What is this
What am i feeling
My palms are sweating
Also my top lip
I saw you from afar
I hoped you hadn't noticed me
I'm afraid to speak to you
You caught me staring
We gazed into each others eyes
I could only imagine you saw my soul
I found myself
Looking into your eyes
I could do anything
I could
Fly
Conquer
and
Love
I adore you
I yearn you
I like you
I Love You
but
I cant have you

.
How I wish I could lay my head
down gently on your thighs,
to make you moan and sigh aloud
and slowly close your eyes.

How I wish I could use my tongue
and give you more than rhyme,
to bring a flush up to your cheek,
of feelings beyond space and time.

How I wish that I could speak
in words of feathered certainty
and so entice your curious mind
to lay down with me for eternity.
.
.
© Pagan Paul (2017)

I was sitting by a lake when i saw her
a girl in the water
she looked as if she were drowning
she tried saying something to me
i couldnt hear
i ran to the closest person to me
i scream at them shes in there help her shes drowning
the man cant seem to hear me
i move on to the next people
a couple i tell them
please help her she is drowning she needs help
please
no matter how loud i scream no one can hear me
i decide to help her myself
i cant swim
but i do it anyway
i jump in
im am able to walk until im half way to the girl
theres a drop i almost fall and go under but i get up
and to my surprise
im swimming
i get to the girl and realize why no one could hear me
the girl
drowning in the lake
is me?