how can
one person
break one heart
this many times

i've now
realized the fear
of every newlywed

because

now i know
i married
the wrong person

I’m pretty sure I’m actually a nuisance, and the few people who bother to let me stay around would prefer to not have me

I will look in
no longer out
though the day runs thin
and dark is every cloud-

life now has a lethal viral tint
that erupts in ugly measureless bout
disasters roll out from that ceaseless mint
even our strongest and bravest have lost their clout.

Here’s the thing
I fell for you
I fell for you before you fell for me
I was head over heels
My heart flutters with every beat you pump
I look at your face and I see my happiness
I touch your body and I feel your warmth
With you the before’s doesn’t matter
With you it feels like another lifetime

To you,
My love

It's dark
The sun has fallen
Stars shinning
The moon glistening
Laying in my bed watching the night sky
Im lost in the stars
Among constellations
The stars telling stories told by ancestors
Wondering what is beyond this world