the worst feeling is when you feel like you're annoying the only person you want to talk to.
I tell myself I don't need anyone but the truth is, they don't need me.
"Mom why do the best people die early?"
"When you're in a garden, which flowers do you pick?"
"The most beautiful ones."
you aren't aware of how lonely i feel when you're around.
feels worse than missing you.
I'm always going to be that one friend who's going to be walking behind everyone else. Every day, I'm that one friend who gets excluded in everything. I'm a forgotten friend.
The version of me you created in your mind is not my responsibility.
that every deep thinker is
more afraid of being understood
than of being misunderstood.---"
the world could be better
if i disappeared
no more pain in my head
and no more judgement that sneered
death seems scary
unless you understand
if you think about the benefits
you'll instantly take his hand
Your tears create canyons
down your cheeks to your chin
id totally leave this earth,
a dark world of sin.
i like the color yellow
it makes my eyes shine
but not even the colors
can change my harsh mind
i think im still here
because im scared of the truth
what happens to my family
if they ever knew?
they walk to my room
a note on the door
they see my limp body
laying on the floor
your sweet little girl
not so sweet anymore
she died a long time ago..
she's rot to the core
just some thoughts i get from time to time
thanks for reading!!
In the End, It will all fit together.
My existence is like a million tiny stars,
All bright burst followed by infinite blackness.
It is supernovas then the space vacuum.
It would be loud
If anyone could hear it.