I know I shouldn't feel this way but I can't help myself. I feel like we had a strong connection and I had a feeling you felt it too. At least I had assumed you felt something too. But you know what they say when you assume, right?

I've never been one to need someone. I like to be alone with my thoughts. It gives me time to try and piece together who I am and what I want out of this life. However, my days are numbered and I'm beginning to feel I may be alone forever. It's really starting to affect me.

I am nothing compared to the blonde bombshells of the world

I fell victim to his charm, and God that's all I'll ever be.

I collect bruises like you collect girls

All those girls who want you only see you as prey. They want to conquer you. All I want, is to learn every inch of you. But you love the idea of being conquered.

Alcohol. It's a poison. With every sip I take I hope it doesn't **** me. Last night I was crying because it hurt so much. I don't know if I should blame the alcohol or myself. I let myself pour my heart out on the side of the road and I don't like when I do that because then they know. I succumb my true feelings so often that I hit this point where I just burst, like a balloon with too much air. I tell someone everything I've never said and it's scary. I don't like people knowing.