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Growth

Jan 22 Lukas Buijs

BipolarBear

Growth

First the radicle must break through the shell.
Then feel the weight of the soil where she fell.
She must reach out, search the darkness for light.
In order to grow - bud, blossom and thrive.

Phases of recovery:
1. Recognize your trial, look to get through it
2. Experience the negative emotions
3. Look for meaning behind the experience
4. Grow from the pain

Jan 22 Lukas Buijs

If

Jan 22 Lukas Buijs

Whitewidowhaze

If

If you're not the fighting type
Don't put our hearts in the line

Jan 21 Lukas Buijs

Infatuation

Jan 21 Lukas Buijs

Malia

Infatuation

𝐈
𝐍ever
𝐅igured that
𝐀
𝐓eensy tiny
𝐔ndeveloped
𝐀ttraction would
𝐓urn
𝐈nto
𝐎vert
𝐍ausea

these butterflies make me sick

#acrostic #crush #infatuation #puppylove #butterflies

Jan 14 Lukas Buijs

"Grown ups"

Jan 14 Lukas Buijs

Liana

"Grown ups"

I called them "grown ups"
Until I was old enough to realize
That some of them didn't grow up

From my experience
Mostly for bad
But sometimes for good

My dad never grew up from that toddler stage of the world revolving around him, throwing tantrums, and not being able to care for others. :D

Also, I am very pro keep your inner child alive, so don't get the wrong idea. That's what I meant by for good.

(This note was written by a wrench with a cool-mint stench. It's favorite place was a bench.)

Jan 8 Lukas Buijs

Sweet Waters

Jan 8 Lukas Buijs

RMatheson

Sweet Waters

You are the ocean
that fills me
sustains me.

I cannot live on
foreign waters.

My dying tongue
Parched mouth
Would ne'er sustain me
As I crawled
Hands cracked
Knees ground to the bone
To a drop
If a drop is
all you give me.

I would reject all other
rivers
lakes
seas
rains
for the one drop from you and
the sweet taste of your waters.

Jan 4 Lukas Buijs

B R E A K I T D O W N

Jan 4 Lukas Buijs

Liana

B R E A K I T D O W N

The smallest things
Seem so overwhelming
Take a shower
Get dressed
Get out of bed
Clean
All of them
Seem so hard to do
They take so much energy

I've learned that the only thing that helps

I s

T o

B r e a k

I t

D o w n

Even with the small things

Wheneverharmonicathingsredpilemicrowaveovereachotherlightbulbitsbalconystartstogetbananacrazy

Sorry if the last part was confusing

(This note was written by someone's autocorrect in their brain malfunctioning a lot. I know many like this.)

Dec 2024 Lukas Buijs

Scrapbook Poem #76

Dec 2024 Lukas Buijs

Abbott J Hardison

Scrapbook Poem #76

Finally,
The aching feeling,
That,
I felt for you,
Is,
Gone and I think it might be,
For,
Good, now I can be happy again for,
Ever.

Good morning everyone! I hope we all had a happy holiday yesterday, whether it was Christmas day or the start of Hanukah.

#finally #scrapbook #poems

Dec 2024 Lukas Buijs

The perfect child

Dec 2024 Lukas Buijs

Christy

The perfect child

I grew up the perfect child.
Seen but never heard.
Painfully aware of the mood in the room
And grew up way too soon.
Suppressed any hint of emotion
To make life easier for them.
And played the part of the perfect child
Receiving the bare minimum.

#trauma #childhood #parents #family