You are my dreams
that I have been waiting for for a long time
but I met you at the wrong time,
in the wrong place

You are the one behind me
who shines
despite the decade
I have been dreaming of

I thought I could be with you
then and until now
I can't reach you anymore

You are the one
who is always behind me
that I want to achieve
You are the one
who always takes my place
reminding me
but I can only breathe
in the past

I see the lights in my dreams
But it’s gone away now
It’s far away going back to my past

To this day,
I still feel you in my pulse,
in my past,
still drawing memories.

I know I let you go
a long time ago
and accepted that you're gone
but there's a melody inside me
that I want to have you

the thing inside me
that's hard to forget

Something in there
that I can’t let go

the karma of the past
that was left behind
but has been covered
by years and decades

I try to forget it
even if I run some distance
you are inside my heart
you are in the past of my dreams
that are one of the pillars
of my personality
and my dreams

I see my cold shadow in the past
that I can't reach you anymore

The broken destiny and dreams
told yesterday
Mystery come back to me
But it’s over now
You remain my heart before

I see reflections in my dark dreams
because I see my reflections.

I see it now
And I still feel it
All along it was all reflections.

Let him go
maybe he is not right for you.

Let him forget about you
maybe he doesn't deserves you

Forgive maybe
It’s never meant to be.

Love isn't ended for ***
Love doesn't ended for beauty,

If everything tolerates cause of bed
It’s a just only for ****** bodies

If all the wants caused from beauty
It’s only wants in the eyes
That likes the appearance
but it doesn't keep you there

Love is not just a clothes to changed
The partner doesn’t a clothes
The relationships doesn’t things
If found someone else better
It might be replace by someone

There was something
could never seen and realized

The faith and trust
within in relationships
Are there for so long

You build the faith
for only one person
but if it's broken relations
could ruins useless

Nothing was separation for love
but you can forgive.

Love is not a sin
The sin was always a sin
Maybe sin is a death
but if you did the sin
you will be away from the love
that couldn't turn back.

Once did cross a way
you can't go back to make it right.

If you only focus to something love
but not your self.
The love you always gives is wasted
and nothing could appreciate it

You give what it wants
but you still be happy with someone else,
You can love but you can't
caused you love someone else.

Its hard to think that you are gone
My heart became broken
but I become stronger

The feelings hasn’t work out
but chosen to leave than to stay

This love hasn’t worth
The love is inestimable
for the person who is given love
But I should give it away
than to force to be mine

There’s always a tears to cry
Because you are mine
But wen I learn to let go
And I give up for you

This hurts sets me free

No more tears to cry
No more karma to crucified
No more sacrifices from the pain
No more hurts from the suffering

The Heart isn’t rebound
can’t catch different things
bond from the pulled and cut
because of your love for someone else

Everything has a right to be happy
Everything has a reasons
Though that it’s hurting
But it can be given

Something has set things free
Someone can give happiness

There's nothing to lose
and nothing else to do
If I let you go
I let go.

You are the one I want to be with
You are the one I want to see
You are the new one

You changed me everything
You are the new one in my eyes
You are the new one in my heart
You are the new one that makes my heart happy
You are the new one that makes me smile
You are the one that colors my world
You are my inspiration

You are the new future
that I want to reach
I don't want to lose you anymore
I can't let you go
It hurts me to forget you

I don't want to go back to the way it was
Because you are the one
who brought back the color to my world
You are the one who took away my tears
You are the one who made my eyes shine

You are the one who took away the knives and wounds in my heart

I hope you don't leave and forget me
I hope you wait for me
I hope you are the answer to my prayers
I hope you are the one God gave me.
I hope you are given the chance to be us

You are the one I've been waiting for
You are the one I want
You are the one I love.

You are the one in my life
That I want to achieve
You are the one I dream of every day

I fall in love with the twinkle of your eyes
I hope God gave you to me.
Because what I love is you.


******


"𝕀𝕜𝕒𝕨"

Ikaw na yung gusto kong makasama
Ikaw na yung gusto kong makita
Ikaw na yun bago

Lahat binago mo
Ikaw na yung bago sa paningin ko
Ikaw na yung bago sa puso ko
Ikaw na yung bagong nagpapasaya sa puso ko
Ikaw na yung bagong nagpapangiti sakin
Ikaw na yung nag papakulay ng mundo ko
Ikaw na yung inspiration ko

Ikaw na yung bagong hinaharap
na gusto kong maabot
Ayaw na kitang mawala
Hindi na kita kayang pakawalan
Masakit na sakin na limutin ka

Ayoko ng bumalik sa dati
Dahil ikaw yun nagbalik ng kulay ng mundo ko
Ikaw yung nag alis sa mga luha ko
Ikaw yung nag ningning sa mga mata ko
Ikaw yung nag alis ng mga patalim at sugat sa puso ko

Sana huwag mo ako iwan at kalimutan
Sana hintayin mo ako
Sana ikaw na yun sagot sa mga dasal ko
Sana ikaw na yun bigay ng may kapal
Sana mabigyan ng pagkakataon na maging tayo

Ikaw na yung hinihintay ko
Ikaw na yung gusto ko
Ikaw na ang mahal ko.

Ikaw na yung nanjan sa buhay ko
Na gusto kong makamtam
Ikaw na yung pinapangarap araw araw

Nahuhulog ako sa kisap ng yong mga mata
Sana ibigay ka sakin ng may kapal
Dahil ang mahal ko’y ikaw.

You are the only one in my heart
that I have waited for a long time.

Nothing good has happened
since you disappeared

if I leave you and I will only get hurt
I don't want to hope anymore
If everything I fought for is gone.

I feel that you are still there
Please tell me
that it is not too late
because it is still “you”

You are still here in my heart
The only one “you”

the only one in my heart
I want to go back.

You are the only good thing in my past
You are the only good part of my past

Even if the course of my world changes
You Are Still The One I Want To Get Back


********


"𝕀𝕜𝕒𝕨 ℙ𝕒𝕣𝕚𝕟 𝔸𝕟𝕘 𝔾𝕦𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝔹𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕒𝕟"

Ikaw lang ang nag iisa sa puso ko
na hinintay ko ng matagal.

Wala naman maganda naganap
simula ng nawala ka

kung iiwan at masasaktan lang din naman
Ayaw ko na sanang umasa
Kung mawawala ng lahat ng pinag laban ko.

Nararamdaman ko na nanjan ka pa
Please sabihin mo sakin
na hindi pa huli ang lahat
dahil ikaw parin yon

Nandito ka parin sa puso ko
Ang nag iisang ikaw

ang ikaw na nag iisa sa puso ko
ang gusto kong balikan.

ikaw lang ang nakaraan ko
na may magandang nangyari

sayo lang ang may masayang bahagi ng nakaraan
Kahit mag bago man ang takbo ng buhay ko
Ikaw parin ang gustong balikan

if everything is true
I don't want to wake up
If everything is just nonsense,
I want to wake up,

I don't want to get hurt by anything,
But I hope when I wake up,
I will be with the right person for me
The right time
To make me happy.

Even if I tell you that I want you
Even if I tell you that I love you
Even if I want to be with you
Even if it's just for a moment
If every moment is forever
I will be hurt
Because everything will be gone

I will still never forget you.

If the day comes
All that will be thrown away
And gone away
Like lightning along with
what I feel for you
But here I am in reality, "me"

I wasn't born to be a princess
But I'm full of dreams
With My father dominates.

If forgetting is a medicine
To break up with failure
I promise I won't let you down
Because I know
I'm with an impossible person.

If I love you
Whatever it takes
To be with you
As far as I can go
All I can do
To love you

If there is no way to get in love
If there’s nothing to fall in love
If our love story is over
If all that's left is love
To set you free
For a new chapter
To live and be happy again

I love you but
I am only this way
Only up to this point
My love was only this way
Only up to that point


*******


"𝕂𝕦𝕟𝕘 𝕄𝕒𝕙𝕒𝕝 𝕂𝕚𝕥𝕒 ℍ𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕘𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝔻𝕠𝕠𝕟 ℕ𝕒𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕐𝕠𝕟"

kung totoo man ang lahat
ayoko nang magising
Kung kalokohan lang ang lahat,
Gusto kong gumising,

Ayokong masaktan ng kahit ano,
pero sana pag gising ko,
Makakasama ko ang tamang tao para sa akin
ang tamang pagkakataon
para maging masaya ako.

Kahit sabihin ko sayo na gusto kita
kahit sabihin ko sayo na mahal kita
Kahit gusto kong makasama ka
kahit saglit
Kung ang bawat sandali ay habang buhay
akong masasaktan
Dahil mawawala ang lahat

Hindi parin kita makakalimutan.

Kung darating ang araw
Lahat yan ay itatapon
parang kidlat kasabay ng nararamdaman ko sayo
pero heto ako sa realidad na ako, "ako"

Hindi man ako pinanganak para maging isang prinsesa
ngunit ako ay puno ng mga pangarap
Sa aking ama ang nangingibabaw.

Kung ang paglimot ay isang gamot
para makipaghiwalay sa kabiguan

Pangako hindi kita bibiguin
dahil alam kong nasa isang imposibleng tao ako.

Kung mahal man kita
Kung ano man ang kaya marating
Para makasama ka
Kung hanggang saan lang
Ang kaya kong maabot
Para mahalin ka

Kung wala ng daan para sa umibig
Kung nagtatapos na ang kwentong pag ibig
Kung ang natitirang pag ibig nalang
Ay ang palayain ka
Para sa panibagong kabanata
Upang mabuhay at maging masaya ulit

Mahal kita pero
Hanggang dito nalang
Hanggang doon nalang yon.

How brilliant is the ring
valuable and much cost
but not everyone can own it
How you used to it and created it

There is a heart are valuable
To find it than the rings to make it
but if you lost your heart
it's hard to regain again.

The times that you are remains
I will always look up with you
but you're not here.
And you are with someone else
I will realize how much it's painful in my lost.

Please stop reminisce
let me go from my tears and shadows.

Set my spirits from real love
not from own perspective and ego.

Not by selfishness
but in good ways
From my freedom,
my innocent,
joy and lights

Please stop the spoken way of hurting
let me go with the greatest love
not by hurts.

Bring me life not executions
but life is a gifts
not a hidden tolerance for a way of living
but air and wisdom.

If you have someone else
please tell me
so that I will learned to forget you.

If you don't want me again
please say to me
so that I will banished myself away from you.

If you don't love me
please say it so that I can let you go.

I gave you my words
and my trust with you
why I'm always earn of tears
That keeps me hurting so deep.

Another day comes again
I am hunting some more joy again
from going through
where I have hopes
but it's gone in my eyes
can't never see you again  
will I always let it go.

If you don't love me
please don't used me
like it's never really been before
caused my heart keeps bleeding
in a secretly ways of pain
that you always do.

I wished to forget
If it's not the same way anymore
Maybe I'm not worth it
unlike you did before,
because it's wasted my time
to fill my tears everywhere
and doom my dreams.

I wished to be smiled again
like I never been in the saddest before
if smile can’t be here
I wanted to leave out
from those shadows in my head.

Time goes by
always been missing you
but it was hurts
when it’s breaks away
like it will never be the same again.

Every minute,
every hour of the day
without you in my sight,
I can't breathe
through no air
but touching the pain again.

I can't help myself but
I have to be strong,
nothing else is hurts inside
but always feel dies
And let go

no matter what I do
even hidden behind
the smiles that pretend
and in the eyes that shed tears
The arrow pointing to hunting again

when turned away
there is still an arrow from the sky
to shoot the innocent heart
Were only looking for happiness

there is still an arrow
to **** the moment of happiness
that I have waited for so long
in life

even if I run
karma has an arrow
to stop the way
I see these pains
that I don’t want to feel

why is there an arrow in me
that will hit to hurt again and again

why is the hit of the arrow
an arrow of stopping love

while the love is truly real
there is an arrow
to bleed from pain
because of true love
is an arrow in my heart.

Everyone leaves
Everyone loves someone else
The heart is always left alone

When will I be one in your heart
When will I be one in your life

When will I be happy
Will I be the only one for you
The one I can call mine
When Will there be no one else but us

There is still a reason to hope again and
There is still a melody of love
That pushes you not to let go

There are still tears that cannot be removed
That I don't want to lose you
Because you are really there for me
But you didn't choose me to be with

But the heart is getting tired
The eyes are getting tired of crying
The body is also getting tired of waiting
The mind is getting tired of thinking of all the ways to be with you

Always hurting
Always being left behind
It's also tiring to be hurt
I took a break but I'm looking for care and love

I need you but you are with someone else
In others I found the place to refill
because you were lost to me
I wish you were the one who filled
A heart thirsty for love

When it always hurts
What I always heard whispering is to give you
And accept that you are no longer with me

To forget you and look at others
Here I can be free from tears
And forget the sorrow of feelings

Because of the pain and tears
I was brought to a new beginning
It feels like everything is broken
When will I let go of everything that everything was lost

I need to choose myself
I need to change

I love you so I can
Let you be happy with others
That's why I can't fight you

Someone else wants and loves you
That's why we're not for each other

I'll just accept defeat but
My love for you
I'll give it back to myself

If love has left me
If love is no longer with us
If the plans are changed
If the the heaven is different to us
If God has taken everything back
If you are for him
If you are no longer for me

There is nothing I can do
But to release everything
But to release you.

I set things free.


*******


"ℙ𝕒𝕝𝕒𝕪𝕒𝕚𝕟 ℕ𝕒 𝔸𝕟𝕘 𝕃𝕒𝕙𝕒𝕥"

Lahat nalang lumilisan
Lahat nag mamahal ng iba
Ang puso parati nalang naiiwan mag isa

Kailan ba ako magiging isa sa puso mo
Kailan ba ako naging isa sa buhay mo

Kailan ba ako magiging masaya
Yun bang ako lang ang para sayo
Yung matatawag kong sa akin ka
Yun bang wala ng iba tayo lang

May dahilan parin para umasa ulit
May himig parin ang pagmamahal
na tumutulak na di dapat bumitaw
May mga luha parin na di maalis
At ayaw kang mawala
dahil nanjan ka talaga para sakin
Pero hindi mo ako pinili na makasama

Pero ang puso ay napapagod na
Ang mga mata napapagod ng lumuha
Ang katawan napapagod din mag hintay
Ang isip napapagod ng isipin ang lahat ng paraan para makasama ka

Palagi nalang nasasaktan
Palagi nalang iniiwanan

Nakakapagod din palang masaktan
Nag pahinga pero nag hahanap ng kalinga at pagmamahal
Kailangan kita pero nasa iba ka
Sa iba nahanap dahil nawala ka na sa akin
Ikaw sana ang nagpupuno
Ng pusong uhaw sa pagmamahal

Kapag nasasaktan
Ang palaging binubulong ay ang ibigay ka
At tanggaping wala ka na sakin

Ang kalimutan ka at tumingin sa iba
Dito Makakalaya sa mga luha
At makakalimot sa hinagpis ng damdamin

Dahil sa mga sakit at mga luha
Dinala ako sa bagong simula na
Parang nasira ang lahat
Kailangan ko ng pakawalan ang lahat ng nawala

Kailangan ko ng piliin naman ang sarili
Kailangan ko ng mag bago

Mahal kita kaya magagawa kong
Hayaan na maging masaya ka sa iba
Kaya nga hindi ko kayang ipag laban ka

May gusto at mahal ka ng iba
Kaya nga wala tayo sa isat isa

Tatanggapin nalang ang pagkatalo pero
Ang pagmamahal ko sayo
Ay ibabalik ko sa sarili ko

Kung iniwan na ako ng pag ibig
Kung wala na sa atin ang pag ibig
Kung iba na ang mga plano ng langit sa atin
Kung binawi na ng maykapal ang lahat
Kung para ka sa kanya
Kung hindi ka na para sa akin

Wala na akong magagawa
Kundi ang palayain ang lahat
kundi Ang palayain ka.