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262 · Feb 2017
It's Friday, I'm drunk
LucidLucy Feb 2017
Tonight my body is fueled with alcohol.
I'd play with you as if you were a ball.
My thoughts with this lie is kind of rough.
And how I wish I come out of this a little bit more tough.

But what I'm getting at is more of the lie.
And so every day I choose to die.
Die and forget what was once we had.
Sleep and regret the things that turned out bad.

Look forward to a brighter day.
And wish that tomorrow will not be a hang over kind of day.
262 · Nov 2016
five minutes more
LucidLucy Nov 2016
You were playing with my hand and holding them.
Kissing it when I slightly turned my head.
I've never enjoyed so much walking.
And I badly wished those roads never end.

My heart will probably explode to so much joy and contentment here.
Your presence alone is suffocating me with gladness.
Your smell that I've always liked lingered.
My arms intertwined with yours is where I think they should stay.

I can do this for a lifetime.

Loving wont be so hard if this was this easy.
Life won't be a pain if you were always with me.
I can conquer all things with you next to me.

I just wish work wont get in the way.
And this alarm won't buzz
today.
Because I've never dreamt this good before.
I close my eyes and hope to see you once more.
dreaming of you kept me going today.
259 · Oct 2016
success or whatever
LucidLucy Oct 2016
It will always be sad seeing yourself going through things alone.
255 · Nov 2016
i saw your mom today
LucidLucy Nov 2016
The thought of seeing you made me happy
*genuinely happy
251 · Feb 2017
tonight
LucidLucy Feb 2017
Tonight I'd cry tears for both my happiness and sadness in knowing that the only love I have for someone will never be paid back its worth.
to have loved than none at all.
251 · Jan 2017
again
LucidLucy Jan 2017
that's the thing.
*We will never be a thing
**** in pieces.
246 · Oct 2017
You again
LucidLucy Oct 2017
Dreams do a better job in making me happy than reality.

I died as soon as I wake.
Don't want to wake up knowing your hand wont be there to lead mine, playing your hair.

****, I miss your touch.

I miss you so bad.
LucidLucy Sep 2017
I hated games.
But someone pushed me to it.
Now you have the upperhand.
Give me a couple of space, and I'll make sure I'll win this race.
238 · Nov 2016
handle with care
LucidLucy Nov 2016
She's so fragile, it's tragic.
He's generally nice yet she fell for it like magic.

Guy acting kind.
Her thoughts running wild.

She's so fragile, she thinks it's reality.
Now she doesn't even know she's living in fantasy.

Her heart is so broken that a single act of kindness sends her falling.
She's so fragile,* **it's tragic.
235 · Dec 2016
losing sanity
LucidLucy Dec 2016
I'm not sure how long I can still bear this season.
234 · Feb 2017
my storm
LucidLucy Feb 2017
You have got to be the saddest best thing that has happened to me.
when the love in front of you is not the kind you wish you are entitled of
234 · Aug 2017
True story
LucidLucy Aug 2017
I struggle everyday to find you.
Yet once I do, I always end up losing you.
Love harder
232 · Oct 2016
stuck
LucidLucy Oct 2016
I don't know what to say.
I'm not quite sure why I feel this way.
Today I felt like winning.
But inside I'm dying.
Show me where to run.
Please hide that gun.
I smile while surrounded by the crowd.
Alone, I'm nowhere to be found.
I'm quite sure I must be happy.
I'm quite sure.
I'm quite.
to no one in particular. lately i just need happiness.
232 · Oct 2016
Untitled
LucidLucy Oct 2016
I only keep three message history on my phone:
my parents.
my brother.
and that last conversation we had months ago.
227 · Nov 2016
two me
LucidLucy Nov 2016
how can a person be so needy and insensitive at the same time?
please, explain.
224 · Aug 2017
Hey
LucidLucy Aug 2017
Hey
Smile more.
Try lesser.
Talk seriously.
Trust deeply.
Walk taller.
Love harder.


Okay?
To whom it may concern
220 · Aug 2017
Cheers
LucidLucy Aug 2017
Lets face it.
Drunk me is braver talking
About bare you.
Yeah
219 · Dec 2016
Untitled
LucidLucy Dec 2016
****.*

I need my ****** back.
Keeping your **** together ain't easy when every end of the day, you are alone with only thoughts and paintings on your wall.
219 · Oct 2016
one day. one day.
LucidLucy Oct 2016
And there, she kept knocking.
Friends she kept chasing.
Love she's always hoping.

Embrace that she dyingly longs for.
Never came in and return the favor.

Her sadness is her earring.
Her feelings she kept on burying.

One day she'll burst out.
To the wrong person.
At an untimely moment.
her sadness that she never lets out that door.
218 · Aug 2017
Untitled
LucidLucy Aug 2017
No one would know these pains.
When you hide them amongst millions worth of gain.
215 · Nov 2016
friday night
LucidLucy Nov 2016
When beer is a better companion than five missing old friends.
207 · Dec 2016
Untitled
LucidLucy Dec 2016
I have a ton of things in my head which I think will help me forget you.
But someone told me I must deal with the pain.
So I said I have.
And so far it's been really hard.
163 · Oct 2016
tonight
LucidLucy Oct 2016
And once again I say goodnight,
to the two pillows that will hug me tonight.
153 · Oct 2016
you and her
LucidLucy Oct 2016
I think of you and her.
you that was always late.
her that left me in a dying state.
you that I'm still waiting to come.
her that left me scarred and so undone.
I wish pain would just easily subside.
And that you would just come and easily replace her side.
141 · Oct 2016
Untitled
LucidLucy Oct 2016
Tendencies.
And what if analogies.
137 · Nov 2016
Untitled
LucidLucy Nov 2016
Looking I picked.
Walking you came.
Us together, not a game.

I'm pushing, felt like winning.
You're pulling, pulling me close.

Yesterday we were strangers.
Today were practically endangered.

Your smile tells it all.
How I can basically trap you in a hall.
I can **** you in a stare.
And *love you like no one dare.

— The End —