It's nature not a used ******
You can't just dispose of it once you're done using it
Like any of you really care
She is dying as we speak
And yet we just laugh as if everything is okay
As our air evaporates
HOW THE HECK DOES AIR EVAPORATE
But it's joke am I right
Yeah we find many uses for it,but look at her
And by her I mean nature
Her water is polluted
Her children die
Her mind has gone insane
But we don't care
We'll just watch her say bye
Then wonder why we have all died

Reality flashbacks
life spinning on a dime
open the doors of perception
let's commit a crime

My Love, I don't know what you want
I am trying to stay with you
But you are a horror, a haunt.
I am trying to believe in this we
While you tell her
What you said you would only tell me.
I just want you and thats all
But you want her too
I shouldn't have to stand this tall.
Right now, my dear, this is a major cost
Because I want to love you
But honestly I am lost.

I could have contact my boyfriend's parents through his uncle and risk finding out that either 1. He isn't who he says he is or 2. He can never talk to me again

Or I could wait it out, uncertain of if he'll ever come back to me but with hope

I don't know