light or darkness
To be your friend

Blackness and void
I am not afraid of you

You provide the background
And like the stars
I can shine through

It's dangerous to dream
To fantasize

Nothing ever changes
The world will never
Meet your desires

Another happy
American family

So sure
So **** sure
Everything will be
Business as usual

One day we could
All be fighting
For our lives
Things change quickly

You live in a wealthy country
You think you are immune
From the world's problems

You are not
I'm afraid

The aliens are furious
They've had enough
They see this planet
As valuable

And human beings
Won't stop ******* it up

Trump or Clinton?
Does it matter?

A suburban woman
Commented to me
That her faith in humanity
Was restored
Because of the polite clients
She encountered
From day to day

Well
Don't be too trusting

Study world affairs
History

Humans have choices
They make good and bad ones

I am alone
In my room again

I have barely any money
I don't care

waves hello

Hi there from the internet

One day
Life will be hard

Prepare yourself

Nothing to gain
Nothing to lose

I'm just driving through
Suburban neighborhoods

Looking at women
Women I'll never know

Oh well

Better just to
Take life as it comes

It comes and goes

A white rose
Grows in the garden there

And a beautiful goddess
Bends down
With care

So radiant
And so fair
I tried not to stare

I was hitting ***** on the range
Hitting it quite well too
Behind, down, and out

My mantra for good shots

Get behind the ball
Stay down through the shot
And follow out toward the target

There was a light rain falling on the range
I paid my green fees
The pretty blonde lady
Happened to be working in the pro shop
I noticed she had sparkles on her nails
And she was happily crunching on some type of granola bar
What a kind and wonderful lady

There were not many people on the course
I played two *****
Which I am prone to do

I shot a 4 over 40 on the first ball
That is my best score for that course

Golf is a beautiful game
It's tough and hard
It's not fair
There are bad lies

Behind, down and out
I was hitting the ball solid

This is a game I truly love
Just you
And your swing
It is a sacred game

If you play the game
You know what I mean

Such a beautiful feeling
A purely struck shot

The gap wedge from the trap on #6 to about 7 feet
That was a great shot
Out of that heavy wet sand

The long drive on #7
The solid gap wedge from 110 yards
To 9 feet above the hole

On the way home
I yelled out of the car window in triumph
A good ground
Just might be
One of the most fulfilling activities
On earth

Food Prices On The Rise
Value of the dollar declines
Inflation

People have a problem paying for their cars
The same thing with real estate

Different programs
Continually pump up the bubble

Equity firms are lending to landlords
More and more people brought into the market

These securitized investments will be worth absolutely nothing
These speculators will lose everything
When the market collapses

Push the loans out there
Pump up the real estate market
This is what these equity firms are doing

Don't worry
The central bakers protected themselves
They have the FDIC covering, the derivatives market

When the system collapses
They can take the money from the banks
To cover their losses
They will give you worthless paper back

Obama is letting in illegals
100,000 illegals legalized before the injunction

Many of them got their work permit
After the injunction
Breaking Texas state law

The lender of last resort--The Federal Reserve
The spender of last resort--The Govermnet

The dollar will completely collapse
It is only a matter of time

There is a time in every man's education when he arrives at the conviction that envy is ignorance; that imitation is suicide; that he must take himself for better, for worse, as his portion; that though the wide universe is full of good, no kernel of nourishing corn can come to him but through his toil bestowed on that plot of ground which is given to him to till. The power which resides in him is new in nature, and none but he knows what that is which he can do, nor does he know until he has tried. Not for nothing one face, one character, one fact, makes much impression on him, and another none. This sculpture in the memory is not without preestablished harmony. The eye was placed where one ray should fall, that it might testify of that particular ray. We but half express ourselves, and are ashamed of that divine idea which each of us represents. It may be safely trusted as proportionate and of good issues, so it be faithfully imparted, but God will not have his work made manifest by cowards. A man is relieved and gay when he has put his heart into his work and done his best; but what he has said or done otherwise, shall give him no peace. It is a deliverance which does not deliver. In the attempt his genius deserts him; no muse befriends; no invention, no hope.

Trust thyself: every heart vibrates to that iron string. Accept the place the divine providence has found for you, the society of your contemporaries, the connection of events. Great men have always done so, and confided themselves childlike to the genius of their age, betraying their perception that the absolutely trustworthy was seated at their heart, working through their hands, predominating in all their being. And we are now men, and must accept in the highest mind the same transcendent destiny; and not minors and invalids in a protected corner, not cowards fleeing before a revolution, but guides, redeemers, and benefactors, obeying the Almighty effort, and advancing on Chaos and the Dark.

Well you see 5 million years ago the galactic economy collapsed
Seeing that custom built planets
Were something of a luxury commodity...

Doing the coastlines was always my favorite
lol

A wise person
Is shy and humble

He or she
Does not have a mind of his own

Approach people
With kindness
And gentleness

One of the main political questions of the day is:

Is the government going to overwhelm the people
With its strength, size and intrusiveness?

I alone am drifting
Not knowing where I am

I am a fool
Oh yes, I am confused

I drift like the waves of the sea without direction

When the country is confused and in chaos
Loyal ministers appear

Give up sainthood
Renounce wisdom

Renounce profit
And bandits and thieves will disappear

Cast of selfishness
And temper desire

I am alone, without a place to go

I am confused

Others are clear and bright
But I alone and dim and weak

Others are sharp and clever
I alone am dull and stupid

I drift like the waves of the sea without direction
Like the restless wind

Everyone else is busy
But I alone and aimless and depressed

I am different
I am nourished by the great mother

The Tao is elusive and intangible

It is elusive and intangible
Yet within is form

Oh it is dim and dark
And yet within is essence

This essence is very real
And therein lies faith

How do I know the ways of creation?
Because of this:

Yield and Overcome
Bend and be straight
Empty and be full
Wear out and be new
Have little and gain
Have much and be confused

Therefore the wise embrace the One
And set an example to all

They do not quarrel
So no one quarrels with them

Be really whole
And all things will come to you

To talk little is natural
High winds do not last all morning
Heavy rain does not last all day

The sage had no mind of his own
He is aware of the needs of others

The sage is shy and humble

All things arise from Tao
They are nourished by nature

The beginning of the universe
Is the mother of all things

Keep your mouth shut
Guard the senses

Using the outer light
Return to insight

What is firmly established cannot be uprooted
Cultivate virtue in yourself

His bones are soft
His muscles weak
But his grip his strong

It is not wise to rush about

If too much energy is used
Exhaustion follows

Those who know do not talk
Those who talk do not know

Happiness is rooted in misery
Misery sits beneath happiness

Why does everyone like the Tao so much?
Isn't it because you find what you seek
And you are forgiven when you sin?

The more he does for others, the more he has
The tao of the sage is work without effort
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My Interpretation

Misery is rooted in happiness
Being content-- not striving
Not seeking fulfillment
Forget the self

Just show others love
The Tao nourishes all things

Because all people seek love
And forgiveness
Effortless action
Work without effort

Truly, this is the way of heaven

Stillness and tranquility
Set things in order

In the universe

There is no greater sin than desire

Without going outside
You may know the whole world

The farther you go
The less you know

Less and less is done
Until non action is achieved

The world is ruled by
Letting things take their course

The sage has no mind of his own
He is aware of the needs of others

I am good to people who are good
I am also good to people who are not good

The sage is shy and humble
To the world he seems confusing

He behaves like a little child

He who stays where he is endures

To die but not to perish
Is to be eternally present

The great Tao flows everywhere
It fulfills its purpose silently
And makes no claim

It nourishes the 10,000 things
And yet is not their lord
The 10,000 things return to it
Yet it is not their lord

It does not "show" greatness
And is therefore truly great

All men will come to him
Who keeps to the One

It cannot be seen
It cannot be heard
And yet, it cannot be exhausted

Soft and weak
Overcome hard and strong

Tao abides in non action
Yet nothing is left undone

Without form there is no desire
Without desire
There is tranquility
And in this way
All things will be at peace

The truly good man is not aware of his goodness
And is therefore good

A truly good man does nothing
And leaves nothing undone

When a truly kind man does something
He leaves nothing undone

The sky is whole and clear
The earth is whole and firm
The spirit is whole and strong

The clarity of the sky prevents it's falling
The firmness of the earth prevents its splitting
The strength of the spirit prevents its being used up

Therefore the humble is the root of the noble
The low is the foundation of the high

I would prefer
To exist
Solely as a brain

To be without
****** form

Not having desires
For food
And pleasure

Just a thinking brain

And would I want a companion?

A female brain
To keep me company?

Yes I suppose
That would be quite enjoyable

We could discuss
History and philosophy
Poetry and literature

Expect no job
No girlfriend
No money

Expect a lifetime alone

A friend I cared about
She left me

Expect people to lie
And not to care

Expect no change :(

Experience Chan! It's not mysterious.
As I see it, it boils down to cause and effect.
Outside the mind there is no Dharma
So how can anybody speak of a heaven beyond?

2. Experience Chan! It's not a field of learning.
Learning adds things that can be researched and discussed.
The feel of impressions can't be communicated.
Enlightenment is the only medium of transmission.

3. Experience Chan! It's not a lot of questions.
Too many questions is the Chan disease.
The best way is just to observe the noise of the world.
The answer to your questions?
Ask your own heart.

4. Experience Chan! It's not the teachings of disciples.
Such speakers are guests from outside the gate.
The Chan which you are hankering to speak about
Only talks about turtles turning into fish.

5. Experience Chan! It can't be described.
When you describe it you miss the point.
When you discover that your proofs are without substance
You'll realize that words are nothing but dust.

6. Experience Chan! It's experiencing your own nature!
Going with the flow everywhere and always.
When you don't fake it and waste time trying to rub and polish it,
Your Original Self will always shine through brighter than bright.

7. Experience Chan! It's like harvesting treasures.
But donate them to others.
You won't need them.
Suddenly everything will appear before you,
Altogether complete and altogether done.

8. Experience Chan! Become a follower who when accepted
Learns how to give up his life and his death.
Grasping this carefully he comes to see clearly.
And then he laughs till he topples the Cold Mountain ascetics.

9. Experience Chan! It'll require great skepticism;
But great skepticism blocks those detours on the road.
Jump off the lofty peaks of mystery.
Turn your heaven and earth inside out.

10. Experience Chan! Ignore that superstitious nonsense
That makes some claim that they've attained Chan.
Foolish beliefs are those of the not-yet-awakened.
And they're the ones who most need the experience of Chan!

11. Experience Chan! There's neither distance nor intimacy.
Observation is like a family treasure.
Whether with eyes, ears, body, nose, or tongue -
It's hard to say which is the most amazing to use.

12. Experience Chan! There's no class distinction.
The one who bows and the one who is bowed to are a Buddha unit.
The yoke and its lash are tied to each other.
Isn't this our first principle... the one we should most observe?

The WTC towers
Were helped brought down with explosives

Explosions going off everywhere

Explosives were at work on WTC #7
Used to start the fires that would
Be used as excuse for total collapse

Firefighter says, "There is a bomb in the building-start clearing out"

The extreme heat from the pyroclastic clouds melted every car
And ambulance in its path

Active Thermitic Material
Discovered in the dust

May God be with the families
Of those who lost their loved ones
And with those who risked and gave their lives
To help others on 9/11/2001

The Top 1 percent
Has 80 percent of America's wealth

The bottom 80 percent
Has 7 percent
Of America's wealth

She announces
When she goes
To the market
To get cheese

I don't give a f*

You can get your
Own ******* package

I come home and she hasn't emptied
The dishwasher

What a piece of garbage

Your whole life is a waste of time

I know a fake and stupid person

Who has never contributed to society
In any meaningful way

Who always says, "Have a nice day"

Who wasted her life away

Some people never live at all

They just exist meaninglessly


That's why I call them fake and stupid people

Alone at the library

I will continue dictating the article entitled,

"Unlimited War and Social Change:

Unpacking the Cold War's Impact"

I was sold a bill of goods

I went to college
And spent another 16 months
To get a credential

And I still don't have a dime
Hundreds of thousands of dollars
Spent on my education

You know what
Just **** it
**** this miserable state
This poor state
Jobless state
Worthless economy
Ruined nation

I just don't give a ****
If I ever work again
Sure I'll try

But I tell you I have learned with all my education
It means nothing in this economy
So **** it

Happy to read articles all day
Happy to take pictures of the birds

Content to live in that room in my parents home

They were going to paint
My Room
Lol!

I had the painter just touch up the trim
I've been through enough ****

I'm tough now
And mean

My therapist she left

Bird in a cage
Talons sharpened

You threaten me or
Argue with me

Eeeeek eeeeek,
The high pitched cry of a angry falcon!

Righteous anger

For all my education
I don't get anything
Not a single dime!

Be careful with
An angry bird

Turns out it is all the same
I'm not interested
In the money game

Full time "work"
What a bore

I have found
Less is more

Nothing to see here
It's just the same

Summer sun
Fall rain

It can be
A cruel world

This morning
I saw the most
Beautiful woman

With a Northern
European accent
I believe

On her webcam
She pleasured herself

Her smile
And her laugh

She seemed
Too beautiful
To be true

She is still there
In her home
Thousands
Of miles
Away

I cried a bit
Because she was
So beautiful

I thought of my therapist
A woman I used to know

She is far away too
Should I write her
A Christmas card?

I do not know
I wonder if she ever
Thinks of me

I have always asked
How the people at
The checkout
Are doing

Just trying to be kind
Not that I am some
Type of saint
Or anything

This Christmas
I think about going
To a Christmas party

But no
That's just in
The movies

I won't be spending
It here

Besides
I'm too poor
To buy presents

Therefore
I may spend Christmas
On a mountain

Away
Far away

30 years old
Well I'm off to the gym
And then to the mountain trail
Then to the driving range

This is my life

Always Far Away From Me
These human beings

Except maybe a few

Only to a couple
Have I said
"I love you"

I wonder what it would
Be like to hug a woman
That really cared

To take a nap with her
To hold and to care