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Is but mere moments
Even if it takes a lifetime
For loneliness

It is

We are

Persisting
Hello
both heart
and day
break
It's too early for me to want to sleep in
What is this feeling?
It's not pain
It's anger?
Sadness?
Is it hurt?

aHa


MADNESS.
The way you undress my thoughts and **** my mind is egregious
Just the way I see it.


Withered Oak sun soaked
Sharing the horizon yonder
The Earth's daughter
Born of destruction
Glaring at her Father
Beaten and Burned
Alas pale knight
The wounds are fresh
No end in sight
Blackened salted seas filled with death
Sweet retribution shall be swift
When the tides swell and kiss our feet
Swaying,
Beneath the Judas Tree
There is no name for the day
The rapture some will say
But when our sins call us thrice
Our name will be nothing nice
Who's too caring
Who's too loving
Too forgiving
Too hopeful
He will die one day
One way or another
He won't be here when you
Comeback
Watch, listen and learn
Begin to discern
What others may concern
I can't remember the term
It must not have been permanently
Put in to me brain
Trains intertwain
And entertain
No cross the membrane though
No cross to contain my soul
No cost to refrain fro'
Freeing my mind again.
I am the night that you forgot
The shadow of a passing thought
The kid whom you sat next to
Whom one day was not with you
The boy you think was nice
But does not go out because the price

I am the doll that you lost
Adolescent memories of loss
Though I am not a memory
Go say you forgot the sin of me
In these pages I was cursed
The book you tell is the worst

I am not a memory
No need to remember me
I am part of your process
That is where we leapt off
I guess.
-Luca Ivaldi
I'm obviously not meant to be in Love
Otherwise it wouldn't hurt so bad
H iding
A las has gotten quite lonely
P assing in a world I no longer know
P erhaps I can't fall in love but
I like the idea
N ow the thought of happiness for my soul
E ases me
S inging at crossroads where Ill meet Lucy
S atisfying the cost to
~
Find
-Luca Ivaldi
Love is not constant
It is always born again
It does not change it evolves
Bits encoded with failure and pain
Transfer to make for stronger foundation
Love does not die
It is killed
You can love someone who hates you
But you can't love someone you hate
For hate is the absence of love
Absence caused by death
Death caused, by absence
In this case.

-Luca Ivaldi
Separate but a single page
Full of prophecy but never to face
In the same book but it's a new chapter
Full of pain and of our laughter
Quick turn the page and pray to master
And at the end you take me and I take you
And rest for eternity in a beautiful disastrous
Rapture.

-Luca Ivaldi
It was nice to meet you
It seems like a man can't be happy or sad
A man can't be sappy, y'all gettin' mad.

"All you do is sit at home. Go do something."
Constructing

"Where are you? Come home."
Undertones erupting

I do this for us alone.
Even if it's all for nothing.

Let's do, explore and roam.
Even if it's all for nothing.

Live life like I tore this poem.
Like life written,

All for nothing.

-Luca Ivaldi
Our love wis all for nothing - Luca
Cause you see.
I can be rich and married to a woman in mediocrity;
Or I can be poor and with the woman of my dreams,
I'm sure of it.
Everyone wants a piece they can only get a tour of it.
Fussin for crumbs, I'm baking more of it.
But that's apparent; or superficial?
It's existential at the core of it.
I just need to feel.
Girl, show me something real.
Don't conceal from me.
You can get the deal from me.
We can go and peel.
You can grip the the wood grain wheel.
Make 'em tires squeal...

For me,

Is who I'm running from.
Upset with all I have and haven't done.
Under layers of writing,
Pounds of paper,
Tangles of letters,
Words rearranged,
Metaphors you may think strange.
But here I am.
Hiding in my forest of unspoken conversation.
Bits and pieces can you see me?
Look and listen do you hear me?
Maybe I feel lost because I've grown.
Trees happen to be bigger than shown.

Past poems come to mind.
Of trees;
Of me.
Of flowers;
Which happen to be about her.
Certainly, this same old ǝɔuɐp’
Cannot be my only stance.
This tree has legs,
I must move.
I just hope to not lose it,
As soon as I get in the groove.

-Luca Ivaldi
Started as one thing, ended as another.
Much like life.
My blood will NOT be on your hands..

Though I bleed because of you.
-Luca Ivaldi
You,

Pull her in all directions.
Dull in her perfections.
Affections like gravel.
Took a trip because she needed to unravel.

She said to unravel her.
Wayward traveler,
Lost in all directions,
Tossed imperfection,
Take what you need.
Naked eyes don't see conceit.
“I'm sorry for my deceit”,
Your fallacy defeat.
Maybe you should take a seat.
Understand, real men are naught weak.
Toil in sweat all week.
Ripping it to make ends meet.
But y'all do you.
I never meant to,

Pull her in all directions.
Dull in her perfections.
Affections like gravel.
Took a trip because she needed to unravel.

Sincerely,

-Luca Ivaldi
It's personal...but not if I make it an allegory!!
Not every tear you cry has to fall
Not every guy you date
Has to have it all
Don't stay out too long it's almost winter
Verily those nights I hate
When I'm not with her
You buzzed away with a bounce on a spring
The bees and birds flew late
And never found a wing
You lost your way in a simple summer
But those who wait
May come 'cross a runner
-Luca Ivaldi
The fire in your eyes
Kills with a look
The silver in your lies
Could fill up a book

The tears in your eyes
Shatter at a glance
Your fears in disguise
Matte black romance

In this void of stars
We never stood a chance
Falling up is hard
In a same foot dance

I could go on forever
I will.
You could love me never, but
I still..
-Luca Ivaldi
The truth is she never loved me
All I would have done
The proof as she stood above me
A knife in my lung

All the poems are lies
I do not know love
All attempts and tries
Leave me in the mud

Turn away and leave me be
I can't even help myself
Run away and and leave me
My book cracks the shelf
-Luca Ivaldi
Shout-out to Fawn
My #1 fan lol I see you :)
Pick me up and spin me around.
    Throw me through the window
        to the wall. Do you hear that
           sound? A warning to all.
             You're the sky and
          I'm the ground
     Connected
     by wind
        and
            gall
-Luca Ivaldi
I miss her.
It's not poetic.
But it's true.
-Luca Ivaldi
At times I must share the love I never receive.
As only then, am I able to feel.
What he said was cold.
                                         Couldn't know,
                                        
                                         What he meant.

Overlay your understanding.

                                                     He was sent.

Over stayed his current landing.

                                                           In waves,
                                              
  
                                                               They went;
-Luca Ivaldi
Kind of don't know yet.
It's not the problems;
it's the responsibilities you're not ready for that will defeat you.
White wine while the Bent smoke
Tight rhymes like big poke
Why whine when your heart's broke
White lines as the herb smoke
White lies as the tears choke
I'm okay but it's hard to control your thoughts when they're remote
How many times did you read that post
How many times was it re-wrote
Please don't let what he did erase what we wrote
It's too loud in the back all the ******* reposts

Remind me to be different, if I don't tell you
...in a perfect world with logical people, yes.

But people aren't perfect and the world is illogical...
It is God who did not love me.
I want to be somebody,
Before I make somebody.
If ever
No kids
No ties
To this world
Time goes
As the crow flies.
Left
put a bullet in your fvcking head you're not even worth the fvcking lead or jump off a fvcking building and hit the pavement the concrete could care even fvcking less
Yea I wanna die at 23
He elucidated to himself
I had a whole poem in my head for this one but realized the idea of me explaining what it's like to die alone to myself was in of itself a symptom of a slow insanity inducing death.
In my dreams
I am sad
And alone


Although they miss me this time
Eventually, someday, it all ends
~
i lose my self amidst the in-between
where i find that which is hard to explain
who remains unseen and wishes the same
it has no name or a whence it came but
because of it im here again
~
and yet here we are
with new skin and different names
under new stars that sing the same
old songs that wreak of shame
because i was sinner and you were saint
~
O' THE TABLES TURN AS THE TIDE SWELLS
WHO WILL LIVE? ONLY NIGHT WILL TELL.
~
She's so ******* beautiful 💛
She's told me some stories,
what she has survived; from when she was innocent.
And I carry a lot of respect for her.
I admire her,
for the commitment to being a decent person.
It's not easy.
I know.
But, do you know how they say we should be a light in other's lives?

Well I've found mine.
Never stand a chance up.
I was forced to love my self.
And I hated what I found
Writing in the dark I can't see my words
Pen to paper sparks from thoughts I heard
The perceptual lightbulb creates unrest
Choose to smoke **** over eating Percocets

Me plus you makes a perfect set
Tell me y we never intercept
Just another stand n for ya x
Just trying to inter-p-ret

Life
Love
Emotion
Death


Please sign the check
X___Luca Ivaldi___
Hadn't thunk to say it,                                
But I think today did
Enough to me to thank it.                
I mean I'm patient,
sure of what?

Every angel taught me;

Say my name and I will wake for you. 
When patient shores evaporate
so softly.
It's not even worth saying anymore.
And I've decided to keep walking
In Faith
Minding the feel
Tracing until

I draw without trying
Stall without time
Devine in design

This line of love is not thin
How deep we are drawn
When swimming in sin
Yellow in the morning
Pink in the bed
Peach little cheeks
Now burning red
Her eyes weren't green
Baby blue instead
Doesn't take it Black
Cream is what she said
But my

Love

Care

Compassion

Support

Troubles

Tears

Memories

Strength

Faults and more

You're worth nothing but my years and every minute slice of eternity I will call mine
Love,
I mean it as forever
Let's go to Heaven together
A mixture of all worlds
I would **** and die for you
Though I could sit and cry with you in darkness
I could give you tough love and shield you from life's harshness
We could laugh and sing and go for picnics
Or strap in dangerous things causing sickness
Like tumbling to earth with you isn't enough
We could push this envelope
With a letter signed by

-Trust

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