How can you ever hug someone who’s too broken to fit themselves into your arms
How can you collect their pieces if every time you touch them you bleed ...

I want the world to notice the spark of hope residing in my eyes
I want to help all people
I want to share my experience with the entire world
I want to shout out loud my dreams
I want to spend my life learning, teaching, studying, reading, writing, watching ...
I want to make a difference in the lives of all those I meet ... even the evil ones!
I want to meet their insecurities with my high self esteem ,Their cruelty with the loads of love hidden in my huge heart and their hurtful plans with forgiving prayers ...
I want to be me again ...

I reach for the stars
But they seem so far

I wanted to scream
Until I heard the
Whistling in my ear.
I wanted a song
To pair with the freight
Train crashing through
My heart.
I wanted to feel my
Bones shatter
At the impact.

But instead,
I implode
And my lips pull
Into a smile.
"Don’t worry,
I’ll be fine
In a while".

Person-fragmented
    too long self has been neglected