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Ask yourself one question
Is she really different?
She may not look EXACTLY like you but,
She's human just like you.
She has hair just like you.
She has a nose just like you.
She has a heart just like you.
She has feelings like you do.
So ask yourself again
Is she really different?
though she  walks  a beautiful  road
    that  is  not  all  there  is.

bathed in brilliance
    flowing through her  being  as  if  it
      were  in her veins.

courage surges from  every orifice:
       a  warrior,  underestimated,   unappreciated

   head  among the clouds
      sun kissed eyes   blind
to  the  adverse

        lips graced  with  a  wisdom  beyond  the  years
  worn
       refined
radiant patience brushed  over  her skin

so though she walks  with  flowers  in  her  hair
     beauty   is  not  all  there  is.
My tears flow freely
I should have know
Should havw guessed
That you'd break my heart
But I was too stupid to see
To blind
But his time around
I'll be more careful
I know in my heart that I mean it
I've lost my heart
But that's ok
I've been trying to fix it
But now
I just don't care
So break it
There's not much left anyways
The deeper you sink
The darker it gets.
Sunlight fades into nothing,
Sound becomes a dream.
The pressure, the weight
Will rise beyond belief.
People will forget you
And you will forget them.

So all I can say is swim,
Don't let yourself drown
Because it doesn't matter
If you're swimming or sinking,
Pain will find you either way.
And if you don't believe me,
Believe this. I've been there.

I've been at rock bottom,
I've been at sky high.
But no matter where I'm at,
Pain has this way of finding me.
I hurt right now
For things out of reach,
But I know how to control
How much pain controls me.
Walls forever hold,
The breath that never escaped,
Their mouths.
i can never tell if i am more haunted by empty picture frames or the ashes of their contents
I can feel the last few beats of your heart.
I listened to the slow dying thumps it made...
Thump...
Thump........
Thump.............
Then it goes still.
I hold it in my hand.
The blood running down my wrists.
I took your heart and threw it in a trash can.
Just like you did with mine.
As much as I miss you, dear,
I cannot keep watering dead flowers,
Not even an IV can save them now.
Why I'm still trying is unclear,
But I've been giving CPR for hours,
Trying to save this somehow.

I cannot keep watering dead flowers.
I cannot keep tangling with powers
Way beyond my ken.
I cannot keep hoping for more.
I cannot keep fighting this war
And losing all over again.
Cuts on my hips,
Bloodon my lips.
Can't you see?
I'm begging down on my knees.
I just want to be free.
Don't you see?
Blade against my wrist,
I'm sure I won't be missed.
Don't be surprised,
When you see my disguise.
I am me
And nothing can change me
Except me
You are you
Only you can change you
So don't got and pluck everyone's feathers
Just so you can paint them how you want them to be
These brittle bones make my knees shake
Arms heavy with the weight of exhaustion
My feet drag across the ground
Always too tired to pick them up
So they scrap the broken pieces of me
That lay across this grass

Tearing apart my aching feet
Wishing I could pick them up
And carry myself to you
But they are bruised and bleeding
Making me stay

These weeds grow around my limbs
Breaking my brittle bones with ease
I’ll lay here in agony
Playing with these leaves that have fallen from dying trees
Breaking apart in my hands

The weeds have consumed my organs
I tried to **** them with pesticides
But they are infectious
Sprouting up into my lungs
Flowering into abandonment and doubt
Flourishing and burying me beneath the earth

My mouth tastes of copper
And all I see is black
All I can think of is these weeds
That have grounded up my skin
And dragged me into the dirt
I fight to breathe but all I can smell is rotting bones and flesh
I try to claw my way out but deaths got a grip

I whisper my cries of agony as I sink deeper
A corpse bride is all I am
Married to this life of suffering which has no end
I’m tired
So I’ll let the weeds consume me
Fueling my insomnia
Breaking apart my will to escape this reality into a world of make believe
We are the flowers,
Buried,                                  
In a garden,                                              
Of emptiness.
Here
Let me correct you my good man
Im a demon
From the lowest depths of hell
I foster a monster,
Of my own creation.
"self-defeating" he slithers.
As his skin festers into smiling,
Unrelenting and repeating.
So I slit my throat,
With the cold knife of self-loathing.
Coating my skin,
With a red dress,
Of the life I've been wasting.
//What we were, and what we are. But who are we?//
She found me
I found her
Now ill never let her go
She makes me smile when I used to frown
She makes me laugh when i used to growl
She hugs me when im cold
Cuddles me when im sad
She's definitely the one for me
The only one for me
His smile is wide,
               But his scars are deep,
                 His eyes are bright,
               But his pulse is weak,
                 His heart says fight,
               But his mind says die.
                 His hand is steady,
                 As he ends his life.
Her
Her
It's like I can finally breath
Like all the weight
Has lifted off my shoulders
All my problems
Are just gone
All I see is her
All I notice is her
She's reeled me in so close
Im like putty in her hands
She makes me want to fly
To chase my dreams and soar
When she smiles,
I know its just for me
Perhaps we never truly met
until I heard your voice of flowers
spill hydrangeas across the carpet
of my bedroom at 3 am.

Those whispers of nothingness
that smell oh so sweetly in the night
begin to wither away as sunrise creeps in
through the window I forgot to close tight.
I am obsessed,
This is true.
The heart that pumps, that keeps you alive is all I want.
Seems kinda selfish,
But that's what I want.
But I know that I can't have it,
Because I'd break it.
And that beautiful person you were,
Will turn cold and lifeless.
Just like me.
I don't want you to be me.
I've had my heart broken and torn,
Not I'm just an empty girl with no heart.
So go live your life,
Be beautiful and be happy.
I'll always be around,
So don't you worry about that.
But I'll keep my distance.
Far, far away from your heart.
I'm not the prettiest girl
I don't wear the best clothes
I don't havr perfect teeth
Or perfect vision
I don't have a big ****
Or the perfect waist for you to hold
Or the perfect lips for you to kiss
But I do have a heart to love
She calls to me
In her sleep
Full of happiness and love
We dance and sing through the night
In her dreams
But alas
Its short loved
For when she opens her eyes
All is lost
All is forgotten
Just a figment of her imagination
Will I be
She won't remember me
Just stray bits and pieces
Of what we had
But when she closes her eyes once more
Ill be there to greet her
In the world un known
It's not enough
The price we pay
Of getting our hearts broken
It's not enough
the price we pay
Of bruised feelings
It's not enough
The price we pay
Of getting our backs stabbed
It's not enough
The price we pay
Of these small acts of kindness
Aren't enough to quench my thirst
The price we
Just isn't enough
You can't save what's already gone.
You can try with all your might.
But you can't bring back what's already dead.
Just like the love we had.
I tried to save it.
You'd pick up the pieces.
And rebuild.
But you would just knocking it down.
Like ******* legos.
This isn't a **** game.
This isn't about who can disengage the other the fastest.
So don't try and save what's already gone.
You'll just end up trying to save a lost cause.
My hands are stained red
What have I done?
I look down at the mangled body
By class mate lays still
It all comes back to me
I lost control
I stumble and fall
I killed her
But...
What's this feeling Inside of me?
Satisfaction?
And...
Glee?
I lick my finger tips
Her blood still warm and soft
I could still taste her sweet screams on my tongue
I shuddered
Maybe just one more...
Should I continue this "story?"
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Coming into the world,
      Like a disease,
                                  Captured,
By reality.
A wicked laugh escapes my throat
I've got you in my sights
Your not getting away this time
I'll get you back for the times you made a fool of me
All the times you laughed at me
All the times you made me cry
But look who's crying now
This could have been a much peaceful world had my mother aborted my demon soul
I can't seem to find the mind,
                                              That met it's bitter end.
Skinned ghosts and spilled ink
In a sack of flesh
My very own.
I want to wake up next to you
all wrapped up in your arms
with your heartbeat against mine,
your breath in my ear,
and warm sunshine on blankets
to keep us warm.
I play the demon myself

No puppets involved
I love how you smoke that cigarette
How you touch it to your silk lips
Breathe in deeply
Exhale slowly

I envy that cigarette
How it can taste your tongue
Let you breathe her in
Consume all she has to offer
Over and over

I wish I could give you a fraction of what she offers
They say she's broken
Can never be the same
They say that no one will lover her
Not even a rat
Well that's just cold
Cause I know how she feels
To be lost and lone
Who am I to disagree?
Me and her
We go way back
We are the best of friends
Like two peas in a ***
They called us weird
Freaks even
But we ignored them
Didn't hear the words
But when we went home
We would cry
The names hurt
but we found something to help with the pain
We hid the razors well
They wait atop the mirror
Waiting to be stained in red once more
You picked me up
You threw me down
I can't fight this anymore
My body hurts
My heart is broken
Where did I go wrong?
How did it lead to this?
But thats not the sad part
The sad part is...
I'd still take you back
#3
when I perish,
pray embers of burning fireflies
harvest me into organic soil,
plead for my soul to swim to clouds of wool,
dwell in the sky like dead stars.

when I perish,
hide far from that uncontrollable sickness of despair
that will strive to chase you.
waltz there, on the fragmented earth belonging to me,
waltz as if there's an unheard beat of elegant melodies,
soaring through you.

when I perish,
keep the fear at bay,
and the hope where you can reach it.
For I am not remote,
I am just away,
inhaling royal tides of bloodless seas.

when I perish,
think of me and try to dream.
Death waits for me like the rain staining my windows
My days start to feel shorter and pointless

Twisted inside
Demented in my dreams
I fear my demons
That make me scream

The nightmare
The pain
All the tears
All my fears

There's no escapeing this hell
Pounding amd crashing
Please
I beg you
Stop ringing the bell

It signals my fate
I know where I'm headed
I tried to warn you
Tried to stop you
But i knew it was too late
I scream
Bu no ones hears me
I fall
No one catches me
I send out my heart
No one takes it
Well...
Now I'm just a soulless monster
A Psychotic Demon at best
Now you fear me
Now you notice me
But it's too late to save yourself
I already ate your heart
Trying to convince my shadow,
I'm worth following.
Like a lighting bolt
I strike quick
And I strike fast
And I hit deadly.
I'm not all bad, you see.
I have a heart.
Well I did before it was broken and beaten.
I have a soul.
For it is a bottomless pit of darkness.
A war wages in my mind.
Good Vs. Evil
But we already know which sides winning,
For I am already in your closet.
Waiting for you to come home.
I'll sneek into your kids room of you have any.
Trail my finger along there cheek,
Then snap thier pretty necks.
I'll drink their blood of course,
don't want it to go to waist.
Then I'll creep back into your room,
Quiet as can be.
I'll turn on your light,
You'll finally see me for me.
You said you'd cry,
Well that was all a lie.
You said you cared,
That you meant the feelings we shared.
Well where are you?
I wish I knew.
I wish you were here,
Because I'm Living my biggest fear.
Your words mean nothing now,
I just don't understand how.
How you could lie to me,
How I though I could have thought that your love was free.
But I guess,
**** happens.
People call me the
Monster
the Demon
The Devils Daughter
You know what?
All be all that
And much
MUCH
More
Sleep.
Sleep child,
til' the light overpowers the darkness inside,
where I secretly cried.
I secretly tried,
but no one would guess,
and I never put my cards face up.
You'll just tell me to shut up.
The things I used to patch up,
the cut and scratch up,
caused by the dull
of my pencil,
and my soul.
I fell,
but I dragged myself up again,
back into my daily skin,
and I'm that burden.
That one whose not fully there,
told by everyone, "you just don't care",
with a random shudder scare.
The words I despise you all think,
even the shrink,
and it drowns me to the sink.
I'm that disaster,
everyone's after,
maniacal laughter.
"Am I losing my mind?"
"Is this mind really mine?"
"Would dying be fine?"
I'm not so refined
I can see the things in perfect imagery,
things I don't want to see,
always worried everyone hates me.
I can see,
I'm not me,
I'm not even a somebody.
Maybe inside is some other ghost,
I'm the host,
at my death let's just have a toast.
Til' death do we part,
take it as a new start,
buy the roses to my grave from walmart.
I didn't think I mattered anyways,
sleeping through these pass-me-by days,
my mind playing simon says.
I always secretly try,
but I am still I,
and now simon says ".....goodbye."
I'll be leaving soon
Do don't worry
Ill be happy soon
So don't cry
I'll write a note.
Don't worry, it's not your fault
I don't belong here
But you do
So don't come looking for me
I'll be gone by the time you read this
I'll be singing and dancing
Watching over you
I promise I'll wait for you
I'll meet you at the gate when it's your time
But it's not your time yet
Now its my time
I must be going
Farewell
I love you mom
I love you dad
I love you brothers and relatives
Please don't cry
Please don't worry
I'll be fine soon
I'll be home
I love you
I'll see you soon
A distant look in her eyes,
Stretching beyond the horizon.
A battle long fought,
In her dreams so surreal.
A thousand miles did she walk,
Before pausing to rest.
But the lights began to fade,
For it was time for her sunset.
Cut my wrists,
And slit my hips,
Cut my legs,
And steal my lips.
So you can take my heart,
And take my eyes.
You can take your love,
And take your lies.
Smoke clears,
Dead fears,

Drowning helpless,
But no one hears.

Silent scream,
Distant gleam,

Wishing this blood,
Was just a dream.
Don't even bother
You can't save me
You can't even save yourself
Where are you?
I need your help
They are grabbing ahold of me
And they won't let go

You can't hear my screams
My cries for help
Where are you?
I need you
They are dragging me down

I fear what's going on in my mind
What terrible thinks I conjure up
The demons must be proud
For I have fallen
Right Into their hands

Where were you?
I really needed you
But now it's too late
I've already fallen
So save yourself
Before it's too late
Don't let the demons get ahold of you like they did to me. It's too late to help me now, save yourself... Before it's too late.
I lay on my bed
Wearing my best dress
I dolled up my hair so pretty
But I'm cold
It's so cold here
Out this far
In this deep
I didn't think I'd be this dark
This lonely
I wish I could take it back...
Put down the razors
Put up the pills
Drain the water
But it's too late now
I'm too far gone
Too far gone to save
I regret it now that I know
I wish I could have held you one last time
Told you I love you
Told you it wasn't because of you that I'm gone
I'm sorry...
But im too far gone to save now
The truth is I don't want to fly
The sky isn't as beautiful as I remember it...
Once so blue
Now so grey
Truth is I want to go my own way
Use my feet and not my broken wings
Truth is im still fighting my demons
They battle me head first
They give me no time to react
Truth is I don't fit in
But that's ok
Truth is I needed help but got tired of asking
Truth is I'm trying to be ok
Trying to fix my ****** up life that I live
So hold my hand and show me that the world is really ok and that it's just the demons talking
Until I get caught up in my own again
But untill then
I don't want to fly
i told the stars about you tonight
they glistened and dazzled as if they were dancing
they carried my words to the moon
she shined so bright not a cloud dared to dim her beauty
she whispered them to the sun when she rose
when she did rise it was with such fierceness and passion
the sky looked as if it was on fire
the sun then kissed the wind and carried your essence back to me
you swam around me like the rain of a hurricane
embracing me with every lasting moment
enveloping me with the sweet smell of home
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